永不停止 - 朱孝天

空考?冷掉的咖啡 在墙上的照片 退了色的从前 给我的信
还带在身边 一天看一遍 你想说的我终于了解 停止了心跳
停止了心碎 当初没勇气接受 请原谅我的脆弱 停止了时间
停止了一切 怎么可能忘记 Yeah 说爱你 你可否听见

Every day every night I've been missing you babe
Every place everywhere I can see your face
Every day every night I've been missing you babe
Every place everywhere I can see your face

给我的信 还带在身边 一天看一遍 你想说的我终于了解
停止了心跳 停止了心碎 当初没勇气接受 请原谅我的脆弱
停止了时间 停止了一切 怎么可能忘记 说爱你 你可否听见

如果能有机会再次重来 握着你的手绝对不放开
如何才能再次拥有你的爱 停止了回忆 停止了呼吸
就当输了将一切都忘记 至少还能帮助自己 停止了心跳 停止了心碎
当初没勇气接受 请原谅我的脆弱 停止了时间 停止了一切
怎么可能忘记 说爱你 你可否听见

Every day every night I've been missing you babe Every place everywhere I can see your face Every day every night I've been missing you babe Every place everywhere I can see your face 停止少了你


juz came back after going shopping for CNY clothes with yw, hq and kevin... met 2.30 at queensway's mac... but i was late... lolz... then i went to order my lunch... err... the chicken prosperity... hmm... not as nice as the beef one... while eating... they were talking about NS stuffs... ghost stories... advantures la...

after eating we went to walk ard... walk here walk there... haiz... see some clothes.... but i think kevin spent the most time looking lor... the others dun seem to find something nice... then went 1 floor down... look ard again.. went to western sports... found out tat LIVERPOOL JERSEY with EPL logo and GERRARD's name cost $130++... wah... tat's expensive... considering a normal jersey cost ard $80... $5o+ more for the EPL and gerrard's name... think i need to save up a bit... cause i really wanna buy... but i'm quite tied up with my money... haiz...

then after becoming bored of queensway... we decided to head for bugis... we didn't noe how to go there on a direct bus... i asked ard... then elin say take 197... but we already boarded a bus to the nearest MRT station... so yw and hq need to pay a 'little' more lor...

got to bugis... today a lot of ppl shopping.. everywhere also ppl... haiz... walked around again... not much choices to look ard... then we walk to tat shop where wj was being peeped on the last time... then walked to another block of bugis.... walked ard... can't seem to find anything we like... i dun have anything in mind... if nice... and the price is rite... then i may buy... but in the end all of us didn't find any clothes...

decided to go OG... there also nothing to see... after walking... wanted to go Funan find wj and pak... but its at city hall there... so rejected the idea... went to eat instead... cause hq hungry...went BK... kevin still sick... so he opt against eating... while eating... chatted some more... i also asked about the grp-ing after the medical... i dun seems to be the combat type lor... cannot run... cannot stand too long... haiz... this leg is giving mi problems...

after tat head home... but i went to IMM for the reebok shirt i wanna buy... cause thru out the day didn't see a royal sporting hse... bought it at $25... chose red instead of white... cause white easily dirty... and red is for the festive season... lolz... then head home and now blogging...

著魔 - B.A.D

No no baby no no NO no baby nono Help me baby
回家發現大門忘了鎖 雙腳的襪子顏色不相同
最近的我怎麼都不像我 打開冰箱只剩養樂多
我想一定哪裡出了錯 是什麼擾亂我的生活

當我仔細的思索 想挖出個結果 你那勾魂的眼神
從我腦中經過 以為魔咒是傳說 如今居然找上我
難道我已愛上你 就這樣無法再逃脫
Hey yo bad girl 我已為你著了魔全身細胞沒有一處逃的過
受不了 幻覺不斷侵襲我耳朵 Hey yo bad boy
全身不再屬於我請你高抬貴手饒了我 受不了 讓我恢復原來的靈活

RAP：頭像有千百公斤那麼沉重我的手會不由自主用力緊握
突然間我的腳會三不五時持續發我的汗就像關不住的水龍頭
在線遊戲不再吸引我 就只想躲在溫暖的被窩 現在的我連話都不想說
窗外滿天星星在閃爍心臟跳著沒停過 Oh oh no 就快要虛脫
當我仔細的思索 想挖出個結果你那勾魂的眼神 從我腦中經過
以為魔咒是傳說 如今居然找上我難道我已愛上你 就這樣無法再逃脫

