2 weeks after ops...

its been 2 weeks after my operation on my left shoulder... i've been to the physio once... he said that its recovering fine... coz i'm able to lift it up front ways for 180 deg... for sideways... anything more than 90 deg hurts alot... still... any stray move of the joint will hurt... so i'm still having quite a bit of pains everynow and then... as i dun wan to be on the sling all the time...

but these 2 weeks have been quite boring at home as time to return back to camp... endure i must as there's only 5 weeks left before i ORD... i know the camp ppl say alot of things behind my back... but tat's the way i am... for most i treat them more as colleague rather than frens... tat's why i seldom hang out with them... maybe due to largely different interest and common topics ba...

CNY coming soon... hope i can remove the stitches to find tat my wound are healed properly... then i can start working out again... think i growing fat staying at home all these while... haha...

need to stay revising for my prelims soon... its only like 3 more weeks to 1st prelim paper and 3 mths to 1st exam... its gonna be a tough fight as i battle alone... anyone wanna work hand in hand to fight the exam monster? lolz... call mi out to study k? haha...

季节限定/ 60分/ 我绝对不说我爱你/ 洋葱

歌曲：季节限定 歌手：Twins 专辑：《桐话妍语》
季节限定
twins

依然是在你身上熟悉的香气
依然是你那走路有风的背影
为什么现在当我躲进你的臂弯里
隐约感觉你的微笑有一些陌生
相爱了我才发现原来的两个人
紧紧拥抱竟是最遥远的距离
我以为撑下去爱情就不会死去
假的幸福只让彼此更勉强而已

爱有季节的限定
只有这一季
回忆收进抽屉里
当作纪念品
我的爱季节限定
今天就将要过期
你的心像收据有爱的痕迹
昨天我是很认真的
想要和你在一起
无奈爱情的寿命
短暂像出戏

依然是在你身上熟悉的香气
依然是你那走路有风的背影
为什么现在当我躲进你的臂弯里
隐约感觉你的微笑有一些陌生
相爱了我才发现原来的两个人
紧紧拥抱竟是最遥远的距离
我以为撑下去爱情就不会死去
假的幸福只让彼此更勉强而已
爱有季节的限定
只有这一季
回忆收进抽屉里
当作纪念品
我的爱季节限定
今天就将要过期
你的心像收据有爱的痕迹
昨天我是很认真的
想要和你在一起
无奈爱情的寿命
短暂像出戏
--the end--

歌曲：60分 歌手：Twins 专辑：《桐话妍语》
twins -60分(抢听版)
专辑:桐话妍语(抢听版)

他们都说你很懒散
常常不去上班刚好陪我早餐
感情也许平淡但却坦然
我就是喜欢拥你入眠
他们都说你太凌乱
总是游手好闲有很多坏习惯
要花多少时间不想去感染
能够彼此拥有已经很圆满
我何必多谈

每个人都不是爱神
有谁能够一百分
感觉不依赖理论只要能对称
复杂的世界太多不安的灵魂
有个几个男人也是种部份
两个人变成了我们
现实比电影感人
一对六十分超过了满分
爱你是我的天份
不需要剧本
爱没有明确的标准
只要你认真
-The End-

歌曲：我绝对不说我爱你 歌手：许茹芸 专辑：《北纬66度》
我绝对不说我爱你-许茹芸

词:许常德曲:陈小霞

我绝对不说我爱你
话说太过没意义
感情已满溢怎会没有痕迹
我不愿是你眼中的一颗沙粒

我怎么去说我爱你
说是愚蠢的勇气
听见你可能的一句对不起
我不知我能拿什么潇洒抗拒

每一次见面吸不到空气
我怀疑你有令人窒息的武器
一委屈一任性又一妒嫉
只能恨你怪你爱你混淆自己

我绝对不说我爱你
这是我们仅剩的默契
我相信那是人和人最善良的距离
爱不了你又何苦为难你

我绝对不说我爱你
我连眼泪都埋在眼底
我讶异我可以也愿意保住谜底
让你感觉我是如此神秘

每一次见面吸不到空气
我怀疑你有令人窒息的武器
一委屈一任性又一妒嫉
只能恨你怪你爱你混淆自己

我绝对不说我爱你
这是我们仅剩的默契
我相信那是人和人最善良的距离
爱不了你又何苦为难你

我绝对不说我爱你
我连眼泪都埋在眼底
我讶异我可以也愿意保住谜底
让你感觉我是如此神秘

我对谁都是孩子气
唯独对你最理智
生命有好多的道理没道理
看不见的未来我竟然不在意
-The End-

歌曲：洋葱 歌手：杨宗纬 专辑：《鸽子》
作词/作曲:阿信(五月天)

如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到
心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己
像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我
笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现你会讶异
你是我最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸你会流泪
只要你能听到我
看到我的全心全意

听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望
装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情
-the end-

7 smses, 3 Msn msges...

