the stars are shining bright again...

for the past few days... the monsoon rains are starting to terrorised our little island... alot of activities are being put on hold or pushed back but for some... its juz as enjoying...

today, the guys are back at toh guan for fun packed action... well... not initially though... as the attendance at 9am was not great, we were beginning to think that not many ppl will be coming... but time past and the guys came and the strength was at a healthy 15... but rain disrupted our play after only 2 matches... which my team was still unbeaten... after tat we went to the void deck to regroup... we decided to go to the coffee shop to lim teh and eat breakfast... ahaha... after a that we head back to the court to continue our action in the rain, less one man...

all i can say is we had fun and laughter in the rain... well... the strange thing was tat when my team plays... the rain lighten and stop... but when the other 2 plays... the rain gets heavier each time... haha... the weather sure knows how to make our day...

pushing back a few days... i wanted to do something... to make it better... but end up almost destroying the thing i'm supposed to treasure... that made my day... so i ended up being a technician and ripped apart the machine to retrieve my 'precious'... hehe... but the time i get it... it was most or so destroyed... in pieces... literally... obviously i was damn sad... was it a thing of things to come...? i haven been riding on any luck lately... and this event sure doesnt make things better...

i'm getting more motivated to either change my blog address or even set up a separate blog to hold more of my thoughts... i feel so restricted in blogging abt my feelings more so that i dun have anyone to talk abt such stuffs... i know i know... emo... haiz... but wat can i do...? makes wishes? set new yr resolutions? smile more? speak up more? wat's tat going to help if... you know la... no need to say out de... every time i visit my frens blog... i always see those pics of them going out and hanging out with their frens... i makes mi wonder... where are my hang out frens? how come my frens get to go out ever so often and most of the time i'm being stuck at home... trying to make myself happier by watching jacky wu's variety shows... why can't it be going out with frens and make myself happy? why huh? can anyone answer? well... of course u can't... u are not living my life or in my shoe... how possible can u provide an answer or even a solution... but of course most of you have those 'official' solution to all these questions(guan fang da an), juz to (an wei) calm a poor soul like mi.. hehe...

right now i'm back in camp doing duty... the taxi driver didn't bring his IC, so had to walk all the way up to my building... which took 10-20 min... lolz... ard there la... haha... anyway.. that's not the main point... the sky is... it was clear once again... as with the many few other nights that i see before i go to bed... it was clear... with minimum clouds... and the stars came out to play again... ah.... that's the sight i like to see every night...dark skies, a few clouds maybe... but with lots of stars... bright and shiny... as beautiful as it looks to me... but see it makes my more feel... there's only 2 scenerio... 1) looking at the skies... thinking of someone and missing him/her 2) looking at the skies, enjoying the sight with that someone beside u... as much as i want to change the situation but i always end up messing things up as i told my fren... the situation was always quiet and nvr ending... that's wat i cannot handle... answerless...

anyway... hope you are one that also enjoy the sight of stars in the sky... i do alot... as my bed is right beside the window... i always take a moment to look at it before i go to dreamland... nightz