Happy Chinese New Year...

Happy CNY to everyone and anyone reading this blog... u muz be bored at home...? or else u won't be reading this... hahaha...

Loaded up this pic and changed the backgrd to suit the occasion... can't tell wat it is..? well... bought this thing back when i was still in primary sch... back where i lived in teck whye lane... did pester my parents to buy it... cost quite exp... waste money... dun think my head can squeeze in liao... hahaha...

its a mini lion dance's lion head... for kids actually... now lying on top of my shelf... dug tat out of the store room during spring cleaning...

dun think there will be much to blog abt in the coming days... coz every yr is the same... unless at frens house... tat's where the fun really is.. lolz... Invite mi anyone..? lolz... feel like visiting new frens house...? hmmm...

Birthday day...

slept at 12+am.. after receiving a msg... then woke at 7+am... used the com... chatted with ming wei... then head off to JEC to sing k, ALONE, at ard 10.50am...

saw win reading book while i was up the escalator... sang from 11am til 2pm... signed up as member too... halfway singing... one of the k box ppl knocked on the door and asked if i wanna take pic... -_-"... ello...! i'm alone...! take pic for wat...? so everyone see my sad face becoz i went sing k alone..? lolz... didn't keep track with how many i songs i sang... started off with those new songs... then ended with 'jue dui' superstar's concert songs... went down and wave hi to win... and went back home...

more computer... and planning for the dinner with a few frens... end up wm, mw, kj and lp came and we ate seoul garden at JP... its a treat from wm and guys... thanks a lot... started our feast at 7pm... then finished at ard 9pm... after tat walked ard... see clothes, vcd and stuffs... alone the was saw isleen... and mw saw 3 more of his frens.. and wm was seaching up and low for someone he know... coz like all mw's frens... we can't find ours at JP... lolz...
As the day is coming to an end... a few try to rush in the birthday wishes... trying to be the last person...?

here's the break down of all the msg-es i receive...
e-mails - WhoLivesNearYou, Keeptouch Community Portal sent mi e-mails... a few other was reminding mi PAK's BIRTHDAY is on FRIDAY...!!!!!

MSN messenger
jaren - :: JR :: FYP IS OVER - happy birthday, stay happy bro
g.huimin - Go Go 加油！- wish you an early happy birthday

SMS-es - i received blessing from these ppl... 1st person to the very last one at last min of 24th jan...
12.26am - qin min, 7.21am - kang jie, 7.56am - cogi, 8.30am - ming wei
8.33am - wei ming, 9.02am lay ping, 9.30am - GetaLife(i joined 77th street)
10.21am - pei ling, 11.22am - grace, 5.10pm - peter
5.33pm - li ling, 5.45pm - yik ling, 6.40pm - jean, 9.37pm - wen jie
10.58pm - zi xian, 11.19pm - hou quan, 11.54pm - wee jie
11.56pm - win, 11.57pm - shi min( thanks you 2 for putting it on ur blog as well...)

Wat more can i wish for...? really blessed... i least i still know there's some frens tat remember my birthday, one way or another... thanks guys and gals....

Mi, my frens and I...

First of all... i wanna pay tribute to all my frens out there... u have come in and out of my life, leaving impressions deep and shallow... changing mi one way or another... teaching mi new things and how to become a better person... (no... i'm not dying yet... dun be so happy... lolz...) I feel tat at the eve of my 20th Birthday... somehow i wanna thankz the ppl tat have accompany thru almost 14yrs of sch life... dun worry if u dun find ur name listed out... u r still a fren... I'll be putting up the pics of the classes i've been in... hang on tight... dun laugh until fall off chair... lolz... the pics are below... scroll down to see...

Bukit Panjang Primary School - PY4, 1F, 2G, 3F, 4F, 5F, 6C(1992-1998)...
PY4 - err... can't remember much of the ppl in the photo... haha... there's glen, jian wen, jun nian... wendy, xiao ting, xiao hui, mei ling... lolz... dun even noe if i'm correct with the name... haha...
6C - As in the pic, the names from top, left to right...
Top row - Wei cheng, jun hao, samuel, jian rong, wei min, edric, zhi xian, myself, theeban, aiman, freddy, jia hao, hari, fur han, jian wen. ivan.
Mid Row - zi xian, hidayah, li wen, dina, man ping, min yi, sandy, cherylene, rashida, nurhuda, hui min, xin yi, suzette
Bottom row - wei qin, wei jun(most hated person), donald, chit song, mdm yeo, wee ling, kam cui, shu sian, wanni.(nur'Ai not in the pics when taken)
other classmates and sch mates are - err... sry.. can't remember names even though i have the pics... coz i like to take pics during pri sch days... any event will bring camara to take pics... if u are lucky and drop by my hse... u can have a look at them...
and there were the badminton team - yeah lih, hui1 min3, john, zheng yuan?, theeban and his frens... gals team is not tat close...(but still got pic anyway, its decaying...!)

