A new year ahead, an old year's recap...

the year 2007 is coming to an end in juz abt 24hrs... what has happen throughout the year? what's there to expect in the year 2008? all these and more if u are motivated to scoll down and read... haha...

the year 2007 was filled with pretty much 21st birthday for my batch of frens... mainly from JC... my sec sch frens didn't send out any invites... sob.. haha... here it goes...

Jan

1. welcomed the year 2007 at marina with my sec sch guy frens...
2. went for a war memorial tour by my camp
3. Li Ling's 21st birthday, lots of pics...
4. organising, preparing and carryout my 21st birthday...

Feb

1. Dave, Amanda, Max's 21st birthday
2. cycling at east coast with a few gals before amanda's birthday
3. Max's hell in the cell at the CAGE in kallang

Mar

1. my nose operation
2. a small s25 gathering
3. 2/5's gathering
4. Poh wai's and layping's 21st birthday chalet
5. attempted a near 1000 piece jigsaw in less than 2 days...

Apr

1. Cindy's 21st birthday
2. trip to Zoo... in maybe 10yrs? haha
3. Rui xin, then verlin's departure for oversea studies...

May

1. K-box trip with evan, wanni and jing jing
2. Kevin and Yiing jye's 21st birthday
3. toh guan united 1st field match
4. Linkin park releases new album

Jun

1. Steph, Jean's 21st birthday
2. bought a PDA?
3. MOS

Jul

1. Trip to KL with s25 guys
2. Yew wei's 21st birthday
3. another field match for the TGU
4. SIM sch term starts for PT

Aug

1. amy and hou quan's 21st birthday at K-box
2. problems with left shoulder, proposed operation by specialist

Sep

1. decorated my plain looking shoe bag
2. evan's 21st birthday

Oct

1. 1st wisdom tooth extraction
2. ming wei's 21st birthday
3. new hp pouch made
4. started craze over heroes, tv show
5. sang K with jean and szeling, then movie, neoprints? introduce k singing to sl
6. pub outing with s25

Nov

1. bought a LFC jacket

Dec

1. x'mas card rushing, i mean writing... together with some handmade gifts...
2. more handicrafts making
3. gift searching(tough time)
4. started a new blog to hold my thoughts
5. Kang jie's 21st birthdaY today!

tat's all for 2007,hello 2008...
wat's there to look out for???

going for my operation soon in mid Jan on my left shoulder
growing older at 22yrs old
ORD in march
1st exam for may
...

well then... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE... hope u have a great 2008 ahead...

seriously, i nt young anymore...

went swimming with peter, jeremy and ming jie today... at cck stadium there... it was crowded and the place is relatively small compared to jurong east complex which i've frequent in the past....

we managed to swim ard 16-20 laps ba(50metres per lap)

after a few rounds, ming jie asked for a time trial, so i accepted it... he was using free style while i uses breast strokes... i edge him out... mainly because for the 1st ¼ of the distance i used diving... meaning i held my breath and swam near the floor of the pool... this prove to be the cutting edge i have over him... if not i won't have win by small margin... hehe... yup... i like diving... or shld i say hold my breath and swim...

when i 1st started learning... i'm nt really gd... i had a swim training back in pri sch days when i was given a test of diving down the pool to collect a watch... i couldn't achieve it until my fren collected it for mi after he saw mi struggling.. haha... he collect both his and mine... after tat i dunno how i managed to train up my lung capacity to be able to dive underwater... i can almost swim half the length of the pool with a single breathe... that's how long i can hold my breathe...

but all these work out not just tired us out... but it increase my left shoulder pain too... apparently i couldn't take it anymore.... i had to stop... anyway my left knee was also starting to hurt(my problem knee is right side) and i got cramps at my right toes... haha... so its safer for mi to stop and rest...

seriously i'm not young anymore... getting all these pains and aches here and there... going for operation soon on my left shouder... hopefully it can rid of the issue... or at least lessen the effect of the current situation... but i should juz stop all activities that using my arms and shoulder now... i dun wan anymore problems to arise before my ops...

i cook lunch...

maggi mee... the most efficient, easily cooked food to feed the hunger... i cooked it quite often as i'm always rushing for time... after work and going to sch... when i have the extra time, i'll try to add side dishes to fill my stomach...




i use the soup for the noodle and added half a can of cambell soup to it... heat it up together... for the noodle is just standard cooking and put a side for use... oven baked chicken chop, and stir fried meat ball slices... fried beaten egg and slices it and stir it with the noodle... put it together and EAT... simple meal yet filling... hehe...

juz watched I AM LEGEND... its not a bad show... sad story and self sacrifice...

my new art creation...

Taken from my Nokia 6288

Taken from my Dopod 818Pro


juz finish... my lastest art piece... haha... using fine wire plus coloured beads... i remembered i receive such a give from my classmates of sec 4/6 back then during my birthday... not exactly the same but it was also using 3 different coloured wires and shaped them forming letters... letters to my name... it was special... coz i've nvr seen anything like tat before... but after yrs of wear and tear, pull and stretch, a part of the wire broke, hence i have to retire it...



well... it then gave me ideas to make my own... not as nice or artistic... but still presentable... lolz... the beads are the ones that i used for sewing my pouches... then i went to search for the wires than fits... and wat do u know... all these are found from DAISO... haha... and the 3 coloured strings, its made from left over thick threads... the method is like those gals used to tie up their hairs, how do u call it? hmmm...

2008 is fast approaching... the resolutions for 2007, some are completed... some are left hanging in places... while some... its not up for u to decide... for mi... resolutions are juz plans that u try to complete while giving urself a timespace... a goal for u to achieve... its not a bad idea but if there's will... there's always a way, so it doesn't have to be set as a resolution... my ultimate one is still in process but the final decision is nt for mi to decide...

well... Happy New Year 2008 to everyone that visits my blog... best wishes to u all... KJ's birthday is closing in too... so is my last work day of the yr... 31st...