Hey yo bad girl 我已為你著了魔全身細胞沒有一處逃的過
受不了 幻覺不斷侵襲我耳朵 Hey yo bad boy
全身不再屬於我請你高抬貴手饒了我 受不了 讓我恢復原來的靈活

RAP：你為什麼怎麼可以那麼的狠心俘虜我只用一雙發電的眼睛
就連平常的我也不是那麼的好搞定怎麼碰上你我就輕易的動心
愛情的魔力可以讓人不由自主的墮落一步步讓人受折磨 Oh no
求求你把我的腦袋和身體都還給我 不想再失魂落魄
Hey yo bad girl 我已為你著了魔全身細胞沒有一處逃的過
受不了 幻覺不斷侵襲我耳朵 Hey yo bad boy
全身不再屬於我請你高抬貴手饒了我 受不了 讓我恢復原來的靈活

No no baby no no Baby you know that i am crazy for you
No no baby no no Baby just let me know
Hey yo bad girl 我已為你著了魔 全身細胞沒有一處逃的過
受不了 幻覺不斷侵襲我耳朵 Hey yo bad boy 全身不再屬於我
請你高抬貴手饒了我 受不了 讓我恢復原來的靈活


err... friday i went for badminton training... to be exact.. i went to watch the others train... haha.. cause my ankle still injuried... either it haven recover or injuried it on thurs... lolz... somemore i played a competitive game... winning 17-15... after coming back from 14-9 down... lolz...

haiz.. i think phy test fail liao... didn't study much... so dun expect much... afternoon.. whole of JC2 went oto hear wat simon and mr 'handsome' ng have to say... said tat they receiving complaints tat we still haven wake up and still in playing mood... blah blah blah.... tat's all... juz brief things... cause yesterday when i publish they give mi blank post again... haiz... frustrating sia...

now i still cannot get to view tagboards properly... so i have to tag someting be4 i get to see wat's on the tagboard then i can reply...

童話 - 光良

曲：光良 詞：光良 編：

忘了有多久 再沒聽到你對我說你最愛的故事
我想了很久 我開始慌了 是不是我又做錯了什麼
你哭著對我說 童話裡都是騙人的 我不可能是你的王子
也許你不會懂 從你說愛我以後 我的天空 星星都亮了
我願變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手變成翅膀守護你

你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 幸福和快樂是結局
我要變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手變成翅膀守護你
你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 幸福和快樂是結局
我會變成童話裡 你愛的那個天使 張開雙手變成翅膀守護你
你要相信 相信我們會像童話故事裡 幸福和快樂是結局
一起寫我們的結局

if everything was a fairytale... there won't be so much sad things happening...

Birthday...

juz to say... i currently cannot see any tagboard msg... cause mine won't load... so are others' blog tagboard... think tagboard's not loading on my com now... sry if u got anything to ask or tell mi...

err... wat a day to start with... 1st lesson kanna scolded already.. its MR lee... he scolded everyone as no one pass the maths test... then scolded those haven hand in tutorial and assignments... but after tat he went back to normal teaching again.. everytime like tat...

then ms tie lesson... again said ppl who didn't write according to her style of writing... even though she said tat its gd tat everyone noe to use the 3 factors... but not everyone elaborate on their points...

then gp... wasted lots of time again.. lolz... after tat phy practical... was horrible.. can't seem to get things rite... haiz... then after tat meeting wj and pak..

was meeting wj at 7-11... but he somehow walked pass with seeing mi inside... then have to walk all the way to the traffic light to find him... then walked to near the police station traffic junction... saw xi wen... then wj chatted with her... then went to boon lay shopping mac there... waited for pak to come then ordered our food...

they 2 'act' student then buy student meal... cunning sia... then wj say one bad thing about him is tat 'HE CANNOT TELL LIE'... err... i think most of u saying: ya rite... lolz... after tat i followed them around as they buying plain white long sleeve shirt and dark pants for their 1st job assignment tml... traffic ushering at esplanade... $8/hr... 4 hrs work... one off thing...

