A new year ahead, an old year's recap...

the year 2007 is coming to an end in juz abt 24hrs... what has happen throughout the year? what's there to expect in the year 2008? all these and more if u are motivated to scoll down and read... haha...

the year 2007 was filled with pretty much 21st birthday for my batch of frens... mainly from JC... my sec sch frens didn't send out any invites... sob.. haha... here it goes...

Jan

1. welcomed the year 2007 at marina with my sec sch guy frens...
2. went for a war memorial tour by my camp
3. Li Ling's 21st birthday, lots of pics...
4. organising, preparing and carryout my 21st birthday...

Feb

1. Dave, Amanda, Max's 21st birthday
2. cycling at east coast with a few gals before amanda's birthday
3. Max's hell in the cell at the CAGE in kallang

Mar

1. my nose operation
2. a small s25 gathering
3. 2/5's gathering
4. Poh wai's and layping's 21st birthday chalet
5. attempted a near 1000 piece jigsaw in less than 2 days...

Apr

1. Cindy's 21st birthday
2. trip to Zoo... in maybe 10yrs? haha
3. Rui xin, then verlin's departure for oversea studies...

May

1. K-box trip with evan, wanni and jing jing
2. Kevin and Yiing jye's 21st birthday
3. toh guan united 1st field match
4. Linkin park releases new album

Jun

1. Steph, Jean's 21st birthday
2. bought a PDA?
3. MOS

Jul

1. Trip to KL with s25 guys
2. Yew wei's 21st birthday
3. another field match for the TGU
4. SIM sch term starts for PT

Aug

1. amy and hou quan's 21st birthday at K-box
2. problems with left shoulder, proposed operation by specialist

Sep

1. decorated my plain looking shoe bag
2. evan's 21st birthday

Oct

1. 1st wisdom tooth extraction
2. ming wei's 21st birthday
3. new hp pouch made
4. started craze over heroes, tv show
5. sang K with jean and szeling, then movie, neoprints? introduce k singing to sl
6. pub outing with s25

Nov

1. bought a LFC jacket

Dec

1. x'mas card rushing, i mean writing... together with some handmade gifts...
2. more handicrafts making
3. gift searching(tough time)
4. started a new blog to hold my thoughts
5. Kang jie's 21st birthdaY today!

tat's all for 2007,hello 2008...
wat's there to look out for???

going for my operation soon in mid Jan on my left shoulder
growing older at 22yrs old
ORD in march
1st exam for may
...

well then... HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE... hope u have a great 2008 ahead...

seriously, i nt young anymore...

went swimming with peter, jeremy and ming jie today... at cck stadium there... it was crowded and the place is relatively small compared to jurong east complex which i've frequent in the past....

we managed to swim ard 16-20 laps ba(50metres per lap)

after a few rounds, ming jie asked for a time trial, so i accepted it... he was using free style while i uses breast strokes... i edge him out... mainly because for the 1st ¼ of the distance i used diving... meaning i held my breath and swam near the floor of the pool... this prove to be the cutting edge i have over him... if not i won't have win by small margin... hehe... yup... i like diving... or shld i say hold my breath and swim...

when i 1st started learning... i'm nt really gd... i had a swim training back in pri sch days when i was given a test of diving down the pool to collect a watch... i couldn't achieve it until my fren collected it for mi after he saw mi struggling.. haha... he collect both his and mine... after tat i dunno how i managed to train up my lung capacity to be able to dive underwater... i can almost swim half the length of the pool with a single breathe... that's how long i can hold my breathe...

but all these work out not just tired us out... but it increase my left shoulder pain too... apparently i couldn't take it anymore.... i had to stop... anyway my left knee was also starting to hurt(my problem knee is right side) and i got cramps at my right toes... haha... so its safer for mi to stop and rest...

seriously i'm not young anymore... getting all these pains and aches here and there... going for operation soon on my left shouder... hopefully it can rid of the issue... or at least lessen the effect of the current situation... but i should juz stop all activities that using my arms and shoulder now... i dun wan anymore problems to arise before my ops...

i cook lunch...

maggi mee... the most efficient, easily cooked food to feed the hunger... i cooked it quite often as i'm always rushing for time... after work and going to sch... when i have the extra time, i'll try to add side dishes to fill my stomach...




i use the soup for the noodle and added half a can of cambell soup to it... heat it up together... for the noodle is just standard cooking and put a side for use... oven baked chicken chop, and stir fried meat ball slices... fried beaten egg and slices it and stir it with the noodle... put it together and EAT... simple meal yet filling... hehe...

juz watched I AM LEGEND... its not a bad show... sad story and self sacrifice...

my new art creation...