受够了

一次两次我还可原谅，因为你们不了解我。
但不要把你们所想的当成事实。

我不是生气，也不是乱发脾气。
但你们可不可以不要把所看到的表面，乱下定论?

我也知道人生苦短，要活得开开心心。
一山还有一山高，一人还有一人苦。

你以为我每天都是以臭脸面对人生吗?
我没天都有在笑啊！你们看不到的并不表示不可能吧?

被人批评，谁会高兴? 给你们这样一直说，那里还会开心下去?
若是事实，当然可以去改。要是不属实，沉默能维持多久?

一心一意只想能和朋友们多在一起，但这好像是自己一厢情愿吧?
得不到半封回复，感到一点失落，不正常吗?

他人这么想我已疲倦，不在乎了。
你们也有自己的人生，自己的生活，我也不在勉强奢求什么。

这些话，你们看看就罢了。没任何恶意，意义。
看不爽? 笑着带过吧。又不说你。哈哈哈。。。
反正，我也不会在写这种东西在部落各了。
做多，写多，想多，都是大错特错(不要来，侮辱我的美) lolz... not funny... hehe...
倒不如全部放在心里，谁都不会受伤。

最后的风度 - 罗志祥

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一旦爱上了，就不是作假。
但如果心已死，就无法再点燃了。
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歌曲：最后的风度
艺人：罗志祥 　专辑：无所不在

没有人介入
所有人觉得你该满足
我把心血全都付出
你为何想要哭
为你作主
让你受到我的保护
可是你像受苦
到底是谁难以相处
我给你幸福
你问我什么才是幸福
这个问题 反而让我
把你看个清楚
你怕束缚
我的爱没能把你驯服
你没有退路
那倒不如爽快结束
就让你见识我的风度
你离开我要不要庆祝
我不怕爱的残酷
反正我很想跳舞
我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下包袱
没有谁 我也不舍得哭
我 我不在乎

你觉得痛苦
我倒不愿意为爱受苦
只有这样 我才做到
对你的背叛宽恕
想你幸福
想不到分手你才幸福
是谁的错误
我不认输 我忍得住
就让你识我的风度
你离开我要不要庆祝
我不怕爱的残酷
反正我很想跳舞
我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下包袱
没有谁 我也不舍得哭
我没有空在乎
就让你见识我的风度
我忍痛 温柔的祝福
你会一生都记住
我要你铭心刻骨
我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下了包袱
没有谁 没难度 我最怕哭
爱要爱得投入
却不在乎

soccer today, again...

played soccer for the 2nd consecutive day... under a really hot sun.... but i was fun... i've be less tired than usual... is it my endurance level increase, or my stamina? or my umbrella? waahaha...

in the afternoon went to get a new computer table... coz the old one has been in used for almost 9 years... its BER already... beyond economical repair... lolz... but while assembling it half way... found that i was short changed on screws...! sian... tried using the ones in my father's toolbox, but its still doesn't match... so had to walk all the way back to IMM''s Gaint to get the screws... but at last... everything was ready after a few hours of work... tidy up the messy wires... and i have a new computer table... while bring the old table down to the dumping area... the table literally fell apart...! the different pieces of wood broke down... i managed to push it to the dumping area, but my mum went to touch it and it totally fell into pieces... good job..! waahaha...

soccer today... 来不及 - Hebe

now my body is aching badly... my back, especially.. seems quite stiff... then hamstring there tighten up juz now when i was slp-ing... getting old... but playing there seems less tiring than at toh guan... i wonder why? maybe the shade it provide ba...

anyway scored quite a number of goals... but peter scored more... managed to grab a left-footed half volley goal though...! cool... i was telling kiat that if u dun try taking those shots you nvr know when u can score/increase ur scoring chances... and i hit a first time right footed volley before the ball landed from the air... it was close to the half way line... quite a stunner though... waahaha...


斗牛要不要 来不及 - Hebe
歌曲：来不及(台湾偶像剧《斗牛要不要》主题曲)
歌手：S.H.E组合Hebe
专辑：《斗牛要不要》电视原声带
作词：S.H.E组合Hebe

今天早上起床脑袋一冲动脸越涨红
是不是昨天晚上做了什么害羞的梦
或许是粉红色荷尔蒙在血液中流动
你呼吸 我激动
轻飘飘雨提醒着 我们身在不同天空
于是好的伤痛是否能说不碰就不碰
我想犹豫不决比飞蛾扑火还更堕落
重不重 痛不痛
理智为爱失踪
来不及 每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及 地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及 回头检查旧的伤口
如果找借口 想太多
没结果 哭也没用
今天早上起床你是否觉得全身酸痛
是不是我爱上你让你觉得全身紧绷
或许是你太调皮到我梦中随便窜动
你跳进我时空

轻飘飘雨果然不出所料提醒动了我
于是好的伤痛压抑要有梦就不会痛
我想犹豫不决永远不会是我的作风
疯不疯 痛不痛
就算我犯了错
来不及 脑海早就烙印了你完美轮廓
来不及 赶快捕捉为你放的烟火
来不及 已把多爱你的冲动变成了享受
我想要解脱
要自由 要冲动
来不及 每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及 地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及 回头检查旧的伤口
如果找借口 想太多
没结果 哭也没用

王心凌- 还是好朋友

王心凌- 还是好朋友

已经忘记了到底等待了多久
你还没把那句话说出口
街上的情侣手牵着手
我们只有沉默

从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤
你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果
会不会就这样落空

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
但朋友的线我们早跨过
脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道你也有同样的感受

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我

从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤
你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果
会不会就这样落空

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
但朋友的线我们早跨过
脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道你也有同样的感受

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我 多少寂寞
因为有你的陪伴而渡过
不要想的太多
想想曾有的不该没把握

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
在这个位置等待了多久
紧紧守着彼此我们都能够接受
为何要留下为什么

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我
说你爱我

seriously, i not good at shopping...

as the title suggest... i'm really bad at shopping... i can't seem to make up my mind on things especially if time is putting pressure on mi... same applies to deciding wat to eat ba... if u ask u abt electronics i'm still fine with it... but it comes to clothes and gifts... its a real headache...my fashion sense is zero ba... if i can't even buy my other clothes easily... pls dun try to ask mi for suggestion or opinion ba... hehe... i think many of my frens can be witness ba... when most of them are loaded with rewards on both hands... i'm often empty handed... more so when they are more 'loaded' than mi financially to get things of more class(branded goods)...