next their job will be 1 week of laptop selling... at funan... so they walked around.. comparing prices... choosing carefully... look at gundam... err.. tat was pak... lolz... then wj wanna eat again... lolz.. say he wanna gain weight... muz eat every 3hrs... lolz.. dun think tat's a gd way of gaining weight... muz choose wat kind of food carefully... cannot anyhow eat also ma...

then walked all the way to JP as pak cannot find any pants... carried my 'HEAVY' bag all the way there... with some help from those 2 weaklings... lolz... kidding la... dun think the weight of my bag is wat they can take... then walked ard... met alot of ppl from JJ... 1 at nokia shop... courts, royal sporting house... then say arthur kok go into a christian bookshop at 3rd floor... then he, wj and pak started crapping... lolz.. then wj like possessed my arthur kok... wannabe of arthur kok... lolz...

then saw simon liew at 1st floor.. then they saw their mr tan? at interchange... lolz... and pak went to toy'r'us to look or freedom gundam again... think he trying to imlpy something... lolz... after tat they went eat dinner... i went home... then played some games.. my mother give mi an ang bao... lolz.. haven open.. cause playing games... lolz...

thankz everyone for wishing mi a happy birthday... best wishes to u too... i wish tat i will ................ lolz... say out will not come true liao... but dun think i will come true also... unless miracle... lolz...

A Sunday... the day be4 my birthday...

yes... my birthday is on the 24th of jan... if u still dunno... today went out to meet a few of my frens... (sian... tml still have sch...) met wm at the interchange, then wj at the entrance of JP... then pak came... eileen... then hq... walked ard... talked a bit... then decided against watching movie.. then went to JEC to play pool...

opened 2 tables... then play a while be4 wj and pak opened another... as we were playing... yl came... then jh and jean... was pretty bad at playing today... can't seems to get those long shots in... my 'jump ball' onli successful once... think i won quite a few games... lost the tag team match with the other soon to be birthday boy... got one game i managed to clear all the require balls in one shot... 2 remaining coloured balls and the black one... the black one went in 1st be4 the other 2 went in... so still considered lose... haiz...

after tat walked ard 2nd floor... dunno wat to eat... then decided to eat at the yobashiya...? lolz.. dunno wat's the name... another jap food chain... ate... chat a while... the jean and hq left... then we were deciding where to go... but nothing stuck us... stayed there at the same place for some times then walked to mrt interchange be4 everyone went their own way... yl and eileen went to holland v.. wm and pak went to see 'games'... the rest went home...

though it was nothing much.. at least i got frens by my side... but still got homework to do... can't seem to get myself to complete them... 1 gp essay and 1 econ essay... haiz.... totally no motivation to work...

juz now chat quite a lot with my fren... shared some secrets... though it may not be a secret to her frens.. but definately new infomation to mi... i still kept lots of things from others.. cause i noe the consequences of the power of spreading... won't wanna take the risk to tell anyone... count urself fortunate tat i shared my secrets... cause u maybe the onli one or few tat noe them... lolz... say until so great like tat... i actually mean alot to mi tat a fren share something with u... though u may not solve it... but sharing is a gd way/feeling to have... but sadly... there ain't much ppl i can talked to nowadays... not to say they are not trustworthy but really scared to say...

had a nice dream from my last slp... it was a nice feeling... wat i dream of and hope for most... but not telling any details... cause it may be a dream tat will not happen... haiz... nvr for so long i have such a feeling... its definately NOT a wet dream... dun think dirty... lolz... though its short... dreams are still dreams... so dream on... lolz...

wat to say... i'm bored...

Yea... yesterday juz chiong finish My Date with Vampire 3... think i didn't catch the part 2 of this series... but it was fine to juz watch this part 3... think i finished 47 episodes within a week... the series started ok... then it slowed down in excitement... the ending was rather not strong... dunno why... have a feeling tat the real ending was missing from the disc... cause i when to check about it and find tat the ending they were discussing was different from was i saw from my disc... hmmm... mine was ma xiao ling in the arms of kuang tian you... juz ended like tat... then is was flashes of past memories of them... which was in the part 2 of the series tat i didn't catch... overall it was ok....

this few days still rotting... had a bad feeling when i got a letter from NUH on wed... knew tat they are going to postpone my medical appointment again... its veri frustrating tat i have to wait longer and longer for my appointment... the last time they changed the timing twice and onto my birthday... i'm very angry with them lor... they change like nobody's business sia... somemore tat letter was dated 11 jan... so it was more than a week then i receive it... izzit the hospital fault or the postoffice...? i dun care... uz hate it when they keep changing the appointment dates... no its on feb 2nd... haiz...

this long weekend will be veri sian.. got alot of work to do... realli hate homeworks.. though its to prepare for A-lvl... haiz... LFC signed scott carson... now we have 2 of England's future GK... great prospects in kirkland and carson... hope it will be a gd signing... cause LFC is famous for producing great england GK...