Taken from my Nokia 6288

Taken from my Dopod 818Pro


juz finish... my lastest art piece... haha... using fine wire plus coloured beads... i remembered i receive such a give from my classmates of sec 4/6 back then during my birthday... not exactly the same but it was also using 3 different coloured wires and shaped them forming letters... letters to my name... it was special... coz i've nvr seen anything like tat before... but after yrs of wear and tear, pull and stretch, a part of the wire broke, hence i have to retire it...



well... it then gave me ideas to make my own... not as nice or artistic... but still presentable... lolz... the beads are the ones that i used for sewing my pouches... then i went to search for the wires than fits... and wat do u know... all these are found from DAISO... haha... and the 3 coloured strings, its made from left over thick threads... the method is like those gals used to tie up their hairs, how do u call it? hmmm...

2008 is fast approaching... the resolutions for 2007, some are completed... some are left hanging in places... while some... its not up for u to decide... for mi... resolutions are juz plans that u try to complete while giving urself a timespace... a goal for u to achieve... its not a bad idea but if there's will... there's always a way, so it doesn't have to be set as a resolution... my ultimate one is still in process but the final decision is nt for mi to decide...

well... Happy New Year 2008 to everyone that visits my blog... best wishes to u all... KJ's birthday is closing in too... so is my last work day of the yr... 31st...

受够了

一次两次我还可原谅，因为你们不了解我。
但不要把你们所想的当成事实。

我不是生气，也不是乱发脾气。
但你们可不可以不要把所看到的表面，乱下定论?

我也知道人生苦短，要活得开开心心。
一山还有一山高，一人还有一人苦。

你以为我每天都是以臭脸面对人生吗?
我没天都有在笑啊！你们看不到的并不表示不可能吧?

被人批评，谁会高兴? 给你们这样一直说，那里还会开心下去?
若是事实，当然可以去改。要是不属实，沉默能维持多久?

一心一意只想能和朋友们多在一起，但这好像是自己一厢情愿吧?
得不到半封回复，感到一点失落，不正常吗?

他人这么想我已疲倦，不在乎了。
你们也有自己的人生，自己的生活，我也不在勉强奢求什么。

这些话，你们看看就罢了。没任何恶意，意义。
看不爽? 笑着带过吧。又不说你。哈哈哈。。。
反正，我也不会在写这种东西在部落各了。
做多，写多，想多，都是大错特错(不要来，侮辱我的美) lolz... not funny... hehe...
倒不如全部放在心里，谁都不会受伤。

最后的风度 - 罗志祥

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一旦爱上了，就不是作假。
但如果心已死，就无法再点燃了。
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歌曲：最后的风度
艺人：罗志祥 　专辑：无所不在

没有人介入
所有人觉得你该满足
我把心血全都付出
你为何想要哭
为你作主
让你受到我的保护
可是你像受苦
到底是谁难以相处
我给你幸福
你问我什么才是幸福
这个问题 反而让我
把你看个清楚
你怕束缚
我的爱没能把你驯服
你没有退路
那倒不如爽快结束
就让你见识我的风度
你离开我要不要庆祝
我不怕爱的残酷
反正我很想跳舞
我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下包袱
没有谁 我也不舍得哭
我 我不在乎

你觉得痛苦
我倒不愿意为爱受苦
只有这样 我才做到
对你的背叛宽恕
想你幸福
想不到分手你才幸福
是谁的错误
我不认输 我忍得住
就让你识我的风度
你离开我要不要庆祝
我不怕爱的残酷
反正我很想跳舞
我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下包袱
没有谁 我也不舍得哭
我没有空在乎
就让你见识我的风度
我忍痛 温柔的祝福
你会一生都记住
我要你铭心刻骨
我最喜欢挑战孤独
我也爱放下了包袱
没有谁 没难度 我最怕哭
爱要爱得投入
却不在乎

soccer today, again...