(for the full article, pls proceed to my other blog, if u can find it tat is... waahaha...)
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罗志祥-做得到

试着让身边很吵闹
好好想念你的怀抱
某一秒我竟微笑
体会你扬起的嘴角
悲伤的呼唤

也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你就应该对你越来越好
现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼

做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的每一个承诺会说到做到
感谢你坚强勇敢让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得

也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你就应该对你越来越好
现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼

做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的每一个承诺会说到做到
感谢你坚强勇敢
让我很骄傲你所想要的爱我能做得到
原谅我内心交战
让你好难过原谅
我内心交战
让你好难过
我能给你的爱没有做不到

thoughts...

complain less... praise more....
less of worrying thoughts... more of happy singing...
less of pulling long face... more of grinning and smiling...


anyone got any plans for X'mas Eve, X'mas day and New Year Eve...? getting bore... officially on LEAVE...!

Bad luck streak again...?

my pda phone's touchscreen die on mi... its not like the 1st time... but each time it does, i juz have to reboot and everything seems fine again... oh dear... by the time i type until here... i was juz trying my luck and the touch screen is ok again...!!!!! but still a like in-sensitive... better than nothing... i think 2nd hand products are always more prone to faults... as i was saying... when i was writing my christmas card juz now and charging my pda at the same time... i went to check on my phone(it was fully charged but i left it there still)... and the touchscreen juz didn't response... as i know it wasn't the first time... i restarted it but again it's not responsive... huh..? wat happened? i was really angry and upset... how come it juz die on mi like tat.... coz it be the over-charging? or am i juz riding on bad luck...

which brings abt another problem... while anger filled my head... i broke my stylus...! haiz... i juz bought it a few mth back... now i may have to get another replacement...

is it a punishment or a test for mi...?

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罗志祥 - 我不会唱歌

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的 感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂 拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着 就能感受你比我难过
谁写的 歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么 明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的 下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌给我最爱的

My second blog is up...

as mentioned... its up and running with a 1st intro post... if u wish to be a reader(participant) of that blog, u can request it, otherwise i'm not going to disclose it... but u won't be missing much stuff, as all the fun and happy stuffs will still be blogged here...

who wanna see THE WARLORDS on friday, which is today! who wanna go donate blood with mi too...?

相信 - 苏打绿

歌曲：相信
歌手：苏打绿
专辑：无与伦比的美丽

我会永远相信 最後一片落叶
无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心
我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴
在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起

总是得到很多 多到麻木自我
竟然差一点就忘记
手掌里要有更多呼吸

曾经失去很多 多到放弃自我
黄昏最後一盏灯亮起
来得及撑开眼睛
地球偶尔太大去练习
沙滩上海浪留下痕迹
剩下心和自己有时太安静
自己都不敢看自己

我会永远相信 最後一片落叶
无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心
我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴
在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起

只带着皮箱流浪
装着自己的灵魂
背对着那个人怎麽想
张开翅膀飞翔
我会永远相信 开始掉下的泪
你和我的世界 痛褪去更清晰
我会永远相信 不完美的完美
不管什麽世界 距离不是距离
我会永远相信 最後一片落叶
无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心
我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴
在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起
我会永远相信 开始掉下的泪
你和我的世界 痛褪去更清晰
我会永远相信 不完美的完美
不管什麽世界 距离不是距离

I trust what i teared for... i believe what i dream abt...

the stars are shining bright again...

for the past few days... the monsoon rains are starting to terrorised our little island... alot of activities are being put on hold or pushed back but for some... its juz as enjoying...

today, the guys are back at toh guan for fun packed action... well... not initially though... as the attendance at 9am was not great, we were beginning to think that not many ppl will be coming... but time past and the guys came and the strength was at a healthy 15... but rain disrupted our play after only 2 matches... which my team was still unbeaten... after tat we went to the void deck to regroup... we decided to go to the coffee shop to lim teh and eat breakfast... ahaha... after a that we head back to the court to continue our action in the rain, less one man...

all i can say is we had fun and laughter in the rain... well... the strange thing was tat when my team plays... the rain lighten and stop... but when the other 2 plays... the rain gets heavier each time... haha... the weather sure knows how to make our day...

pushing back a few days... i wanted to do something... to make it better... but end up almost destroying the thing i'm supposed to treasure... that made my day... so i ended up being a technician and ripped apart the machine to retrieve my 'precious'... hehe... but the time i get it... it was most or so destroyed... in pieces... literally... obviously i was damn sad... was it a thing of things to come...? i haven been riding on any luck lately... and this event sure doesnt make things better...

i'm getting more motivated to either change my blog address or even set up a separate blog to hold more of my thoughts... i feel so restricted in blogging abt my feelings more so that i dun have anyone to talk abt such stuffs... i know i know... emo... haiz... but wat can i do...? makes wishes? set new yr resolutions? smile more? speak up more? wat's tat going to help if... you know la... no need to say out de... every time i visit my frens blog... i always see those pics of them going out and hanging out with their frens... i makes mi wonder... where are my hang out frens? how come my frens get to go out ever so often and most of the time i'm being stuck at home... trying to make myself happier by watching jacky wu's variety shows... why can't it be going out with frens and make myself happy? why huh? can anyone answer? well... of course u can't... u are not living my life or in my shoe... how possible can u provide an answer or even a solution... but of course most of you have those 'official' solution to all these questions(guan fang da an), juz to (an wei) calm a poor soul like mi.. hehe...