MDWAV3 

Haiz... so bored and sian...

These few days was so boring... ever since sch started... its back to boring life again... still playing happily and struggling to get back into studying momentum...

when i'm, in sch... the thing i wanted most is to finshed my lessons and rushed back home... there isn't anything tat's making mi stay in sch anymore... as all my frens have graduated... moreover... most of them are working, or finding jobs now... its getting more and more difficult to see them...

last sunday went to wm hse to watched soccer... pak came along... and we ordered pizza to eat... the food was rather cooled down... as it was delivered 1hr after the phone call was made... tot they have a special bag to keep warmth..? cheat money sia... lolz...

now most of my time at home is infront of the the computer... lolz... not much to tv these days as channel U changed the time slots for theose comedies... so i slp rather early...
Now also chionging 'Date with a Vampire III'... lolz... my bro got the cd from somewhere... so watch lor... now already finished 32 episodes... hmm... i think i started 3-4days ago.. lolz...

Will be looking forward to the chalet a couple of weeks from now... hoping everyone will be there and have fun together... haiz... next wk medical liao.. still dunno wat to expect...

Tired and hungry...

I'm tired and hungry at this very moment of blogging... its 1.38am of saturday... my last consumption of food was at 5pm+... now very hungry...

these pass few days schooling... so nothing much to say... juz tat i got alot of work to do... juz now... or shld i say yesterday... after sch then went home... get changed and meet the guys to go swimming... yw, wj, and pak... i got there 1st... then yw... wj.. then pak... yw bought a goggle... then we ate KFC as lunch... as i'm still sick... i was rather a mistake eating chicken and drinking cold drinks.... tat's wat my mother asked mi not to eat lor...

then went swimming... then whole place was filled with OCS or NS men.... dunno wat they all gather at the swimming pool or wat... outing for them..? lolz... we rented a float... played around with it... tired to balanced ourself and sit on the float... then we start overturning ppl on the float... while at the wave pool.. i was 'STEPPED' on by ppl while i was diving...!!! wah... then later i saw the board saying no diving at wave pool... sian½...

then we also drifted around at the wave pool holding onto the float.... after rounds... we went to jacuzzi... sat there and chat... then bathe and went off to the coffee shop nearby to have something to eat... after sitting around.. got up and head for the bus stop and travelled to Ginza... cause they dun wanna go home so early...

then we went to play lan games... CS-counter strikes... at 1st i was very fed up with the lousy mouse lor.. cannot move with ease lor... let alone according to my will... then i change computer... then i top frag for my team.. haha... but got screeners in our games lor... strangers join us then screen to cheat... haiz... hate screeners... end our game as wj also fed-up with the lousy mouse... paid $2.50 for juz over an hour of gaming...

then sat around.. talk rubbish... lame chats and jokes... then went ot Sakura as yw wanna eat... then more lame jokes and chattings... after tat bid farewell as pak and yw went to their busstop... i and wj went to ours.. then got home and bathe... online then was playing a game or WIN LOSE or DRAW... Yahoo! Graffiti... lolz... fun game... but the drawing was a disappointment... cannot draw properly for most qn... then after near 2-3 hrs of guessing and drawing.. we end our game.. now here blogging... going to slp soon le... tml going watch LFC vs MU

Still not feeling well...

the coughing is here to stay... at least it true for now... the coughing medication didn't seem to have much effects on mi... and my block nose is coming back.. dunno if i still need to continue my medication on flu...? haiz...

MY LIFE - JC LIFE

haha... its back... there's nothing to blog about these few days.. except tat i'm still sick...

after getting my O-lvl result... was quite disappointed with my score of 20... prelim scored 16... so went to JJC for jc study... wat's on my mind then was tat i was going to head for poly for biomedical science... but try out JC studies to see 1st... but in the end got hooked... so stayed on... cause i met a lot of gd frens in my class...

