Its Official...

My retirement from badminton is official... although its a sad truth, it will not be reverse... after coming back for the last 2 training... i was told tat i was not good enuff to make the cut in the team... so how...? i walk out la... since they rather send the strongest team than looking after the welfare of the seniors... wat for is there to stay for training...? its a great disappointment... haiz...

So far so good...? more like sian...

ever since the change in time table... things have not been good... teachers have been giving us EXTRA lessons almost everyday...thurs and fri will be especially long due to badminton...

thurs normal lesson ends at 3pm... but phy teacher dragging on after 3pm... then there's yoga lesson at 5.30pm... after tat... badminton training starts at 7pm... til 9.... friday ends at 10.30am... but tat ***** giving 2 hrs lesson for those who failed the last test... meaning i'm in it lor... haiz... sian...

everyday so sian... the gate is guarded until 2pm be4 it allow student to leave sch... everyday muz wait for gate to open... so sian... sch not condusive to study lor...

juz donated blood today... 4th since being in JC... targetting 1 last time be4 leaving sch...

life's juz as sian as be4... all the guys are in NS now... haiz... weekend also dun see them much... either they need time for themselves or they are juz too tired to come out... not enuff time to carry out activities together... haiz... hopefully it will get better... hopefully sch will get better as well... and my will to carry on studying will get into momentum... take care ppl...