歌曲：等待
歌手：陈奕 专辑：精灵
我守候在你家的门外
整个晚上都不离开
我想你靠在我的胸怀
我要将感觉留到every night
走在吵闹拥挤的人海
我想要好好感觉你的存在
望着遥远灰色的星海
一个人孤独的发呆
我依然还在等待
等待你会明白
一颗坚强的心在等你回来
风在吹让他擦去我脸上的泪
不要以为我真的无所谓
不怕累只要我的身边有你陪
请你相信我是真的不后悔
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Sunday, June 18, 2006
So NEAR yet So FAR...
So near yet so far... so many things tat so near... but still not within reach...
Lets take a look at the place i work... u should noe it... the one near Singapore Discovery centre... and wat's near SDC..? NTU...! lolz... its so near my work place... but not within my reach... why..? coz i'm not accepted by them... imagine seeing the ntu campus everyday... but you won't get the chance to study there... haiz...
So near yet so far...
She lives near and works near... but the distance between us seems out of reach... or is there a wall dividing..? or there's nothing to start with at first..? waiting... who's waiting for who...? first move anyone..? any sign or signal or clue would be gladly welcomed...?
So near yet so far...
ORD is so near to my frens... but so far away from mi... haha... some going to ORD in less than 5months time... but i still have more than 20 months to go... i noe u guys suffered more than mi... so u guys deserved to ORD... lolz... wat am i saying..? haha... i still got a long long way to go... when recourse...? when going for CQ course..?
One thing i recently discover is tat my hp can be a GPS as well... haha... sort of like those global positioning system... like when i'm at home... the hp display shows my house location... in lot 1... it shows lot 1... so cool rite..? lolz... but does it come with a price...? is it a M1 onli service..? hope M1 dun be so evil and charge us for this service tat we nvr subscribe...
works keep on piling... helps nvr coming...
physcially exhausting... mentally tiring...
Gathering failed... again... this will be the last time i'm planning a gathering... i think ppl nowadays are juz too busy to meet up... a group of 5 is still possible.. but if u wan to get most of the ppl in class to gather... it will be quite impossible...
to say i didn't inform u anything or say tat u dunno anything is quite unfair to mi lor... if i planned too early... u ppl cannot confirm... then if i tell u all a few days be4... so say didn't get msg... or dun wanna reply at all... how i noe whether u ppl wanna go or not..?
somemore no one helped mi much... volunteer to help mi call but end up i doing most of the calling... not once but twice...
the onli wrong it seems is that i'm trying to organise a gathering... bring trouble to myself onli... rite..?
Lets take a look at the place i work... u should noe it... the one near Singapore Discovery centre... and wat's near SDC..? NTU...! lolz... its so near my work place... but not within my reach... why..? coz i'm not accepted by them... imagine seeing the ntu campus everyday... but you won't get the chance to study there... haiz...
So near yet so far...
She lives near and works near... but the distance between us seems out of reach... or is there a wall dividing..? or there's nothing to start with at first..? waiting... who's waiting for who...? first move anyone..? any sign or signal or clue would be gladly welcomed...?
So near yet so far...
ORD is so near to my frens... but so far away from mi... haha... some going to ORD in less than 5months time... but i still have more than 20 months to go... i noe u guys suffered more than mi... so u guys deserved to ORD... lolz... wat am i saying..? haha... i still got a long long way to go... when recourse...? when going for CQ course..?
One thing i recently discover is tat my hp can be a GPS as well... haha... sort of like those global positioning system... like when i'm at home... the hp display shows my house location... in lot 1... it shows lot 1... so cool rite..? lolz... but does it come with a price...? is it a M1 onli service..? hope M1 dun be so evil and charge us for this service tat we nvr subscribe...
works keep on piling... helps nvr coming...
physcially exhausting... mentally tiring...
Gathering failed... again... this will be the last time i'm planning a gathering... i think ppl nowadays are juz too busy to meet up... a group of 5 is still possible.. but if u wan to get most of the ppl in class to gather... it will be quite impossible...
to say i didn't inform u anything or say tat u dunno anything is quite unfair to mi lor... if i planned too early... u ppl cannot confirm... then if i tell u all a few days be4... so say didn't get msg... or dun wanna reply at all... how i noe whether u ppl wanna go or not..?
somemore no one helped mi much... volunteer to help mi call but end up i doing most of the calling... not once but twice...
the onli wrong it seems is that i'm trying to organise a gathering... bring trouble to myself onli... rite..?
Sunday, June 11, 2006
World Cup... failed gathering...