How shld i say... during the pri sch years were fun... tat's when i started to sing... coz we have a sing-along session every wed... i always wanted to go infront and sing... lolz.. tat's also when the choir teacher asked mi to join them... but blurly went to speech and drama by mistake... quitted tat and returned to badminton... luckily i still have a few of them in my contacts... its also the time when i came in contact with other sports like soccer and basketball...

Chua Chu Kang Sec Sch - 1/5 ,2/5, 3/6, 4/6(1999-2002)
1/5, 2/5
Top row - kun yi, zhen ming, david, fariz, joses, jin seng, wei kiat, ming jie, jeremy, jaren, KC, hadi, kiat, xue wen, peter.
2nd row - alvin, rui xin, jing jing, jean, pei ling, xiu ling, nurhudha, sze ling, vannesa, verlin, diyanah, noraini, evan
seated - su bing, shu lei, jasima, norr syazrina, Mr. Lee Kong Kang(Lao Da), eileen, wanni, yi wen, zi wei.
3/6, 4/6 - xiao wen, li shan, yemin, yi ying, yi shyan, durga, hui min.G, li ying, jaslin, hui min.L, su bing, yu qian, aye mon, mindy, ka hung, jocelyn, pei san, cogi, vanessa, puspa, amirah, xiao bao, grace, songzhen, anton, KC, daniel chan, jeremy, tuan sim, ivan, peter, daniel lee, kiat, si yuan, yuan zheng, yi chai, jia cai, wee jie, yi yong, sheng cai, danny.
and those in other classes and the badminton team again... during these 4 yrs... i've been introduced to lan gaming... playing b-ball in the rain... bowling... card playing and mahjong...

Jurong JC - 03s27(s25) in 03-04, 04s27 04-05
03s27(s25) - amy, jean, stephanie, amanda, ying hui, cindy, li ling, lay ping, eileen, wei ming, hou quan, yew wei, zong hao, pak lun, zheng qi, poh wai, wei jie, jun hong, kevin, zhong xun, kang jie... yik ling, anlin.
Soccer guys - ming wei, dave, kian teck, ee teck, ying jie, siang yuan, adrian...etc...
04s27 - husna, yu shi, kevin, li wei, yuan jie, zanc, abu, daniel, zhi yang, benjamin, lup kern, wei bin, siew kang, wen jie, han tionh, matthew, marc...
the badminton team and others- wei yi, desmond, jun feng, wei jian, gab, siew yin, etc... classes of 04s28... shi min and the guys in my GP class... and other jjcians... ppl in the 1st 3mth... qin min, yi ping, kin fai, justin, le liang, abbas, alfred, yu hui, vik, micheal... and 2 new frens win and qin...

thanks everyone for being part of my life... you changed it, altered it, guided it and make mi who i am...

however... its not going to end here... i've always emphasize tat frens to mi is much more important than anything else... right after my family... still haven experience relationship so... ya.. oki.. lolz...
i've been true to my frens... trying hard not to let them down and help them in wat ever things i can within my limits... wat do i get in return...? aloneliness...? even from the classmates i always hang out with... but they dun always share things with mi... be it secrets or gossips... how can u expect mi to find someone to talk to..? its true tat guys care more abt gals and will answer to their need faster than to their male frens... i'm no different... i'm more concern about gals' welfare than guys.... but i still take time out for everyone...

when was the last time someone really chat with mi on the phone...? when was the last time someone initiated to chat..? why do i have to initiate the chat on MSN and not others...? well... u may find it annoying when i started to chat to u whenever u are online... or when i'm concerned abt wat u wrote in ur msn title... wat i put at my msn title seems like nobody's business... maybe they are too busy.. i dunno... truth may hurt more... so i dun wanna ask... y u do ppl get to be called out by frens and have fun, while i'm all alone at home..? where's my frens..? or shld i say so-called frens..? wat i need is quality time and not the quantity of time being with them...

maybe i'm such a bad fren... too straightforward...? too blunt..? too un-sensitive..? too ugly..? too boring..? too un-sociable...? i dunno... ppl see mi in a different way onli they can explain it... i also need frens to care abt mi... need a gf to spend my time with... one is enough... yet when i try to close in... both sides seems to get hurt... appearance do have its part to play... even though ppl claim not...

well dun be offended for those reading this long post... i already appreciate tat u spend time once in a while to visit this ghost town blog... i'm not blaming anyone... it's my life... fated...? hard to change the facts now... in the eve of my 20th birthday i have write such things... haiz... well... thankz again my frens... its nice knowing u ppl...