1st 3 mth - this class was dominated my RV boys... near half the class came from RV... at least i still got a classmate from my sec 4 class, yi ying, in 03s25... had lots of fun with this class... always playing soccer when there's free period or after sch... there's wei ming... ming wei... dave... kian teck... siang yuan... and more... its a veri fun class to be with but the RV boys sometimes got internal conflict... those in the same class will noe who the boys are la... lolz... my sch work was horrible... maths was pretty much always in the red... had to buck up if i wanna stay at JJC...

this class was blacklisted by the GP teacher cause the class pon her lesson... i dunno y they pon her lesson... cause i heard they went to play soccer... i was on MC tat day... the next GP lesson came... i was scolded with the whole class for no watever reason...!!! as i was still sick... i made a cough and was told by the teacher to stop acting...! wat the hell is with her...?!!! izzit wrong to be sick..? attitude problem sia her... i could have easily show my MC rite at her face...!

after 1st 3 mth - managed to squeeze into JJC with dunno wat reason... with a score of 20 i duno think much ppl would be able to get in... but i still got 4bonus pts to help mi... i think i was given priority since i'm here during 1st 3 mth... nvr did i miss any lectures... at least i'm present 99% if i'm not sick.. lolz... this class was rather new... i think after the blacklisting... half of the class went to 03s26... then i was at 03s27... this time the class was quite diversify...

my studies was better than 1st 3mth... but its on the decline as promo exam nears... in the end i got retain... which was veri saddening... cause i juz didn't work hard enuff... but i attend every lecture whenever i can... haiz... beg ah guan but he dun wanna pass my econs for mi to take re-exam...

life in this class was fun those... cause u seldom see the whole class in full strength for the day and during GP lessons... the GP teacher was always complaining.. lolz... mr simon took over maths... did well... veri enthu person... but i let him down... my maths was a total failure... GP juz pass... chinese ok ok onli... phy was another let down... i like phy... but maybe i'm not the studying kind...

this class is also quite enthu in soccer... got hq, wm, pak, jh, zx, wj, zh(like basketball more though), zq, kevin, yw, kj & pw... tat's all... together with the s26 boys... we always meet on the Semi D court to play soccer... after sch... during PE... free periods... after tests.... rain or shine... lolz... tat's how we bond together i think... great time being with them on the courts and in the classrooms...

another sad thing was the PW... didn't had any choice with the grp i'm in... cause i need to go medical appointment tat day... interesting(tough) experience... in the end got band 3...

one sad thing about this class is tat its not united enuff... there are different grps always together... i'm a grp of my own... lolz.. cause i always walk around on my own... walked to canteen to eat... sometimes even finished my food be4 the others came... lolz... 1st to get out of lesson(when it ends)... and 1st to get in most of the time... lolz... there wasn't much outings or gathering organised by the class...

the boys always have some topics to talk about... some guys will always be linked together with the gals in class... wj is a fine example.. lolz... soccer was on most topic... with 2 clear camps of epl clubs... LFC and Man u... and gals are always on their mind... no disrespect to our class gals though... they usually talk about other class's gals... lolz... i as usual not on the same wave length as them... so dun join in their topic of gals... cause i dun notice gals as much as them... dunno y... maybe our 1st yr together... everyone still quite strange or shy... but in their yr 2... they get to go out together more often... or izzit mi out of the way...? hmmm....?

if u are wondering y i haven even mention the gals... cause i dun have much interaction with them... sry... they are all nice ppl... elieen, jean, layping, amanda, liling, amy, yinghui, cindy and stef... my 'introvert' nature doesn't help much in term of getting to noe them more and be more frenly... so i can say tat i wasn't a gd fren to the gals...

anyway... this is the 'best class' i've been in in my education life... i've alot of fun times with u all and thankz everyone in the class for making my time in JC such a nice experience...

