World Cup... failed gathering...

没有开始就结束，但我不愿就此放弃。
是我不够主动太沉默，还是你根本就不期待？

Well.. so far so good... most of the famous teams registered wins but england's match is not tat convincing... crouch was playing as a lone striker up front with no support.. decision by the coach...

one week... 2 gatherings... yet none managed to come true...
1st... after attending my bunk mates passing out parade on tues... i found out that they will be having a meet up at marina steamboat... on wed... but end up... no one could make it..(think they blame it on the weather)... then they postpone to friday... which in the end.. most could make it either... haiz... these guys... can't make time for a small meet up...

2nd... the 2/5 gathering... planned for like a few weeks le... but end up also have to be postponed... main problem...? most gals couldn't make it... i dun expect to see like 20-30 ppl going... juz a good balance of guys and gals... the guys side i have no problem getting them... about 5...

but the gals side is really troublesome... mainly that they have other commitments... like work and bf... half of them can't confirm whether they can make it or not.. some have work on hand so can't make it... while a few have to see who's going be4 deciding...

another thing i dun understand is that some claim to be working and thus can't make it for the gathering but end up being online...?

i really need the gals side to settle when most of them will be free to attend the gathering... coz most of the guys shouldn't have any problem... but will they do it..?

With so little pay... barely any savings... and so much things to buy... how am i gonna survive..?
1) The new liverpool jersey... after a change in sponsorship from reebok to addidas... i presume the new jersey will cost about over a hundred... i gave up on buying the last edition of the lfc jersey by reebok and the champs league edition one... so as to save the money to get the new addidas shirt... but there's still no confirmation on the real shirt's design and there are a few pics circulating ard the net claiming to be the real one.. hmm... <$100

2) A new bag... tat time kevin bought a bag at west mall... and i feel tat the design is really nice.. its from the shop at the top floor beside the music store... a sling bag with different styles... and i also saw a one at marina sq... nike brand... almost the came concept but with different price... well... to buy or not to buy..? currently i'm using bags tats digged out from the cupboard $39.90- $49.90

3) A new computer... deskstop/laptop... best will be a MCPC... a wat..? u may ask...? its a media centre personal computer... one tat u can view, record and burn live tv programmes straight on ur PC... "with better functions comes a greater price"... or i can get a laptop and top it up with a tv tuner card... mobility and function... how's tat..? but laptop can't be upgraded and i dun think i can quite afford it anyway... $1999-$2999

4) Uni sch fee... tat's the killer... as my grades dun favour mi... i may end up studying at SIM... tat will cost a whooping $22K for 3 yrs of study... i without any help.. i dun think i can fork out tat kind of money... a loan...? or a change in the rules..? SIM being allowed the use of CPF to pay school fees(for students who just finish education from govt sch..?)

5) A digi cam..? i like to take pics... but not of myself or letting ppl take my pics for no reason.. haha... a cam tat's able to last a few yrs... with good zoom and megapix... best with those new anti shake or vibration reduction function... $199-$799

6) A street soccer boots... i dun have any... the onli i had was an unwanted shoe by my brother... coz the boot was tore he dun wanna use it anymore... i took it.. sew up the tore part and it was usable again... i bought a new shoe lace for it... but in the end... it was throw away without my knowledge... it was a nice shoe... haiz... pity... hence for the past few yrs i spoilt other shoes while using it to play street soccer... mainly my school shoes, sports shoes and badminton shoes... haha... each and everyone served mi well... $39-$59

well... looks like i won't get everything i wan... i'm poor... so dun dream much on getting a treat from mi... but if u do... u know tat u are a very good, nice and close fren to mi...

other things i wan but money(mastercard) can't buy..?
A girlfren... a cure for my leg problems... a few best frens tat i can count on... a successfully gathering..? etc...