Monday, September 24, 2007

一个一言难尽的POST(final edition)

一直以来只看到博客人数表在跳,而不见人们留言,所以心想是不是应该慢慢结束这博客历险纪。但,心里老是有很多话想说,想找个人诉苦。真心的朋友没几个,知心的朋友在哪儿? 喜欢的人爱不了,默默的也不知在等着什么。是时机? 机会? 对的人吗?


我是。。。
- 我是个难过,也不会轻易说出口的人。其一是不想麻烦别人,其二是不知能找谁说。人人都有他们自己的困扰,何必再增加彼此的负担呢?但,这不是重点啦,应为这些必经都不算什么大事,知己还是能应付。
- 我是个有言,但难以说出口的人。或许是过于害羞胆小吧? 但为何在小学时却是相反的呢? 哈哈哈。。。可是! 不是每一件事都可以摊开来说的,有时应某种因素必须保持沉默。一但说出口,后果自负,残局难收。

- 我是个有原则的人。什么该,与不该自己都很清楚。什么事情说了就要算术。想和我妈说了不动烟和赌。


我爱。。。
- 我爱唱歌。因为这能让我唱出自我,找到真实的自己。虽然没有专业水准,但喜欢就好。不要怕知己唱不好,只怕你不敢和我高歌一曲。
- 我爱在下雨天撑着伞慢步,也喜欢在夜里散步。在无人的街道上,唱着歌,想些事,整理心事,是件蛮好的事。
- 我爱群体运动。相羽毛球和足球等。。。
- 我爱听音乐。这也是我喜欢唱歌的原因吧。音乐能陪着你哭与笑,也能影响,改变你一天的情绪。在音乐的世界,我也不必理会别人的吵闹声。也有很多歌词,再不刻意中,描述了你此刻的心情。有些想表达的话,歌词里帮你描绘的跟完美。

我讨厌。。。

  • 我讨厌身边的人吸烟,因为这不只伤自己的身体,也会害身旁的人。
  • 我讨厌只会开玩笑而不懂得什么时候认真的人。
  • 我讨厌疑心病重,自以为是,乱下判断的人。
  • 我讨厌寂寞,更不喜欢没有朋友在身边的日子。

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我想在说下去也没有人会都了。我想没人知道些这些中文有多麻烦吧? 但还是想感谢那些陪着我的部落格每一步的人。。。谢谢。

i think if i write on in chinese no one will continue reading... does anyone know that its harder to type in chinese? well... i've said i do a writting in chinese and here it goes... but i find the inspiration running low everyday i forgo writting when i'm at my com... its been hard on mi these days... frens finding problem in mi... family member sick... i'm down with sickness as well... but still have to show a strong side infront of everyone... i'm tired... really really tired...

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  • 我想我这生最大的至命伤。。。是不敢和喜欢的人说我爱她吧。。。
  • 我想我对于友情始终都是心软的吧,不然也不会一而再,再而三的既往不咎。但有时候也该让自己的作风强悍一些,不然想要的改变是不会实现的。
  • 有时候,我们需要的是多一些信任和少一点猜忌怀疑。。。
  • 当一个人在生病的时候,任何一件小事都会是引发大事的导火线。任何人的忍耐度都有一个极限,对每个人的极限也都不一样。当你一而再,再而三的越过这限度,你就不要后悔这将带来的后果。

对,我以前喜欢过你,现在又再一次喜欢你,但你知道你是谁吗?

Wednesday, September 19, 2007

杨丞琳 - 任意门

歌曲:第二个自己
歌手:杨丞琳 专辑:任意门

这是我们走在一起的第三个夏天
聊起我来还那么肤浅
总爱对人炫耀我的微笑有多么甜
却不曾看到我另一面
我喜欢冬天 喜欢音乐 喜欢冒险
别总以为你爱的就是全世界
我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得鲜明安定

是否会再理解不再爱我的那一天
我已经换了陌生的一面
原来可以因为爱上一个人而改变
还要求自己不改那一面
我其实任性 其实爱哭 其实腼腆
是你以为你了解我的全世界
我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得鲜明安定

我只好偷偷藏起第二个自己
没关系对你毕竟没有意义
我愿为你去学习忘记自己
继续努力就活得鲜明安定


coming up with an all chinese post in due time...

Saturday, September 08, 2007

pics update

last sat went to bugis area to eat ma la steamboat with the guys... the darker half is the ma la version, while the other is chicken soup... a really 'hot' experience...

this is the latest creation of mine... i got this shoebag from my camp anniversary, removed the badge and started colouring... this design the to mimick the new liverpool away jersey plus the 5 stars of Euro Champs... the other one was my 1st... managed to paint of the liverbird after i cut of the sharp on a piece of transparency...

Sunday, September 02, 2007

the not so short post...

this shall be a rather short post...

after 3 session with the chinese sen sai, my left shoulder is still jerking and having aching pain...

liverpool just thrashed derby 6-0...! we are top of the table...! lets' just calm down and maintain that standard...! 10 goals scored in the last 2 matches, but its against weaker opp, so we have to keep working and get this kind of results against bigger teams...

am working on a self-made project again... actually its juz painting on the shoe bag... i did it last yr on the safti anniversary shoe bag given to mi... this yr is no different as there's another design of shoe bag given... so i had new ideas for it it... currently 85% done... doing some touching up... will up the the 2 shoebags pics soon... since its hand drawn, the details and sharpness will not be tat great... hehe...

this week was the end of POA - principles of accounting unit... well... dunno whether to be happy or not... coz its study break week next week... but after tat 3 new units will be my challenge next... i haven't been revising on POA at all... hope to do some next week to deny any permanent memory lost of it when exam approaches... anyway i'll be having lessons on monday, wednesday and thurs soon... so if any of u wanna have early dinner or supper... can call mi to enquire... can meet up or something...

it too quite a while for this post as i was once again pondering to stop blogging... same old reasons... no events to blog abt... nohing much happening in my life unless u all wanna hear mi blog abt my pains in my shoulder every single time... i haven't been going as often as before... in fact for the last two weeks i've been at home, less sunday soccer and night class... basically a boring life, which i do not like a single bit...

well... do this for mi as a fren... do talk to mi online more, unless u dun even talk to mi before at all... call to chat or sms... maybe this is too much for u all... forget it then...

getting unstable...