PS: and tat's the time spent with them... those times i'm with my class during my retainee yrs are the worst... how contrasting... haiz... but i still managed to get promoted and the corrupted part of the class is removed...

not feeling well...

have been coughing this past few days... starting from friday... think i tml going to see doctor... somemore may sickness has been made worse by my blocked nose... wah... coughing non-stop... haiz...

but my sickness cannot be compared to those patients under ren ci... so pls call 1900-911-8888... lolz... now watching the car stunt by bryan wong and shao guang...

this few days... veri sick... cannot get myself to do anywork... so yesterday juz slack at home... today morning went to watch movie with wm and et... Seed of Chucky... this movie ain't not scary... not horror... have some porn... comedy elements... quite stupid... i dun watch much of chucky's films... so 3 out of 5 popcorns...

wrote a letter with my last yr's letter of excure from the doctor tat i cannot do vigorous activities... passed it with the games choosing form... hopefully the PE teachers can understand my situation and allow mi the miss the PE and games lesson until i get my assessment by the doctor again on the 24th... haiz...

so stress about my A-level still need to stress whether i need to do NAPFA and get at least a silver... to avoid going in during december... by the looks of things now... i dun think i can get a good result from NAPFA... have do any real work out... to train my muscle and stamina... haiz...

then my fren also troubled my family problem... dunno wat i can really do to help her... all i can do is lend a listening ear and see if i can do anything to help... if u really in need... try asking mi... i'll do my best to help...

Sch life... so bored... 李聖傑 - 手放開

曲：方文良 詞：方文良 編：
我把自己關起來只留下一個陽台 每當天黑推開城門對著夜幕發呆
看著往事 一幕一幕 再次演出你我的愛
我把電視機打開聽著聽著別人的對白 也許那些事情可以給我一個交代
你要的愛 我學不來 眼睜睜看情變壞 眼睜睜看情感慨 不能給你未來
我還你現在 安靜結束也是另一種對待 當眼淚留下來 傷已悄在
分開也是另一種明白 我給你最好的疼愛是手放開
不要一張雙人床中間隔著一片海 感情的污點就留給時間慢慢漂白
把愛收進胸前左邊口袋 最好的疼愛是手放開
不想用言語拉扯所以選擇不責怪 感情就像候車月台 有人走就有人來
我的心是一個車牌 寫著等待 我把收音機打開聽著別人的失敗
哽咽的聲音彷彿訴說著相同悲哀 你的依賴 還在胸懷我無法輕易推開
我無法隨便走開 感情中專心的人容易被傷害

this pass few weeks have been all about sch... though i did the minimal of sch work... i'm feeling bored... sian... haiz... econs lesson seems to be more peaceful... dunno why... but think its a change for the better... 46 periods a week... monday and thursday long day... lots of breaks in between lessons... is tat good...? so times its the free period tat makes a day long... haiz... teach less learn more..? dun see any big difference now...

today after sch, 12.30pm, i rushed home and head for the west coast pool place to find the guys... reached there... pak, wj, yw, zh, jen, xw was there playing... think i onli won 1 or 2 games... out of 3 or 4... still not gd... cause long time no play... after a while they stop... lolz... i came play a while then $3... haiz... then followed zh to take his ns glasses... then went to eat at the hawker place... 6ppl share 1 whole chicken... with rice ... lolz..


then went to yw's hse and play... pak and wj played with the ps2... while the rest of us played cards... after a few rounds switched to marjong... after a few round... pak won the last with a nice game... he collected 7 flower cards... tat's already 6 tiles... somemore the end the game by picking the card himself... so double... lolz... Big Winner...? lolz... but we played chips onli... if not we all bankrupt liao...

then zh played NBA live last game be4 he head back home as his family going out to eat dinner as he going ns tml le.... then left the 4 boys... played a little bit of cards... then truth or dare... then somemore cats out of the bags... lolz... then went back to play NBA live... then talked again... then went home... lolz... thankz yw for lending the place...

this week so many frens going NS... hope they will somehow blend into their new surrounding... take care ppl... you'll never walk alone...

Life's so boring... haiz...