没有开始就结束，但我不愿就此放弃。
是我不够主动太沉默，还是你根本就不期待？
Well.. so far so good... most of the famous teams registered wins but england's match is not tat convincing... crouch was playing as a lone striker up front with no support.. decision by the coach...
one week... 2 gatherings... yet none managed to come true...
1st... after attending my bunk mates passing out parade on tues... i found out that they will be having a meet up at marina steamboat... on wed... but end up... no one could make it..(think they blame it on the weather)... then they postpone to friday... which in the end.. most could make it either... haiz... these guys... can't make time for a small meet up...
2nd... the 2/5 gathering... planned for like a few weeks le... but end up also have to be postponed... main problem...? most gals couldn't make it... i dun expect to see like 20-30 ppl going... juz a good balance of guys and gals... the guys side i have no problem getting them... about 5...
but the gals side is really troublesome... mainly that they have other commitments... like work and bf... half of them can't confirm whether they can make it or not.. some have work on hand so can't make it... while a few have to see who's going be4 deciding...
another thing i dun understand is that some claim to be working and thus can't make it for the gathering but end up being online...?
i really need the gals side to settle when most of them will be free to attend the gathering... coz most of the guys shouldn't have any problem... but will they do it..?
With so little pay... barely any savings... and so much things to buy... how am i gonna survive..?
1) The new liverpool jersey... after a change in sponsorship from reebok to addidas... i presume the new jersey will cost about over a hundred... i gave up on buying the last edition of the lfc jersey by reebok and the champs league edition one... so as to save the money to get the new addidas shirt... but there's still no confirmation on the real shirt's design and there are a few pics circulating ard the net claiming to be the real one.. hmm... <$100
2) A new bag... tat time kevin bought a bag at west mall... and i feel tat the design is really nice.. its from the shop at the top floor beside the music store... a sling bag with different styles... and i also saw a one at marina sq... nike brand... almost the came concept but with different price... well... to buy or not to buy..? currently i'm using bags tats digged out from the cupboard $39.90- $49.90
3) A new computer... deskstop/laptop... best will be a MCPC... a wat..? u may ask...? its a media centre personal computer... one tat u can view, record and burn live tv programmes straight on ur PC... "with better functions comes a greater price"... or i can get a laptop and top it up with a tv tuner card... mobility and function... how's tat..? but laptop can't be upgraded and i dun think i can quite afford it anyway... $1999-$2999
4) Uni sch fee... tat's the killer... as my grades dun favour mi... i may end up studying at SIM... tat will cost a whooping $22K for 3 yrs of study... i without any help.. i dun think i can fork out tat kind of money... a loan...? or a change in the rules..? SIM being allowed the use of CPF to pay school fees(for students who just finish education from govt sch..?)
5) A digi cam..? i like to take pics... but not of myself or letting ppl take my pics for no reason.. haha... a cam tat's able to last a few yrs... with good zoom and megapix... best with those new anti shake or vibration reduction function... $199-$799
6) A street soccer boots... i dun have any... the onli i had was an unwanted shoe by my brother... coz the boot was tore he dun wanna use it anymore... i took it.. sew up the tore part and it was usable again... i bought a new shoe lace for it... but in the end... it was throw away without my knowledge... it was a nice shoe... haiz... pity... hence for the past few yrs i spoilt other shoes while using it to play street soccer... mainly my school shoes, sports shoes and badminton shoes... haha... each and everyone served mi well... $39-$59
well... looks like i won't get everything i wan... i'm poor... so dun dream much on getting a treat from mi... but if u do... u know tat u are a very good, nice and close fren to mi...
other things i wan but money(mastercard) can't buy..?
A girlfren... a cure for my leg problems... a few best frens tat i can count on... a successfully gathering..? etc...
是我不够主动太沉默，还是你根本就不期待？
Well.. so far so good... most of the famous teams registered wins but england's match is not tat convincing... crouch was playing as a lone striker up front with no support.. decision by the coach...
one week... 2 gatherings... yet none managed to come true...
1st... after attending my bunk mates passing out parade on tues... i found out that they will be having a meet up at marina steamboat... on wed... but end up... no one could make it..(think they blame it on the weather)... then they postpone to friday... which in the end.. most could make it either... haiz... these guys... can't make time for a small meet up...
2nd... the 2/5 gathering... planned for like a few weeks le... but end up also have to be postponed... main problem...? most gals couldn't make it... i dun expect to see like 20-30 ppl going... juz a good balance of guys and gals... the guys side i have no problem getting them... about 5...
but the gals side is really troublesome... mainly that they have other commitments... like work and bf... half of them can't confirm whether they can make it or not.. some have work on hand so can't make it... while a few have to see who's going be4 deciding...
another thing i dun understand is that some claim to be working and thus can't make it for the gathering but end up being online...?
i really need the gals side to settle when most of them will be free to attend the gathering... coz most of the guys shouldn't have any problem... but will they do it..?