JJC 03s25 

Cckss 1-5

BPPS class of 6C 

after kindergarden 1... i went straight to BPPS to start pre primary... PY4... 

the ppl at the other end of the table... 

Had a gathering with the class of 4/6 on saturday... well... there's around 20 ppl.. so i have to say it was quite successfully... goh huimin did well... the guys still mainly having their army talk.. the gals was sitting at the other end... err.. so didn't chat at all...(tot they wanted to have alternate sitting plan...?) had fun anyway... will try the get the better quality pics uploaded when i get my hands on them... 

Happiness...?

Quote of the Day: Happiness is not derived without problems, it occurs in spite of problems.

made some changes to the colours of the poll and tagboard to better suit the CNY tat's coming up... red and orange... New Poll is up and running too...

changed the backgrd music also... initially wanted to put 周杰伦 - 霍元甲 as the backgrd, but this song is ripped from radio and the quality is lacking... then i went in search for this song i heard over radio... sounds nice and have meaningful lyrics... its 有机 by 李吉汉... he's a malaysian idol if i'm not wrong...released his same name album in late november last year... another was 林志炫 - 走了.. but can't find the song available...

有机 - 李吉汉
要如何切身而退 爱一个人几宗罪
离婚外遇劈腿 爱情太无悔

谁的一个吻忽然谁的罪 谁依然像出生一样完美
谁能流下纯净眼泪

哪里去寻找有机的爱 多爱一回也不受伤害
就让心底的话留住最初样子 自然的盛开

哪里去寻找有机的爱 多爱一回也不受伤害
就让心底的爱情线不必灌溉 与生俱来

爱过的无言以对 分一次手更可悲
临别还要对嘴 虚伪的自卑

流浪城市中爱与恨流转 注意你却非要一尘不染
是否想的太过简单

哪里去寻找有机的爱 多爱一回也不受伤害
就让心底的话留住最初样子 自然的盛开

哪里去寻找有机的爱 多爱一回也不受伤害
就让心底的爱情线不必灌溉 与生俱来

哪里去寻找有机的爱 多爱一回而无害
仿佛心底纯真如昔那个小孩 活过来 我期待

Wat to do on my Birthday...?

Dun it looks delicious...? Dun it look mouthwatering...? Its choclate fondue and cheese fondue... lolz...

Was wondering whether i should go and try it on my birthday, as it may be the last time i can enjoy myself be4 gearing up for NS...

Swiss Culture - Suntec City, near the sky garden, is one of the place selling... though 1 pot of it cost $39++, with free flow bread until cheese is finished... it can be shared between frens... side orders ard $10+... tat's the info i get after a brief search...

y the sudden urge to eat it...? well... saw the food show on channel 8 this sunday afternoon... Quan Neng Mei Shi Xiu... a taiwan's food programme... one of the things they intro was the 'Swiss Hat'... sort of a bbq cum steamboat thing... bbq the meat and let its juices flow down to the soup base below... droop over it man... lolz...

Also wish to go on a holiday trip oversea... with frens...? dream on...

Trends i've observed about ppl in Singapore...

Young or old... i've seen them on the road acting wat's usually not seen in the past...

1) starting the with kids nowadays... haven u noticed tat they are getting wilder and more annoying at such a young age..? what has happen to our younger generations..? Are parents giving in to them too easily and too much..? do they have too much freedom and money to spare..? Wat has our education taught them...? Are kids pure at heart no more..?

I've seen a couple of pri sch students scolding vulgarities at their frens... or are they frens..? lolz... i was juz standing in the bus and one of them alighted and pointed the 'run-up' sign at their frens still in the bus... they dun even look half my age and learnt all the negatives that's available to them... maybe they are juz a small group of black sheeps but these kind of frens have negative influences... Wait till my child does tat to mi one day... i'll be stunned... big time...

Maybe we shld get back to the old days where children get the minimum they get and trained to be self independent... to be tough and yet pure in mind... Communication maybe the key...