right now i'm back in camp doing duty... the taxi driver didn't bring his IC, so had to walk all the way up to my building... which took 10-20 min... lolz... ard there la... haha... anyway.. that's not the main point... the sky is... it was clear once again... as with the many few other nights that i see before i go to bed... it was clear... with minimum clouds... and the stars came out to play again... ah.... that's the sight i like to see every night...dark skies, a few clouds maybe... but with lots of stars... bright and shiny... as beautiful as it looks to me... but see it makes my more feel... there's only 2 scenerio... 1) looking at the skies... thinking of someone and missing him/her 2) looking at the skies, enjoying the sight with that someone beside u... as much as i want to change the situation but i always end up messing things up as i told my fren... the situation was always quiet and nvr ending... that's wat i cannot handle... answerless...

anyway... hope you are one that also enjoy the sight of stars in the sky... i do alot... as my bed is right beside the window... i always take a moment to look at it before i go to dreamland... nightz

today at IMM

something 'interesting'... to share...

heard this story/news a while back while i was on my way to camp and listening to radio... then juz now saw this gal on bus... and it had nothing to do with her... juz tat i saw that she use a rubber band to tie her hair... and the focus is on the rubber band...

the news was abt someone was trying her hair(or something like tat, using that rubber band) and was 'holding' the rubber band with her mouth... which i think most gals does that since both their hands will be used to pull up their hair for tying... so after taking the rubber band out from her mouth... she found a strand of hair(not a straight one, but a curly one) within the rubber band...! apparently she freaked out...

well... the point being that most rubber bands are 'recycled' using discarded/old rubber products... INCLUDING CONDOMS...! and so u should know what tat hair is rite? hehe... scary rite?

well... its sort of lesson learning ba... so next time when u got ur hands full and got no where to place ur 'rubber band', think twice before placing it in ur mouth..! waahaha... but i think most of the rubber band's raw product are being cleaned and selected properly ba... hehe...

what's ur passion?

passion... some maybe experiencing temporary, but for some it will last a life time... so wat's ur's?

my one and true passion lies in badminton... its something i've been doing since young and i'm still in love with it... but sadly... all sorts of injuries has prevented mi from moving further... guess it will remain as a leisure sports for life...

next up is handicraft... ever since coming into contact in lower sec... its been fun making and doing stuffs for urself and ever more for ur frens... though its worth nothing much to some, it means alot to myself... the time and effort are worth it for my frens...(rite now doing my own project for the x-mas...)

also, not forgetting... singing... though my voice is so-so... i juz love singing... hitting that high pitch and singing those sad touching songs are so fulfilling to the heart and soul... wat's more is i do encourage those who haven been to sing k before... its not tat scary once u start and dun worry abt not sounding gd... no one is perfect to start with... as long as u dare to try, no one will laugh at u, not mi at least... hehe...

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我的心没有防盗锁，所以我的爱被偷了七七八八。

新歌 intros

歌曲：女孩别哭
歌手：光良 专辑：不会分离

猜猜谁让你的心痛
谁让你的泪流
我能做什么
轻轻安慰你的心痛
吹干你的伤口
自己痛却不能说出口

相遇的不是时候
为何我在他之后
只能当你的听众
谈心的朋友
想哭的总不是时候
总在你受伤之后
我的泪留着以后再说

女孩别哭有什么难过对我说
女孩别哭我不愿看见你泪流
忍住泪就算一辈子
我只能做你的朋友
女孩别哭有眼泪让我为你流

女孩别哭他犯的错我来承受
女孩别哭我的手来掩你的痛
忍住泪就算一辈子
我只能做你的朋友
女孩别哭有眼泪让我为你流
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歌曲：忍心
歌手：卓文萱 专辑：幸福氧气

你说对不起你不可以
像从前那样帮我遮雨
你拉开一大步距离
却又握紧我的手心
像告别一件最心爱的玩具

很想问问你怎么可以
轻易浪费了那铺陈的甜蜜
我是你美丽的伏笔
还是一笔带过的背景
可是这些问题就要失去意义

深呼吸忍住伤心
微笑着忍住伤心
恨不得一场阵雨
淹没你来去的痕迹
不忍心再为难你
不忍心再多说一句
只要你记住幸福的表情
我没关系

很想问问你怎么可以
轻易浪费了那铺陈的甜蜜
我是你美丽的伏笔
还是一笔带过的背景
可是这些问题就要失去意义

深呼吸忍住伤心
微笑着忍住伤心
恨不得一场阵雨
淹没你来去的痕迹
不忍心再为难你
不忍心再多说一句
只要你记住幸福的表情
我没关系 (x2)
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歌曲：那首歌
歌手：林宥嘉 专辑：昨天 今天 明天

不知道为了什么忧愁它围绕著我
我每天都在祈祷快赶走爱的寂寞

你要我听这一首歌用这首歌离开我
她唱的太美了歌词却很伤人
你为什么不直接提分手

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人

你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我
恨深深包围我
你要我为你好
快赶走爱的寂寞

爱人的话不需要重轻轻的说我就懂
接你的车来了表示爱到站了
我站在十字路口对抗心痛一个人
你的黑发现在睡进谁的胸口
你的唇现在跟谁要温柔
一开始你爱我最后你放弃我
还要用千言万语说得委屈你有多难过

爱牢牢抓紧我
恨深深包围我
你要我为你好
快赶走爱的寂寞 (x2)
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歌曲：无与伦比的美丽
歌手：苏打绿
词 曲:吴青峰

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
我若担心我不能飞
我有你的草原

耶～耶～
你形容我是这个世界上无与伦比的美丽
耶～耶～
我知道你才是这世界上无与伦比的美丽

天上风筝在天上飞
地上人儿在地上追
你若担心你不能飞
你有我的蝴蝶

嘿啊~嘿啊~

苏打绿-无与伦比的美丽

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is it the end again
nvr seems to be doing it right
if that's the way it always will be
there nothing more ever again

sometimes ppl always gave the promise of a ideal outcome, or hope for it
thinking of it and trying to achieve what's best
unfortunately it will never be the same as before
ever though we all know that should have been the case

Ideal Life-style...?

what's your ideal life-style like...?
dun need to work? dun need to study? party all day and night long...?

for mi...? i just wan it to be simple... hmmm... maybe not as simple as it seems la... coz its not happening to mi yet... at least not all...