With so little pay... barely any savings... and so much things to buy... how am i gonna survive..?
1) The new liverpool jersey... after a change in sponsorship from reebok to addidas... i presume the new jersey will cost about over a hundred... i gave up on buying the last edition of the lfc jersey by reebok and the champs league edition one... so as to save the money to get the new addidas shirt... but there's still no confirmation on the real shirt's design and there are a few pics circulating ard the net claiming to be the real one.. hmm... <$100
2) A new bag... tat time kevin bought a bag at west mall... and i feel tat the design is really nice.. its from the shop at the top floor beside the music store... a sling bag with different styles... and i also saw a one at marina sq... nike brand... almost the came concept but with different price... well... to buy or not to buy..? currently i'm using bags tats digged out from the cupboard $39.90- $49.90
3) A new computer... deskstop/laptop... best will be a MCPC... a wat..? u may ask...? its a media centre personal computer... one tat u can view, record and burn live tv programmes straight on ur PC... "with better functions comes a greater price"... or i can get a laptop and top it up with a tv tuner card... mobility and function... how's tat..? but laptop can't be upgraded and i dun think i can quite afford it anyway... $1999-$2999
4) Uni sch fee... tat's the killer... as my grades dun favour mi... i may end up studying at SIM... tat will cost a whooping $22K for 3 yrs of study... i without any help.. i dun think i can fork out tat kind of money... a loan...? or a change in the rules..? SIM being allowed the use of CPF to pay school fees(for students who just finish education from govt sch..?)
5) A digi cam..? i like to take pics... but not of myself or letting ppl take my pics for no reason.. haha... a cam tat's able to last a few yrs... with good zoom and megapix... best with those new anti shake or vibration reduction function... $199-$799
6) A street soccer boots... i dun have any... the onli i had was an unwanted shoe by my brother... coz the boot was tore he dun wanna use it anymore... i took it.. sew up the tore part and it was usable again... i bought a new shoe lace for it... but in the end... it was throw away without my knowledge... it was a nice shoe... haiz... pity... hence for the past few yrs i spoilt other shoes while using it to play street soccer... mainly my school shoes, sports shoes and badminton shoes... haha... each and everyone served mi well... $39-$59
well... looks like i won't get everything i wan... i'm poor... so dun dream much on getting a treat from mi... but if u do... u know tat u are a very good, nice and close fren to mi...
other things i wan but money(mastercard) can't buy..?
A girlfren... a cure for my leg problems... a few best frens tat i can count on... a successfully gathering..? etc...
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Saturday, June 03, 2006
I see no light at the end of the tunnel...
我发现你和我的距离开始越来越远
感觉不到
你还在身边
我只能活在期盼
回到过去的世界
坚持到最后一夜
Quote of the day:
寂寞不是消遣的东西，
无聊不是好玩的玩具。
I'm constantly searching for new quotes that best reflect my feeling or current situation... normally when i found meaningful quotes in songs... i'll download the song... put in my song player and listen until i can sing it... haha... tat took up most of my storage space in my brain... lolz...
been a real tiring week so far..
started on thurs... have to collect dinner and night snacks for the ppl at my place... 70 odd... then on monday onwards... the amt rose to 130... time consuming and tiring to carry the bags and distribute them to places... somemore i'm doing like 4 duties in 9 days... tues' duty onli able to sleep after 1.30am... yesterday(friday)'s duty slept after 12.30am...
i noe others may have even less rest time than mi... everytime if i reach home... use the com for a while be4 i get knocked out in bed... switched off from ard 10.30 to 6.30... yet the next day still feel very tired... proper rest is needed... but not provided...
this morning i went to sing k alone... think its the 2nd or 3rd time le... frens busy... in camp... nvr reply... wan to go but have to see who going... wan to go but see not much ppl going... so end up i going alone.. coz i haven sing k for almost 2 mths... sang for ard 2 hrs...
after tat went to the safra town club near clarke quey mrt to collect my free gift... when reach there... the customer service person talked to mi... but i can't talk back... coz i lost most of my voice... lolz... to singing k.. haha... then was pondering which gift to take...
In the Blue corner... its the unknown brand MP3 player... 128mb... looks quite lousy... bulky... and even my hp can store more songs than it....
In the Red corner... its the TIMEX watch.. analog and digital... seems quite nice... brown leather skin...
wm once told mi tat the timex watch spoil quite easy... but considering tat the mp3 player has such a small capacity... i took up the watch instead... now i've got 3 watches to match my clothes...