2) The elderly... well... we have seen and heard tat we muz respect the elderly... give them way, give up ur sits... blah blah blah... i dun mind actually... but the problem is... i found tat they themselves lack manners... whenever i'm boarding bus or entering the train... i'll always feel tat someone is pushing his/her way through even though he/she is behind the queue... and they are the elderly...!

wat's the rush...? the place is already crowded and pushing doesn't solve anything... showing kindness to them yet being un-appreciated... i really dun understand... then again... maybe its juz mi or it juz happens to mi... black sheeps are always the minority... so forget it... they may be too stubborn to change anything... let alone learn to respect other transport users as well... i dun blame them as i know they wanna get seats but ppl nowdays hog on to sits tat others deserve more... hmm... ok... i sometimes also do tat but i also can't stand for too long becoz of my ankle pain...

3) Gambling and smokings are great harm to modern society... sounds like a GP essay already...
really dun understand u ppl gamble alot... maybe for the false hope of getting rich overnight... well it does happen... but i dun believe in it... Shi du jiu shu(gamble ten times, losing nine)... lolz.. i'm juz saying for dun... no offence to anyone though... its a fact...

Smoking... i hate it... well... i hate it a lot... so is my eldest brother... tat's y when my second elder brother went to toilet to smoke... my eldest bro will juz slam the kitchen door quickly( & loudly for protest) and his room door to prevent the cigarette smell getting into his room... but my 2nd bro continue his smoking... he dun listen...

my grandfather used to smoke when he was alive, but he does tat outside home or usually by the window... where its well ventilated... my father used to smoke too... but he quitted it... or at least no with the family around...

Despite all the advertisement and campaigns on the harmful effects of smoking... the smokers age seems to get younger... smokers everywhere... who can stop them...?

Some more things u nvr know about mi...

1) I'm actually a lover of CHINESE... chinese language... chinese idioms and etc... coz i find them very meaningful... with juz a few words, it can express the whole idea and emotions and yet the meaning isn't blurred by using juz a few words... but as much as i like chinese, i dun like to study for the sake of exams, tests and grades... its meaningless...

since young, i have been watching those children's program teaching chinese idioms and such... tat's where the foundations are layed... i can say tat my understanding is strong but recognising most advanced words can be a problem at times... writing is also another thing tat needs lots of practice, which i dun quite like... for the past 2 major exams, the chinese O-lvl and AO-lvl... i onli scored B3... which justified tat i'm indeed keen on chinese language... B3 so low? yes its a low score... but i already taken into consideration tat i didn't study for chinese at all for the exam... my Han Yu Ping Ying i can onli get one right most of the time... The B3 is purely by my understanding in the language which is needed in Li Jie Wen Da...

2) I'm a nature lover... i dunno y... but i juz love watching the skies above me... the bright white clouds reflecting the light from the sun... whenever possible... i'll juz look at the sky... at the clouds... maybe predicting when its gonna rain if the clouds are gray...

The sea is also another beauty... together with the sun rising and setting... seeing the waves hit the shores time and time again... somehow it'll juz calm myself... feeling the sea breeze and hearing the waves... nothing can be more peaceful than tat...

3) Last but not least... I'm quite an emotional person, yet i dun show it with others ard... maybe i always have a mask on to cover my tears... I dunno why my tears can flow so easily... intentionally, i can drop it within a minute... how..? yawning lor... lolz...

Well... there are signs tat justify this... i have a mole under my left eye... heard somewhere tat tat makes tear flow easily... hmm...? Also... my zodiac sign is an Aquarius... The Water Carrier...
(The symbol associated with your sign is the water bearer, it is symbolic of the Gods nourishing the earth with life giving energies. One of the first to be called the water bearer was the Greek God Zeus in mythology. )

I can still remember that during my early pri sch yrs... my grandmother died... i only cried after the whole funeral had ended... after coming back home(back at teck whye)... i started crying out of nothing... and refused to go back home... only after being threaten by my mother with cane then i complied...

Enough said... coz i know not much ppl will read...

7 More things u need to know about mi

1) I'm a person that has quite a number of principles that i follow... some strictly...
1a) No smoking.... i'll nvr smoke, nor will i encourage ppl to smoke, as a matter of fact... i really dislike ppl smoking in my presence... or near mi... in spite of the harmful effects of smoking... many ppl continue with it anyway...
1b) I dun gamble, legal or illegal, i dun approve it... however... CNY is a feastive season, so a little betting among frens is acceptable to mi...
1c) not being noble or anything, i'm a honest person, 路不拾遗... its can range for a few cents to a few hundred dollars which i've found lying on the grd... most of the time i'll juz notice my frens and they will take it as theirs... lolz... can't think of others now... always slipped my mind...