7 smses, 3 Msn msges...
wait a min, how many frens do i have?
thanks for all that remembered...

Brownies... 2nd batch...

cut up brownies...

Brownies served with Vanilla Raspberry ice cream... yum yum... haha... fattening though... haha...

this is my second time baking brownies... the last batch wasn't as nice as the center portion was still quite fluid-dy... this time... initially was the same as last time... so i decided to search the web for some help... and indeed... i need to lengthen the time of baking longer... another solution was to increase the temperature... i did a little of both... so it came out better than last time... another thing i learn was that the brownies after baking will harden up during cooling... so for those trying to bake dun worry... haha...

an update on my recovery

its been like 5 days after my operation... so far i can't tell whether the ops has successfully heal mi or not... coz the recovery does take 3 to 9 mths...

now everything i do hurts... the degree of pain varies... but still... i'm still can move my arms without the sling, but only slightly... but with pain..

but seriously... my shoulder is not the only place that i'm hurt... yea normal wounds will heal... but somethings are not that easy as it seems...

i'll take care of myself... to at least get my shoulder all well...

however... some damages done cannot be repair... it may nvr be the same again...

least than 3 days... still wondering who will be there with mi... though it's not as special as last yr, well... last yr wasn't any better to start with... but this yr will make no difference i guess...

背影 - 林宥嘉

背影 - 林宥嘉(港台影视原声) 铃声
歌手：港台影视原声
专辑：斗牛，要不要

三公分陽光　三公分空氣　堵在眼前　像一面玻璃
擋住了妳表情　剩下只有腳印

一直向前走　走不完距離　一直向後　退不出回憶
很高興有心事　幫我困住自己

妳頭髮上淡淡青草香氣　變成了風才能和我相遇
妳的目光　蒸發成雲　再下成雨我才能夠靠近

感謝我不可以　住進妳的眼睛　所以才能　擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾　用來牢牢記住　不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以　擁抱妳的背影　所以才能　變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落　不用妳回頭看　不用珍惜
*（躲在安靜角落　如果妳回頭看　不用在意）

我懷裡所有溫暖的空氣　變成風也不敢和妳相遇
我的心事　蒸發成雲　再下成雨卻捨不得淋溼妳

• 唱着这歌，我哭了。。。因为，有些事始终都不再我能控制的范围内。祝你永远快乐开心。

肩膀的伤还没痊愈，心又再次受伤。

I sorry to inform everyone that jeff did not...

sobsob... did not not live...











haha... of course i'm alive... lol... i'm back from the hospital...

now i'm officially 'Yang Guo'... right-handed one...



the ops took ard 3hrs ba... the doc said the ligament/muscle was very loose... the cap came off or something like tat... still nt sure whether any metal was inserted or wat... the physio say it was complicated... it will take 3-9mths or more to recover fully, back to my old self... well tat's at least 2 weeks out of any physical exercise/action for mi then...

so for now i'm gonna be yang guo... so where's my 'Gu Gu'(xiao long nu)...? hehe...

无聊。。。

在过一天，就要动手术了。两年，两次手术。去年的手术虽然成功，但似乎没什么效果。在冷气房还是无法制止鼻子的水龙头。鼻涕会不停流，加打喷嚏，之后就会鼻塞。上课时很不自在。

肩膀的手术不知是否能真的解决疼痛无力的问题。


歌曲名：你是我唯一着执着
演唱：言承旭

歌词提供：陈匡明
窗外的大雨
你是冰冷的空气
告诉我 天空可以哭泣
孤单的往前进
我答应过我自己
要赢到世界交给你
忘了多久没有拥抱你
我没有流泪的时间
没有后悔的余地
请原谅我那么执着
为了梦 追到天空角落
伸出手捉住了风
我放了你
没想过 没有温度的爱
有多痛
请原谅我让你一个人过
失去了你 还要梦想做什么
这一次 我会握紧你的手
一错再错 什么都不懂的是我

都放在心里
爱就失去了意义
为什么我到现在才醒 等待有多委屈
你是否伤透了心
告诉我来不来得及
忘了多久没有拥抱你
我没有流泪的时间
没有后悔的余地
请原谅我那么执着
为了梦 追到天空角落
伸出手捉住了风
我放了你
没想过 没有温度的爱
有多痛
请原谅我让你一个人过
失去了你 还要梦想做什么
这一次 我会握紧你的手
一错再错 什么都不懂的是我
请原谅我 让你寂寞
这世界上至少你要懂我
这一次换我在夜里等候
从今以后 你是我唯一着执着

歌曲名称: 男人女人歌手姓名: 许茹芸专辑名称: 北纬66度

作詞：吳克群　作曲：吳克群　編曲：Op.Dan(鴉片丹)