played soccer for the 2nd consecutive day... under a really hot sun.... but i was fun... i've be less tired than usual... is it my endurance level increase, or my stamina? or my umbrella? waahaha...

in the afternoon went to get a new computer table... coz the old one has been in used for almost 9 years... its BER already... beyond economical repair... lolz... but while assembling it half way... found that i was short changed on screws...! sian... tried using the ones in my father's toolbox, but its still doesn't match... so had to walk all the way back to IMM''s Gaint to get the screws... but at last... everything was ready after a few hours of work... tidy up the messy wires... and i have a new computer table... while bring the old table down to the dumping area... the table literally fell apart...! the different pieces of wood broke down... i managed to push it to the dumping area, but my mum went to touch it and it totally fell into pieces... good job..! waahaha...

soccer today... 来不及 - Hebe

now my body is aching badly... my back, especially.. seems quite stiff... then hamstring there tighten up juz now when i was slp-ing... getting old... but playing there seems less tiring than at toh guan... i wonder why? maybe the shade it provide ba...

anyway scored quite a number of goals... but peter scored more... managed to grab a left-footed half volley goal though...! cool... i was telling kiat that if u dun try taking those shots you nvr know when u can score/increase ur scoring chances... and i hit a first time right footed volley before the ball landed from the air... it was close to the half way line... quite a stunner though... waahaha...


斗牛要不要 来不及 - Hebe
歌曲：来不及(台湾偶像剧《斗牛要不要》主题曲)
歌手：S.H.E组合Hebe
专辑：《斗牛要不要》电视原声带
作词：S.H.E组合Hebe

今天早上起床脑袋一冲动脸越涨红
是不是昨天晚上做了什么害羞的梦
或许是粉红色荷尔蒙在血液中流动
你呼吸 我激动
轻飘飘雨提醒着 我们身在不同天空
于是好的伤痛是否能说不碰就不碰
我想犹豫不决比飞蛾扑火还更堕落
重不重 痛不痛
理智为爱失踪
来不及 每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及 地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及 回头检查旧的伤口
如果找借口 想太多
没结果 哭也没用
今天早上起床你是否觉得全身酸痛
是不是我爱上你让你觉得全身紧绷
或许是你太调皮到我梦中随便窜动
你跳进我时空

轻飘飘雨果然不出所料提醒动了我
于是好的伤痛压抑要有梦就不会痛
我想犹豫不决永远不会是我的作风
疯不疯 痛不痛
就算我犯了错
来不及 脑海早就烙印了你完美轮廓
来不及 赶快捕捉为你放的烟火
来不及 已把多爱你的冲动变成了享受
我想要解脱
要自由 要冲动
来不及 每个脚步已踩着恋爱的节奏
来不及 地球转动不会为谁等候
来不及 回头检查旧的伤口
如果找借口 想太多
没结果 哭也没用

王心凌- 还是好朋友

王心凌- 还是好朋友

已经忘记了到底等待了多久
你还没把那句话说出口
街上的情侣手牵着手
我们只有沉默

从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤
你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果
会不会就这样落空

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
但朋友的线我们早跨过
脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道你也有同样的感受

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我

从朋友到恋人究竟多少步骤
你永远只会静静看着我
期待着某天会萌芽结果
会不会就这样落空

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
但朋友的线我们早跨过
脑海里头总是充满你的笑容
我知道你也有同样的感受

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我 多少寂寞
因为有你的陪伴而渡过
不要想的太多
想想曾有的不该没把握

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
在这个位置等待了多久
紧紧守着彼此我们都能够接受
为何要留下为什么

我们是好朋友 还只是好朋友
如果没勇气会这样错过
一句话就够 其他都别多说
我等着你开口说爱我
说你爱我

seriously, i not good at shopping...

as the title suggest... i'm really bad at shopping... i can't seem to make up my mind on things especially if time is putting pressure on mi... same applies to deciding wat to eat ba... if u ask u abt electronics i'm still fine with it... but it comes to clothes and gifts... its a real headache...my fashion sense is zero ba... if i can't even buy my other clothes easily... pls dun try to ask mi for suggestion or opinion ba... hehe... i think many of my frens can be witness ba... when most of them are loaded with rewards on both hands... i'm often empty handed... more so when they are more 'loaded' than mi financially to get things of more class(branded goods)...