1) monthly K singing session(or every 2 mths) - but no ones free nowadays
2) fortnightly(if not every weekend) of good food tasting with frens... - sort of carrying out now
3) weekend soccer with the guys - TGU guys having exams
4) occasional movie trips with frens... - every now and then...
5) going out with different grp of frens every week... - not really...
6) bi-annual gathering with classmates - so far the attendance is not really ideal, maybe im juz not gd at organising or gathering doesn't mean anything to them anymore coz they rather be in small clique of their own...
7) yearly holiday trip, near or far... - for the 1st time this yr i went with my frens to KL, now i wan more... hahaa...

juz being with frens is all i asked for la... well... someone who u go out will... enjoy and relax but not giving u headaches and keep arguing with u... i think some of u out there are already doing wat i wished for... every alternate day u are out with u frens... even though u may think its really costing u wallet alot, but u got to admit that u are enjoying the company...

yesterday juz went for my second wisdom tooth extraction... well... its quicker than the 1st... less painful when the dentist pull out the upper teeth... now my left side is still waiting for the extracted location to heal up... meaning food still get stuck in that place and i need to raise my mouth after every meal...

juz got my x-mas cards... will start writing soon...
juz ordered a box of contact lens... going to look cool soon... lolz.. kidding la...
juz baked cookies today...
juz washed my adidas sport shoe today...

i've noticed i've changed quite a bit recently... circumstances make u different and makes u wanna be different... the world maybe ever changing... u can makes changes to yourself... but that doesn't necessary make ppl change their opinion on u...

我... 路人甲?

路人甲 - 侧田
作曲：陳台證
填詞：文靜 a.k.a 全国最文静DJ丁志勇
編曲：陳台證
監製：陳台證

歌詞

愛情面前　我異常無助
沒人傾訴　我只好裝酷
是自己的失誤　還是他人介入
晴朗天空　頓時烏雲密佈

心裡有數　要自我保護
越陷越深　我執迷不悟
是自己不讓步　或是自願盲目
這把賭注　讓快樂從此落幕

若他還是當年的路人甲
我或許還能保持昔日瀟灑
面對　出局的紅卡
此時　只能裝聾作啞

若他還是當年的路人甲
我或許還能保持昔日瀟灑
淡然一句　做朋友吧
把我的心 敲碎了 那一霎

不是沒有耐力和毅力
只是提起勇氣已大傷元氣
重新尋找　生命裡　最大意義
說服我自己　憧憬已成了回憶

若他還是當年的路人甲
我或許還能保持昔日瀟灑
面對　出局的紅卡
此時　只能裝聾作啞

若他還是當年的路人甲
我或許還能保持昔日瀟灑
淡然一句　做朋友吧
把我的心 敲碎了 敲碎了

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i find the lyrics exceptionally close to heart... sort of like saying out my feelings and thoughts.... unfortunately... after hearing the song online... it doesn't song as nice as the lyric... maybe becoz its still a demo... hmmm...

SAFTI & ARMS tour

this is my whiteboard in camp... lolz... messy rite..? hehe...

short clip of the video showing in ARMS

Dinner with the guys @ Nihon Mura

our total bill came close to $180, tat's ard $22 per person... it was quite filling... but not the sushi part.. the 99cents sushi does really taste great or anywhere good... the rice really fall apart sometimes when u hold it with ur chopsticks... but the other dishes made up for it as some of them taste nice...

one shopping item down, many more in the list to go...

one wishlist item down... many more to go...

when u can't stop think of it... its better to set ur mind firm and just do it.... after many months of browsing through the different adidas shops in singapore since the item came on sale... i finally bought it... yeah...! now there is a big hole in my wallet... waahaha... if u know the price...

i had my reasons... the jacket i have is more than 5 yrs old... so i think its time i got a new one and something i like... nvr mind the price... its not like i'm changing every other mth....

craving for shopping trip... think its time to also change my clothes in cupboard... i have a small cupboard but the items are ever the same... haha... i'm poor... so i dun have much variety of clothes to wear different/new ones everytime i go out... maybe i dun have much fashion sense anyway... haha...

beside clothes... i'm planning to upgrade my computer... or at least get some parts to keepup with the modern world.... need a DVD-driver, a speaker, maybe a webcam, and hopefully a motherboard and processor upgrade... maybe if i strike TOTO or wat? haha... prob is i dun buy in the 1st place... lolz.. how?

if any 2/5 ppl is viewing this....

next thurs, deepavali gathering is on... its only the planning of which comes 1st tat needs to be settled...