2) err... i'm actually quite blur headed.... sometimes after reminding my self need to bring this bring tat for the previous day, end up forgetting in the last min... i'm also quite forgetful actually... especially frens name when too long nvr see them... things tat i dreamt in slp ended up blank in the mind after waking up... thinking of the stuffs i wanna write in blog be4 slp, also forgotten it when facing the pc the next day...

3) i'm actually a fashion idiot... weird taste to some... coz i dunno how to pair clothes together... juz wear anything i like when going out... normally i buy clothes with colours i liked, eg. Blue, red... now i've to change to some brighter colours to spice things up.... agree? my hair style also 十年如一日, no change for a long time le... spiking hair...? side parting..? lolz... going to be botak in 2 mths time le... so... at most side parting...

4) I'm a music lover... tat's y ppl always see mi with my headphone on.... go out buy newspaper also listen to radio/mp3s... free time in sch also listen, going out with frens too... music has become part of my life... from yes93.3 to perfect 10... then back to Yes 933.. which currently influence me to the world of singing... was actually recuited to join choir... end up walking wrongly to speech and drama... so... missed my chance... played nothing else but badminton through out my sch yrs... onli thing to regret is the lack of competition i could participate... from those whom i've sang with, they will tell you tat i do know how to sing... and have a especially nice 假音... hmm.. maybe my alternate voice sounds a bit cranky... lolz..

5) I like to think of things... which sometimes bring insomnia... wat do i think of..? a lot... from frens to real life situations, problems to their solutions... Sometimes i do make accurate guesses... make its luck... maybe i'm observant... i rely mainly on my instincts...

6) I'm a person tat likes to DIY a lot... like my hp pouch, the protective cover for my current hp... i like to write calligraphy christmas cards to my frens... as i believe its more meaningful with the additional personal touch to it... coz ppl nowadays dun wan to trouble themselves by writing... so instead, they send pre-written smses or e-mails... i can do basic sewing, plus given the materials... i can make things... I also like to do cooking and watching cooking shows... i can learn from it and cook in the future... taste may differ as i'm not a professional...

curlyface and curlyevolu

7) I have created characters of my own... mainly happyface, curlyface and curlyevolu... from the straight lines of happyface to curves lines of curlyface... then becomes the continuous line of curlyevolu... tat's the evolution of my created characters... i also use them as nick name in various accounts... ppl also laugh and say i got 'curly hair' or 'curly faced'... wat they dun noe i dun blame them... juz angry at times when they keep making fun of the nicks, quite insulting actually(during gaming)... but i show tat my gaming skills is of a certain level(playing Vital Sign)...

5 Things I'll Love to get((in the near future maybe)

1) I like to get my hands on a new personal computer for my own use... yup... why? u might ask...? cause i have 2 other elder brothers also eager to use the computer... so.. if i have one on my own.. i won't be limited on the time of usage... also... this computer i'm using now seems to be lagging... processing a little too slow after months of usage... think its a little worn out...
prob is its not going to happen anytime soon... haiz...

2) As previously mentioned... i love to get in love... the one and only there will be... though i'm very in-experience... i really hope that tat 'she' will be the one and only...(dream on, u might say)
so far... i'm still searching... when will it finally come...? when will i be blessed..? juz give mi a chance so i can prove myself...

3) I wish tat i'll will get a gd enuff grade to get into university with my Frens.... tat's quite a tall order... especially when i've been slacking too much through out JC2.... haiz..

4) Get myself financially stable and better off... so far still in deficit... If u noe wat i mean...

5) I'm sort of a gadget person... following the latest or most well-equipped equipment... like the way i pick hp... i first started out with a nokia 3310... yup... tat 'Brick' phone and can kill a person if being threw at... then after 2 yrs... and technology advancing.... camara are integrated into the hp and soare colours...

then i picked up a N7250... which i bought without contract due to some reasons(onli my father noe)... cost a bomb tat time... which let to my financial collapse... sort of though... y i picked 7250 is becoz of the camara, its colour screen and radio... i'm sort of a music person... life will be more dull without music in my life...

then came the current hp i'm using... N6260... its got a bigger and richer colour screen display... radio, integrated camara, bluetooth, etc.. and a 'twist' to it... its a clam phone... a switch from candybar hp which i've been using...

So... i'm really into technology... but not being able to aquire all... so juz see others owning it...

The badminton team... lacking a few ppl though...