1) The old 25HOURS watch... silver metal with small yellow coloured leather skin... bought at ard $60+ quite a few yrs back
2) The Lanvin brand, which know one heard of , from paris... black genuine leather, sq faced... i
went to search at ebay and found some putting it up for sales with starting price of $100... hmm... btw... won it at grad nite... my lucky nite... so far in life i won less than 10... maybe 5 items from actual lucky draws...
3) The Timex watch i got today... dunno the price... dun wish to find out... later its a cheap cheap item... haha... actually its quite nice... can set 2 different time... have alarm... backlit... stopwatch...
after picking the gift... the person when on to intro mi more of the safra thing... which i didn't wish to hear also... lolz.. think trying to psyco mi buy the gym member which cost at least a few hundred dollars... lolz... NEVER...
after tat was supposed to go look for digi cam... head off to habour front... which was a wrong choice as i found out later... i was trying to contact and ask my frens whether there's any shop there selling.. but none pick up my call... so i head over and got disappointed... have to get it either tml or monday... coz my buddies POP on tues... took annual leave to attend it... and specially buy digi cam for it leh...
haha... no la... always wanted to have a digi cam to take pics instead of using my hp's or borrow from fren... err... pondering whether to get nikon coolpix...? canon powershot...? or sony..? hmm... SMS ur answer to XXXX XXXX be4 the lines are closed on sunday noon... lolz... ur vote decides the fact... haha...
感觉不到
你还在身边
我只能活在期盼
回到过去的世界
坚持到最后一夜
Quote of the day:
寂寞不是消遣的东西，
无聊不是好玩的玩具。
I'm constantly searching for new quotes that best reflect my feeling or current situation... normally when i found meaningful quotes in songs... i'll download the song... put in my song player and listen until i can sing it... haha... tat took up most of my storage space in my brain... lolz...
been a real tiring week so far..
started on thurs... have to collect dinner and night snacks for the ppl at my place... 70 odd... then on monday onwards... the amt rose to 130... time consuming and tiring to carry the bags and distribute them to places... somemore i'm doing like 4 duties in 9 days... tues' duty onli able to sleep after 1.30am... yesterday(friday)'s duty slept after 12.30am...
i noe others may have even less rest time than mi... everytime if i reach home... use the com for a while be4 i get knocked out in bed... switched off from ard 10.30 to 6.30... yet the next day still feel very tired... proper rest is needed... but not provided...
this morning i went to sing k alone... think its the 2nd or 3rd time le... frens busy... in camp... nvr reply... wan to go but have to see who going... wan to go but see not much ppl going... so end up i going alone.. coz i haven sing k for almost 2 mths... sang for ard 2 hrs...
after tat went to the safra town club near clarke quey mrt to collect my free gift... when reach there... the customer service person talked to mi... but i can't talk back... coz i lost most of my voice... lolz... to singing k.. haha... then was pondering which gift to take...
In the Blue corner... its the unknown brand MP3 player... 128mb... looks quite lousy... bulky... and even my hp can store more songs than it....
In the Red corner... its the TIMEX watch.. analog and digital... seems quite nice... brown leather skin...
wm once told mi tat the timex watch spoil quite easy... but considering tat the mp3 player has such a small capacity... i took up the watch instead... now i've got 3 watches to match my clothes...
1) The old 25HOURS watch... silver metal with small yellow coloured leather skin... bought at ard $60+ quite a few yrs back
2) The Lanvin brand, which know one heard of , from paris... black genuine leather, sq faced... i
went to search at ebay and found some putting it up for sales with starting price of $100... hmm... btw... won it at grad nite... my lucky nite... so far in life i won less than 10... maybe 5 items from actual lucky draws...
3) The Timex watch i got today... dunno the price... dun wish to find out... later its a cheap cheap item... haha... actually its quite nice... can set 2 different time... have alarm... backlit... stopwatch...
after picking the gift... the person when on to intro mi more of the safra thing... which i didn't wish to hear also... lolz.. think trying to psyco mi buy the gym member which cost at least a few hundred dollars... lolz... NEVER...
after tat was supposed to go look for digi cam... head off to habour front... which was a wrong choice as i found out later... i was trying to contact and ask my frens whether there's any shop there selling.. but none pick up my call... so i head over and got disappointed... have to get it either tml or monday... coz my buddies POP on tues... took annual leave to attend it... and specially buy digi cam for it leh...
haha... no la... always wanted to have a digi cam to take pics instead of using my hp's or borrow from fren... err... pondering whether to get nikon coolpix...? canon powershot...? or sony..? hmm... SMS ur answer to XXXX XXXX be4 the lines are closed on sunday noon... lolz... ur vote decides the fact... haha...