1) eat the 99cent sushi at Nihon Mura 日本村 (The Cathay) (http://www.hungrygowhere.com/nihon_mura_the_cathay)

2) watch movie at GV plaza(coz using safra card we need to pay only $8)

3) err... anything else we can do?

so now the thing is which to do 1st? do we eat 1st and watch the movie or watch movie then eat?

if watching movie then my style is i'll go and book 1st... for the eat i wish to book also... since its a holiday period, there will sure be alot of crowd... any one got their number?

i also need to make my way down to HMV to collect my jay chou album...

nights out with s25 @ arena on fri

ma la steamboat at bugis on sat

after some thoughts...

the past few days of 'appearing offline' and not blogging gave mi some time to think... and i finally got some 'advancement' in my thoughts... lolz.. the langauge a bit weird... haha... anyway... i may be setting up another blog to hold my deeper thoughts... those that are not quite suitable for the mass public(my frens) as it may cause some conflicts and stuffs... cause a few incidents shows that i've been acting no impulse at times and didn't really consider others feeling and juz blogged abt how i feel only... well at least i dun think i have to hold up any thoughts in my mind for too long... as it will affect my mood and thats not gd for myself... time will tell if tat's a better way for mi to let 'things' out... coz i can't really find anyone who i can talk to abt some private emotional topics... no offences... i really dun have anyone like some of u who get to call ur best frens and chit chat for hours on the phone... u get wat i mean?

I'll be gone for a while...

yesterday was supposed to go PS to watch movie 'Halloween', cause i won the tickets from safra... a pair of tickets, but i went myself... after having dinner, i went up to the ticket counter to collect my GV member card... i took out the letter for collection of the card and i think tat's when i dropped my tickets... yes... i dropped the tickets... and i still went on to buy a drink for the movie! oh dear... haiz... lucky its not the pop corn set... if not i'll be looking like a fool... feeling down and disappointed... i've decided to walk ard orchard area thus heading to taking bus 105 at the end...

the only thing i got myself was jay's new album's pre-order at HMV... the pre-order gift is a 2008 calendar... they are also selling his cartoon toy for ard $50... 'gong zai'...

err... i think i made into this situation and i'm not really comfortable with it... so i guess i'll make myself missing for a while... or shld i say invisible... to sort out stuffs, like studies...

a week or two or more... i'll juz leave the online community(or appear offline on msn) and stop blogging... if u wanna find mi juz sms mi or something... cause even if i stay online/appear online, i've got nothing much to do and everyone is busy with their own life too...

dun wanna say anything more... everytime the more i say, the more i do... things juz dun go the way i wan and gets worse at times...

dun worry abt mi...
take care guys and gals... good luck for ur exams

• if destiny has everything planned out for u, why do ppl still have to work so hard for things that they like or wants? will it change anything along the way?


• quote from liling's comment, ' if the time is right, the one u r seeking will appear'. - tat's quite a commonly said phrase for console ppl when they are down. but what if u r that one in a million that u are destined not to find the person u are waiting for? or u have already missed the chance? isn't it too easy on ur part to say dun worry? - no offence to anyone


• the wait maybe long, but i'm prepared for it... as i say it will be the last...


• i've caused enough trouble for anyone involved including myself... i'm sorry...


• 我的心慢慢变成一个等待招领的失物

My 2nd Elder Bro's ROM

My 2nd Elder Bro's ROM part 1

My 2nd Elder Bro's ROM part 2

Heroes

well... i juz finish watching 23 episodes of HEROES, volume 1... and i can tell u its a really nice show... its cool and exciting... can't wait for the 2nd volume.... btw channel 5 will be air-ing it soon on tv...no wonder this show is very popular ard...

i baked cookies today... still got a whole container of it u any wanna try.. lolz... think this batch was quite ok... not much of burnt as last time... due to the stickiness of the dough, i still can't shape the cookies round nicely... btw... these are from instant mixed cookie package... i dun have any good recipe to do one from scratch yet... hehe... juz mix the package with butter and egg and u have a cookie dough... haha...

made another pouch today... spending less time but its a larger piece of work... coz my mum want's it... haha... failed to study today as i promised... well... guess i will make myself to wake up early tml to study... catch up on things... revise... and maybe prepare for my PBF test on thurs... though i nt sure if i can pass it... but i shall try anyway...

distractions...

wait...

guardian...

my new hp pouch

i made this new pouch yesterday night(friday 11pm-2am)... coz i recently lost one(the one with a transparent cover, tat peter ho! have some part in making mi lose it..! lolz) and my 1st ever hand made pouch wore out and a big hole was resulted at the bottom of it... thus last saturday when i wanted to check my hp, my pda dropped out of the pouch and and landed on the floor in pieces.... bt nt much harm caused ba... hopefully... anyway for his time... i'm using a different system to tighten the pouch, as in the close/seal ur stuffs in the pouch... i'm gathering info from my frens to make them one also... err... for x-mas gift ba... a small appreciation i guess... only selected few... hehe... have to see whether u have been naughty or good this past yr lor... waahaha... think tat's all for now ba... but its nvr easy...

Merseyside Derby

well... the red half won the game.. it was quite scrappy though with 2 second half penalty giving liverpool a 2-1 win at everton's home ground...

why i said it was scrappy..? well... i'm still not seeing a squad tat's capable of winning the league yet... the past few games was all draws and losses.... tat's not wat a title winning team is abt is it?

wat benitaz said before the match was tat he rather lose the everton game if it meant winning the league... but i can say tat if u lose such a game u are one step closer to losing out the league title too... tat's so naive of him to say tat....

anyway gerrard won the 1st penalty for us before he was sub off... bt their play thru-out was quite messy... they kept using long passes out of their own territory... thus losing lots of possesion... well... if sloppy play can we us the title... i dun mind... coz chelsea did it before...

i get the point of this, but i will still support it...

There's something i need to sort out before i carry on the latter part of my life

*this post was edited on 21st oct

usually after deciding on what i'm preparing to write, it will take another while before i start putting my thoughts to words... by then.. my thoughts are scrambled 70% and i have to do some recollections... make one such post a few hours of time...