(for the full article, pls proceed to my other blog, if u can find it tat is... waahaha...)
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罗志祥-做得到

试着让身边很吵闹
好好想念你的怀抱
某一秒我竟微笑
体会你扬起的嘴角
悲伤的呼唤

也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你就应该对你越来越好
现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼

做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的每一个承诺会说到做到
感谢你坚强勇敢让我很骄傲
你所想要的爱我能做得

也许在跟自己比较
让你哭过是我不好
太自责话都变少
然而你还是最美好
要让你知道

做得到
不管相爱总会有一些低潮
我爱你就应该对你越来越好
现在只想忽然把你抱得高高
看着你笑我也笑
别自寻烦恼

做得到
你说再苦也要跟我直到老
我说的每一个承诺会说到做到
感谢你坚强勇敢
让我很骄傲你所想要的爱我能做得到
原谅我内心交战
让你好难过原谅
我内心交战
让你好难过
我能给你的爱没有做不到

thoughts...

complain less... praise more....
less of worrying thoughts... more of happy singing...
less of pulling long face... more of grinning and smiling...


anyone got any plans for X'mas Eve, X'mas day and New Year Eve...? getting bore... officially on LEAVE...!

Bad luck streak again...?

my pda phone's touchscreen die on mi... its not like the 1st time... but each time it does, i juz have to reboot and everything seems fine again... oh dear... by the time i type until here... i was juz trying my luck and the touch screen is ok again...!!!!! but still a like in-sensitive... better than nothing... i think 2nd hand products are always more prone to faults... as i was saying... when i was writing my christmas card juz now and charging my pda at the same time... i went to check on my phone(it was fully charged but i left it there still)... and the touchscreen juz didn't response... as i know it wasn't the first time... i restarted it but again it's not responsive... huh..? wat happened? i was really angry and upset... how come it juz die on mi like tat.... coz it be the over-charging? or am i juz riding on bad luck...

which brings abt another problem... while anger filled my head... i broke my stylus...! haiz... i juz bought it a few mth back... now i may have to get another replacement...

is it a punishment or a test for mi...?

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罗志祥 - 我不会唱歌

这首为你点播的歌
如果我先哭了
怎么唱到最后

是的 感情不是K歌
音阶一字不漏
不见得感动

我也懂 拿麦的手不能颤抖
曾握着 就能感受你比我难过
谁写的 歌词那么适合放手
我怎能舍不得

我努力唱完主歌
我忘了走音没有
我到底哭什么
哭什么 明明搞笑的

我努力唱好朋友
我忘了是谁哭了
就算你不记得
这首歌唱完的是我

我努力唱完这歌
我忘了破音没有
你心里触动的 下一首已经不是我

我努力唱到嘶吼
我不怕剩我一个
只要你能记得
这首歌给我最爱的

My second blog is up...

as mentioned... its up and running with a 1st intro post... if u wish to be a reader(participant) of that blog, u can request it, otherwise i'm not going to disclose it... but u won't be missing much stuff, as all the fun and happy stuffs will still be blogged here...

who wanna see THE WARLORDS on friday, which is today! who wanna go donate blood with mi too...?

相信 - 苏打绿

歌曲：相信
歌手：苏打绿
专辑：无与伦比的美丽

我会永远相信 最後一片落叶
无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心
我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴
在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起

总是得到很多 多到麻木自我
竟然差一点就忘记
手掌里要有更多呼吸

曾经失去很多 多到放弃自我
黄昏最後一盏灯亮起
来得及撑开眼睛
地球偶尔太大去练习
沙滩上海浪留下痕迹
剩下心和自己有时太安静
自己都不敢看自己

我会永远相信 最後一片落叶
无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心
我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴
在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起

只带着皮箱流浪
装着自己的灵魂
背对着那个人怎麽想
张开翅膀飞翔
我会永远相信 开始掉下的泪
你和我的世界 痛褪去更清晰
我会永远相信 不完美的完美
不管什麽世界 距离不是距离
我会永远相信 最後一片落叶
无论什麽世界 东风藏在眉心
我会永远相信 扎入心的水滴
在另一个世界 晴空布幔拉起
我会永远相信 开始掉下的泪
你和我的世界 痛褪去更清晰
我会永远相信 不完美的完美
不管什麽世界 距离不是距离