許：愛愛愛愛了幾回　也明白其中滋味
　　付出的從來不會等於收回
　　我卻還在等待著　誰能出現
穆：傷傷傷傷了幾回　也曾經為愛憔悴
　　愛情裡好人總比壞人狼狽
　　我卻還是學不會　狠心對誰
許：男人男人　多希望你是好人
　　多希望用你的真　讓我不必再心疼
穆：女人女人　我答應做個好人
　　我答應用我一生　來換你的快樂一生
許：愛愛愛愛了幾回　也明白其中滋味
　　付出的從來不會等於收回
　　我卻還在等待著　誰能出現
穆：傷傷傷傷了幾回　也曾經為愛憔悴
　　愛情裏好人總比壞人狼狽
合：我卻還是學不會　狠心對誰
許：男人男人　多希望你是好人
　　多希望用你的真　讓我不必再心疼
穆：女人女人　我答應做個好人
　　我答應用我一生　來換你的快樂一生
合：不會再讓我(你)心疼　一等再等
　　你就是我等的那個人
穆：男人男人
許：女人女人
合：多麽希望你是對的人

3 more days to ops...

10 more days to getting older... haha... i wanna sing k 10 days later... who wanna join mi? like anyone cares rite? haha...

dun think i'll be blogging in the next few days ba... should be nursing my shoulder after the ops...

juz some thoughts...
i think for some guys, including mi(hehe), we juz wanna be loved and love someone devotedly... although on appearance, we may look playful, cocky? or quiet(for mi)... when it comes to love, we becomes another person... we try to put in 100%, if not more to play our part in maintaining the relationship... though the road may not be smooth... and time can change a person... its never easy to predict the future or even anticipate it... we just hope for the best and may it last our whole life...

well... i dunno whether u agree or not... its juz some thoughts...

the guys were saying gary cao's new album doesn't have any gd impact as pervious album... has he lost it? there's also one saying that maybe its his 'jia ying'(high pitch vocal) that's making his song more girl-ly... waahaha... or maybe he's singing the songs he wrote for cyndi wang, but the song was rejected, so he took it back to sing them... haha...

there seem to be lots of songs/albums coming out lately... currently i'm listening there's Twins, Rene, Fie Lun Hai, Aska Yang...

there also seems to be alot of new shows premier-ing in 10days time... movies and tv series...

soccer today as usual... but maybe my last piece of action for a while ba... seems to be quite off form initially... my shots weren't up to my standard... but still managed to drill one in in one of the games... was also doing some tanning...

so tat's all folks...

oh ya... juz asking... who wanna go bintan for holiday in june after exams???

exactly 2 more mths to...

these are my thoughts as things are coming to a close...

the work are ridiculously getting more crappy as u get frustrated by unreasonable stuffs... both from things and ppls... i think this is the only place where u get blamed for stuffs that's not even concern with u... and they will keep going at u for no obvious reasons... if only the person taking over can share more responsibility and take it off mi soon...

every work place got its difficulty so lets not compare...

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one more week to ops... i dunno whether i should feel happy or scared?

happy maybe i can finally get to solve my problematic left shoulder... but that's if the ops was to be carried out and successfully too... i will then no longer suffer from 'jammed' at certain rotation of the shoulder joint and un-necessary pains even carrying of light weights...

scared maybe due to the length of recovery... i was told it will take at least 6mths... so during these 6mths will i be 'yang guo'? lolz... wat are the complications that follows? i heard that metal screws will be inserted... which cost slightly over a thousands which i still dunno how much of it will be covered by the SAF...? how long will it take for mi to recover my original strength, or will i ever recover back 100% and better?

haha... lets think positive... lolz...

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this sat morning i'm going over to RELC to make payments for my exam this yr... its costs $2151... sian...

but after that i wish to go sing K... who wanna join mi...?

incident on bus today

juz have to blog this... it happened while i was on my way from camp to JP...

the bus driver, looked young... 'crashed' into the bus stop while i was in the bus...!

its was a temp bus stop shelter with 3-4 ppl awaiting... the bus driver drove too close to the shelter and suddenly there was a clash sound... the top of the shelter was knocked out of position and the side mirror of the bus broke and bend out of position... there was sound of 'shockness' from passengers... luckily no one was injuried...

the driver, apparently shocked as well, (wat was he doing? with tat kind of driving skill?) quickly re-position the broken side mirror so tat the passengers at the stop can aboard and drove off... that shelter was left in a mess(only the sheltering part, half left usable)...

i'm sure this is juz an accident but sure things should be avoided seriously... there are lots of ppl in the hands of the driver...

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juz asking for fun... i'm going for my shoulder ops on 16th, who free to accompany mi home? lolz...

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craving to sing k... its like every mth got quite a few singers out with new album plus old songs that sound juz as nice... makes mi wanna go sing k every mth...

my standard procedure for singing k...
1) pick out all the new songs i've been listening on my phone
2) choose those a few mths old songs, which still considered new songs to others...
3) retro..! pick out those more than half a yr or oldies...

i juz love singing...! haha...

Kang Jie's 21st birthday part 1

Kang Jie's 21st birthday part 2

Kang Jie's 21st birthday part 3