This is going to be a post where i'll settle on one topic once and for all... i shall not post any related topics again and i'll see to tat promise... as the topic of this post suggest... this is one issue in my life that's yet to be solved... and its quite a sensitive one... its abt love...(some will start to shift the move to the close browser button, or switching to another blog/websites... hey... i dun blame u and i do encourage u to do so if u dun wanna be bore to death by it...)

i've to admit that i'm shy when it comes to things like this and i have no answers to it... its very easy for u to say change it but... its not... at least for mi...

all my life(since i've come to sense) i'm just trying to find that special someone that i can talk with... maybe listen to mi singing love songs or singing duet together... cook for her... watch a movie together... enjoy nice long walks in the night... maybe join her on a shopping trips, walking ard(well the most important thing is being happy and staying so... its common that there maybe ups and downs thru-out but that's life and i'm willing to go through it...

well i have to clarify that i'm not trying to be in love or fall in love of the sake of experiencing the above... such things are for life... i dunno how good a person i am or how am i as a person to you friends... all i can say is i'm true to my frens... i can be very generous to my frens especially those that mean alot to mi... i can be there for u but not asking the same from u... i love all my frens as they meant alot to mi other than my parents... i can say that if anything happens to either, i'll be in a total lost as i'm such a emotional person within... (a fine example would be tat time when i forget to bring my themometer to sch in jc, my mum was called in for a talk with the principle... my mum end up tearing coming out, with threats of dispelling mi from sch initially, and i naturally cry with my mum swearing that such sch are better not be in if they make my mum tear... i came back to class still watery in the eyes, but i guessed u guys nvr remember it ba... actually no one knows abt this incident ba) ok.. tat was a bit side tracked.... but the point is i treasured but my parents and my frens... anything that happened to my frens i do feel for them...

maybe i'm not wu zhun or liang chao wei or any where near as handsome ba... the only part that i get to play is to fall in love with someone, but that person maybe liking someone else...(sound like those dramas, huh? lolz) gals i like is either through first sight or constant contacts in class... well... the most important thing is the feel(感觉, its like 孙燕姿sings 感觉对了我要出发)... if not for this 感觉, there won't be anything to start with also... dun ask mi why i like this gal or tat gal... i will only tell you its my 感觉, or from my 1st look at her, it sets my destiny... then the subsequent contacts justify my feelings... but all this count for nothing as its juz my own feeling... a relationship is still both sided... any side no willing the other can't do nothing also... and i like to mention that if u dun like mi at least tell mi, or give some clue... ignoring and and saying anything doesn't help at all, if that's ur way of avoiding... at least the pain is not nvr ending...

想太多... i admit i like to think alot... coz when u are alone and u got no one to talk to... who else but yourself can u talk to? haha... dun worry... i haven reach the stage of insane or split personality... thinking let mi analyst things... but i dunno why i'm always ending up getting up... maybe i do things a little too much... a little to rush... biao cuo qing, hui cuo yi...? i think a person like mi not having a gf maybe all destined...

hence i've came up with this phrase, "i've learnt not to expect too much from the nothing that's started with... the more i try, the more i'll feel hurt..." the more i wanna expect it to happen... the more i doesn't... maybe those whom have read till here maybe scared off by mi already... haha... but i still got to say it all out... coz i'll nt make another post like it....

all these while i've been keeping only myself known of who i've like... only occasionally does some close frens get to know or saw thru from some little acts of mine... but everytime i wanna get closer to the person... i always mess things up... one is they dun like mi or treat mi nothing more than a fren... another maybe a approach things wrongly... also maybe they have other ideal partners in their mind that's better than mi in all aspects...

but what i can provide... i dun think i'm romantic... i'm also not very good with my words... my tongue is not honey coated lor... hehe... all i can give is my truthful heart... comparison doesn't help but worsen things, so dun compare mi with other guys... we are different in our own ways and so are every gals...

i'm currently lacking motivation and a target in life... hopefully i pick things up and carry on for the better... less of tinkering, wondering, assuming... more on putting it to work, to practise, to use... may all my frens find their love ones and be truely in love with each other...

tat's all... and good bye... thanks for everything... those who hear mi out in the past and those who are always in the loop of things... hehe...(i'll not care wat demoralising things any of u may write in my tag board or msn to mi) for all i care, i wanna stay happy and smiling from now on... and going out with frens will be tat remedy i seek?

oh ya... did i mentioned that it has been 3yrs since i started blogging...? haha... quite cool... hopefully i can bring more happening post in the future...

F.I.R. - 爱·歌姬

歌曲：三个心愿
歌手：f.i.r. 专辑：爱·歌姬
LRC歌词 HOT• 搜索 "三个心愿"mp3 打印预览

沁:
我喜欢你的眼神温柔又危险
请不要戴上眼镜我会看不见
想要张开双手把你宝贝
想和你天天见面
想带你环游世界

飞:
我喜欢你爱逞强苯苯的笑脸
在心中抬头挺胸坚定的信念
这个辽阔世界不够完美
但有了你在我身边
什么都很ok

副歌(合唱):
第一个心愿为你把幸福堆积
天涯到海角头发到呼吸
第二个心愿给你最好的自己
再许个心愿我的爱把你占领
哦~~~

沁:
为什么为了小事就要掉眼泪
好象有太多的事只能自己背
其实只要你说一句ok
现在就立刻马上变成你的superman

飞:
这世上最重要的不止是誓言
只要你常常记得亲亲我的脸
我会永远记得这个今天
还有很久的那一天
我也要有你陪下

一个心愿给你最好的自己

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歌曲：需要你的爱
歌手：F.I.R 飞儿乐团 信乐团阿信

当你选择了云的距离
就让我我至此做决定　
冲破天际飞去
还想到快崩塌的回忆
也许我可以袭击我的心　
痛得不能自己
或许你以为把这一座城市抛开
就可以纠结伤害
却不明白
我需要你的爱
不管多少阻碍
不求什么未来
不管命运会怎么安排
我会用眼泪洗去所有的不堪
狠狠地把心痛了断
深深地把一切重来
我需要你的爱
像掉进了深海
也像坠落悬崖
找不到地方逃开
别让那些谎言把爱给活埋
当心碎成一块一块
当爱碎曾一断一断
我会等待 你的爱

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just went to pluck my wisdom tooth this morning... well... the process is smooth... all i can say is the drilling is very annoying.... the pulling of the upper tooth was really painful... the process was ard half and hour ba.. coz i reach at 9.15, left before 10.30... after that i went to find peter... chat for a while then i head home... on my way back the pain starts to kick in... i have to endure the pain... calming myself with music until i reach home and took the pain killers... there's still some pain now... but not as worse as it was in the afternoon...