I trust what i teared for... i believe what i dream abt...

the stars are shining bright again...

for the past few days... the monsoon rains are starting to terrorised our little island... alot of activities are being put on hold or pushed back but for some... its juz as enjoying...

today, the guys are back at toh guan for fun packed action... well... not initially though... as the attendance at 9am was not great, we were beginning to think that not many ppl will be coming... but time past and the guys came and the strength was at a healthy 15... but rain disrupted our play after only 2 matches... which my team was still unbeaten... after tat we went to the void deck to regroup... we decided to go to the coffee shop to lim teh and eat breakfast... ahaha... after a that we head back to the court to continue our action in the rain, less one man...

all i can say is we had fun and laughter in the rain... well... the strange thing was tat when my team plays... the rain lighten and stop... but when the other 2 plays... the rain gets heavier each time... haha... the weather sure knows how to make our day...

pushing back a few days... i wanted to do something... to make it better... but end up almost destroying the thing i'm supposed to treasure... that made my day... so i ended up being a technician and ripped apart the machine to retrieve my 'precious'... hehe... but the time i get it... it was most or so destroyed... in pieces... literally... obviously i was damn sad... was it a thing of things to come...? i haven been riding on any luck lately... and this event sure doesnt make things better...

i'm getting more motivated to either change my blog address or even set up a separate blog to hold more of my thoughts... i feel so restricted in blogging abt my feelings more so that i dun have anyone to talk abt such stuffs... i know i know... emo... haiz... but wat can i do...? makes wishes? set new yr resolutions? smile more? speak up more? wat's tat going to help if... you know la... no need to say out de... every time i visit my frens blog... i always see those pics of them going out and hanging out with their frens... i makes mi wonder... where are my hang out frens? how come my frens get to go out ever so often and most of the time i'm being stuck at home... trying to make myself happier by watching jacky wu's variety shows... why can't it be going out with frens and make myself happy? why huh? can anyone answer? well... of course u can't... u are not living my life or in my shoe... how possible can u provide an answer or even a solution... but of course most of you have those 'official' solution to all these questions(guan fang da an), juz to (an wei) calm a poor soul like mi.. hehe...

right now i'm back in camp doing duty... the taxi driver didn't bring his IC, so had to walk all the way up to my building... which took 10-20 min... lolz... ard there la... haha... anyway.. that's not the main point... the sky is... it was clear once again... as with the many few other nights that i see before i go to bed... it was clear... with minimum clouds... and the stars came out to play again... ah.... that's the sight i like to see every night...dark skies, a few clouds maybe... but with lots of stars... bright and shiny... as beautiful as it looks to me... but see it makes my more feel... there's only 2 scenerio... 1) looking at the skies... thinking of someone and missing him/her 2) looking at the skies, enjoying the sight with that someone beside u... as much as i want to change the situation but i always end up messing things up as i told my fren... the situation was always quiet and nvr ending... that's wat i cannot handle... answerless...

anyway... hope you are one that also enjoy the sight of stars in the sky... i do alot... as my bed is right beside the window... i always take a moment to look at it before i go to dreamland... nightz

today at IMM

something 'interesting'... to share...

heard this story/news a while back while i was on my way to camp and listening to radio... then juz now saw this gal on bus... and it had nothing to do with her... juz tat i saw that she use a rubber band to tie her hair... and the focus is on the rubber band...

the news was abt someone was trying her hair(or something like tat, using that rubber band) and was 'holding' the rubber band with her mouth... which i think most gals does that since both their hands will be used to pull up their hair for tying... so after taking the rubber band out from her mouth... she found a strand of hair(not a straight one, but a curly one) within the rubber band...! apparently she freaked out...

well... the point being that most rubber bands are 'recycled' using discarded/old rubber products... INCLUDING CONDOMS...! and so u should know what tat hair is rite? hehe... scary rite?

well... its sort of lesson learning ba... so next time when u got ur hands full and got no where to place ur 'rubber band', think twice before placing it in ur mouth..! waahaha... but i think most of the rubber band's raw product are being cleaned and selected properly ba... hehe...