Mi, my frens and I...

First of all... i wanna pay tribute to all my frens out there... u have come in and out of my life, leaving impressions deep and shallow... changing mi one way or another... teaching mi new things and how to become a better person... (no... i'm not dying yet... dun be so happy... lolz...) I feel tat at the eve of my 20th Birthday... somehow i wanna thankz the ppl tat have accompany thru almost 14yrs of sch life... dun worry if u dun find ur name listed out... u r still a fren... I'll be putting up the pics of the classes i've been in... hang on tight... dun laugh until fall off chair... lolz... the pics are below... scroll down to see...

Bukit Panjang Primary School - PY4, 1F, 2G, 3F, 4F, 5F, 6C(1992-1998)...
PY4 - err... can't remember much of the ppl in the photo... haha... there's glen, jian wen, jun nian... wendy, xiao ting, xiao hui, mei ling... lolz... dun even noe if i'm correct with the name... haha...
6C - As in the pic, the names from top, left to right...
Top row - Wei cheng, jun hao, samuel, jian rong, wei min, edric, zhi xian, myself, theeban, aiman, freddy, jia hao, hari, fur han, jian wen. ivan.
Mid Row - zi xian, hidayah, li wen, dina, man ping, min yi, sandy, cherylene, rashida, nurhuda, hui min, xin yi, suzette
Bottom row - wei qin, wei jun(most hated person), donald, chit song, mdm yeo, wee ling, kam cui, shu sian, wanni.(nur'Ai not in the pics when taken)
other classmates and sch mates are - err... sry.. can't remember names even though i have the pics... coz i like to take pics during pri sch days... any event will bring camara to take pics... if u are lucky and drop by my hse... u can have a look at them...
and there were the badminton team - yeah lih, hui1 min3, john, zheng yuan?, theeban and his frens... gals team is not tat close...(but still got pic anyway, its decaying...!)

How shld i say... during the pri sch years were fun... tat's when i started to sing... coz we have a sing-along session every wed... i always wanted to go infront and sing... lolz.. tat's also when the choir teacher asked mi to join them... but blurly went to speech and drama by mistake... quitted tat and returned to badminton... luckily i still have a few of them in my contacts... its also the time when i came in contact with other sports like soccer and basketball...

Chua Chu Kang Sec Sch - 1/5 ,2/5, 3/6, 4/6(1999-2002)
1/5, 2/5
Top row - kun yi, zhen ming, david, fariz, joses, jin seng, wei kiat, ming jie, jeremy, jaren, KC, hadi, kiat, xue wen, peter.
2nd row - alvin, rui xin, jing jing, jean, pei ling, xiu ling, nurhudha, sze ling, vannesa, verlin, diyanah, noraini, evan
seated - su bing, shu lei, jasima, norr syazrina, Mr. Lee Kong Kang(Lao Da), eileen, wanni, yi wen, zi wei.
3/6, 4/6 - xiao wen, li shan, yemin, yi ying, yi shyan, durga, hui min.G, li ying, jaslin, hui min.L, su bing, yu qian, aye mon, mindy, ka hung, jocelyn, pei san, cogi, vanessa, puspa, amirah, xiao bao, grace, songzhen, anton, KC, daniel chan, jeremy, tuan sim, ivan, peter, daniel lee, kiat, si yuan, yuan zheng, yi chai, jia cai, wee jie, yi yong, sheng cai, danny.
and those in other classes and the badminton team again... during these 4 yrs... i've been introduced to lan gaming... playing b-ball in the rain... bowling... card playing and mahjong...

Jurong JC - 03s27(s25) in 03-04, 04s27 04-05
03s27(s25) - amy, jean, stephanie, amanda, ying hui, cindy, li ling, lay ping, eileen, wei ming, hou quan, yew wei, zong hao, pak lun, zheng qi, poh wai, wei jie, jun hong, kevin, zhong xun, kang jie... yik ling, anlin.
Soccer guys - ming wei, dave, kian teck, ee teck, ying jie, siang yuan, adrian...etc...
04s27 - husna, yu shi, kevin, li wei, yuan jie, zanc, abu, daniel, zhi yang, benjamin, lup kern, wei bin, siew kang, wen jie, han tionh, matthew, marc...
the badminton team and others- wei yi, desmond, jun feng, wei jian, gab, siew yin, etc... classes of 04s28... shi min and the guys in my GP class... and other jjcians... ppl in the 1st 3mth... qin min, yi ping, kin fai, justin, le liang, abbas, alfred, yu hui, vik, micheal... and 2 new frens win and qin...

thanks everyone for being part of my life... you changed it, altered it, guided it and make mi who i am...

however... its not going to end here... i've always emphasize tat frens to mi is much more important than anything else... right after my family... still haven experience relationship so... ya.. oki.. lolz...
i've been true to my frens... trying hard not to let them down and help them in wat ever things i can within my limits... wat do i get in return...? aloneliness...? even from the classmates i always hang out with... but they dun always share things with mi... be it secrets or gossips... how can u expect mi to find someone to talk to..? its true tat guys care more abt gals and will answer to their need faster than to their male frens... i'm no different... i'm more concern about gals' welfare than guys.... but i still take time out for everyone...

when was the last time someone really chat with mi on the phone...? when was the last time someone initiated to chat..? why do i have to initiate the chat on MSN and not others...? well... u may find it annoying when i started to chat to u whenever u are online... or when i'm concerned abt wat u wrote in ur msn title... wat i put at my msn title seems like nobody's business... maybe they are too busy.. i dunno... truth may hurt more... so i dun wanna ask... y u do ppl get to be called out by frens and have fun, while i'm all alone at home..? where's my frens..? or shld i say so-called frens..? wat i need is quality time and not the quantity of time being with them...

maybe i'm such a bad fren... too straightforward...? too blunt..? too un-sensitive..? too ugly..? too boring..? too un-sociable...? i dunno... ppl see mi in a different way onli they can explain it... i also need frens to care abt mi... need a gf to spend my time with... one is enough... yet when i try to close in... both sides seems to get hurt... appearance do have its part to play... even though ppl claim not...

well dun be offended for those reading this long post... i already appreciate tat u spend time once in a while to visit this ghost town blog... i'm not blaming anyone... it's my life... fated...? hard to change the facts now... in the eve of my 20th birthday i have write such things... haiz... well... thankz again my frens... its nice knowing u ppl...