李玖哲 - 想太多

歌曲：想太多
歌手：李玖哲
LRC歌词 HOT• 搜索 "想太多"mp3 打印预览

你笑着说 他是朋友

但你眼中太温柔

我的不安 那么沉重 只有你不懂

他霸占了你的心中 属于我的角落

所以你说 我们不是你和我

是我想太多 你总这样说

但你却没有真的心疼我

是我想太多 我也这样说

这是唯一能安慰我的理由

他霸占了你的心中 属于我的角落

所以你说 我们不是你和我

是我想太多 你总这样说但

你却没有真的心疼我

是我想太多 我也这样说

这是唯一能安慰我的理由

我想我没有 错怪了什么

虽然你不说 或许错在我

太晚我才懂 爱了你太多

是我想太多 你总这样说

但你却没有 真的心疼我

是我想太多 我也这样说

这是唯一能安慰我的理由

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maybe alot of u have already know tat i sing a lot of sad songs during k-box... well... maybe its juz that these songs have more meaningful and beautiful lyrics than others... making it sad in a beautiful and soothing way... also maybe its best discribe my current feeling best... i also like to sing out wat i wanna say... hopefully tat somehow tat person can hear my voice, my heart...

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• How many times in life does a person need to fall in love just to find that special someone that's willing to walk side-by-side with you for the rest of your life?
• How many heartbreaks can a person take to realise that maybe your persistent is misused?
• How many years does it take for one to realise that its always the initial one thats been at your side all along but you misses it the first time round?
• Is it time to break through the shy nature and be brave for once? or is it going to be another incident where you get 'hurt' and 'misunderstood'/'think too much' again...

on the funny side - 阿杜 差一點（中獎版)

i found this while trying to see if i can get any of the songs below... quite funny and 'home-ly' and close to everyone's heart... waahaha...

阿杜 - 专辑名 '差一点 '

intro u guys and gals to 阿杜's new album... here's the 2 song i find very nice... so far... as i always say... song's lyrics are the best to descibe my feeling... they are sometimes the words that u can say out, but sung out for u in ur heart... can u feel wat i'm feeling...?

the first song sings abt ones limitation in love? sometimes when u are in love with a person, but u have tried every way but nothing will change her tots abt u or even make her fall in love with u... even god can't change how u wanna love or who u wanna love... so juz let nature take its course....

歌曲：爱上谁
歌手：阿杜 专辑：撒野
LRC歌词 HOT• 搜索 "爱上谁"mp3 打印预览

雨冰冷的雨
洗不掉你的泪水

我无措的我

只能看着你枯萎

伤害安慰

还有我对你的心碎

太傻太乱太过疲惫

我无法说服你也无法改变你爱上谁

只是看着盼望着是场错

oh~~

天无法告诉我也无法改变我去爱谁

只能这样让雨水稀释了痛的感觉

雨冰冷的雨

洗不掉你的泪水

我无措的我

只能看着你枯萎

伤害安慰

还有我对你的心碎

太傻太乱太过疲惫

我无法说服你也无法改变你爱上谁

只是看着盼望着是场错

oh~~

天无法告诉我

也无法改变我去爱谁

只能这样让雨水

稀释了痛的感觉

我无法说服你

也无法改变你爱上谁

只是看着盼望着是场错 oh~~

天无法告诉我

也无法改变我去爱谁

只能这样让雨

水稀释了痛的感觉

我无法说服你

也无法改变你爱上谁

天无法告诉我

也无法改变我去爱谁

只能这样让雨水

稀释了痛的感觉

~~end~~

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the second song here sings abt triangle/multiple-angle love but of the 3(or more) person inside it... u are the only one tat's one sided... 'she loves him, he loves her, but who loves mi???' one sided love is always a terrible feeling... i noe... hehe... but wat else can u do but suffer in silence... let the rain washes away the tears, the pain... but at the same time wishes the best for her...

歌曲：单向的爱
歌手：阿杜 专辑：撒野
LRC歌词 HOT• 搜索 "单向的爱"mp3 打印预览

冰块溶化要等多久

双手温度都冷了

沉默了一个小时又一分钟

空气窒息在空中心情被心冷冻

你又再喝了一杯酒

这一次你想哭了吗

坚持了一小时又一分钟

眼泪被锁在眼中连我都感觉到疼痛

单向的爱情混乱两人的世界

你爱他 他爱她 谁爱我

我在你心中总是路过

连作梦都嫌太沉重

单向的爱情注定两人的暧昧

雨是雨 或是泪 又如何

别想太多我至少爱过

你幸福就足够

你又再喝了一杯酒

这一次你想哭了吗

坚持了一小时又一分钟

眼泪被锁在眼中

连我都感觉到疼痛

单向的爱情混乱两人的世界

你爱他 他爱她 谁爱我

我在你心中总是路过

连作梦都嫌太沉重

单向的爱情注定两人的暧昧

雨是雨 或是泪 又如何

别想太多我至少爱过

你幸福就足够

单向的爱情注定两人的暧昧

雨是雨 或是泪 又如何

别想太多我至少爱过

你幸福就足够

别想太多我至少爱过

你幸福就足够

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