Haiz... brief talk about sch today... rain in morning... no assembly... ms tie lesson... copy someting on macro and microeconnomics... the link betw them... 2 ppl got sent to the back of class and stand... scolding as usual... another person transferring out of class... maybe 2... now left 2 gals again... though the boys are ok... they are not the kind of frens u can talk, chat, go out with and have fun together... at least not in my eyes...

i really missed the days when i was with my classmates of 03s27... they are such great ppl to be with... though they may not always think the way i do, vice versa.... we really had great times together... now they are not even in sch, as they have graduated, for mi to be with them for juz a little while... i'm mostly on my own again... tat's y i really hope to meet u ppl from time to time... cause u are the frens i treasure much...

after the phys extra lesson... i rushed home to change and head off to west mall to meet yw, yl and al to eat sushi... al worked until 3pm... yw was there already... yl was late... walked ard... looking for things... then stone and stand ard waiting for time to pass... when near 3pm... we wait outside sakae sushi... then was given the seat juz at the door... lolz... easy for al to find us... ate quite a lot sushi... cause its buffet... so dun need to care about paying by per plate...

chatted... think it was 1st time eating sushi for some of them... as in at a sushi chain... they also tried the Cha Wan Zhen(steam egg)... which i dun think they liked much... lolz... it was the last item we all ate... then wj called yl to ask whether we doing anything next... but nothing was up next.. so everyone went home while al went back to work... took mrt home with them... at JE mrt, everyone went different ways...

i dunno y there are always bad things happening to mi or my frens... maybe its fated... maybe its a challenge in life to train us to become a better person... but sometimes it maybe too tough even for an adult to handle... how can u expect young adult like us to take it...? i really feel for my frens tat have difficulties in their life... no matter its family to frens to relationships... its always difficult to find a solution to solve everything...

sometimes we have to accept it and carry on with life... its a real mental and physical stress to some... cry if u have to... but life stll have to carry on... u still have ur frens around u... though not all will understand ur problem... but at least some can lent u a listening ear or lent u a shoulder to cry on... i have yet to show much of my emotions to my frens but i dun have frens like u all for mi to tell my prob or even share my secrets with... not tat i dun trust u all but i think its mi tat's holding myself back... lolz...

hope everyone will have a gd life... wat god have given us, we have to live with it... u can run and try to escape, but u still need to face it sooner or later... take care my frens... i dun wish any of my frens to always be in a sad/bad mood...

thinking of A-level... i'm really scared tat i cannot make it... i dun wish to repeat JC2 again... nor do i wanna go no where with my A-lvl results... i hope tat i will wake up my idea and start studying for my future...

Sch has started... things have changed...

Its the second day of sch and the principal made announcement on the new changes to the sch time table/curriculum... i've been busy with my holiday assignments...

Although this week's time table is slack... it already show wat's going to be like when the full time table commence as the OGL return to classroom activities... to accommodate with MOE's call for 5 day work week... the time table have been changed... its now grouped into 2 different part... Institute Governed Programme (IGP) and Interest Development Programme (IDP)...

IGP is from 8am to 4pm... as said... its the time in sch set by the sch itself... purely academics... also... each period is changed to half an hour... most period are double period... hence 1hr period... no CCA shld be put in place within this period of time...

after 4pm... IDP kicks in... until 7pm... its mainly to develop and pursue things for ur own interest... there are over 30 enrichment course to be chosen from, each of the 10 departments organised 3, but there are another 2 compulsory course... tat are the PC(physical conditioning) and Games(sports)... the 30 enrichments are like photonics, tourism course, etc...

these 2 will be placed at any of the 4 days from monday to thursday... friday is set aside for CCA... monday and wed is for PC, tues and thurs is for Games.... PC will be normal PE lesson... while Games will be from sports like badminton, soccer, netball, basketball, T & F, tennis, outdoor, etc... there are 10 including YOGA..!!! which every class will take for at least 1 sch term... each one of us will have to choose a sports to take but each sports has limited places of 90... sch players can take up Games for practises...

the time slot for 4-7pm is 1hr each... PC and Games will take up one 1 hr period each... PC is already assigned to each class... my class kanna wed 5pm... so sian... badminton is on friday... any of the 3 slots tat day...

teach less learn more, TLLM, is taken into consideration for the time table... hence is maybe tat slack for us in the future timetable... i dunno whether these changes will be beneficial or not... hopefully it does.. hopefully i will work hard also...

SPECIAL THANKZ to wei ming and yew wei... they helped mi in my holiday assignment in the past few days... in maths and econs...

Soccer and more soccer... lolz...

I'm gonna make this short and sweet... cause in ard 7 hrs time i'll be in sch for the new sch term...

this morning went for soccer session... this time its field soccer... which i dun have any experience on... it was rainning cats and dogs lor... non-stop... we went to the field near west mall but found out tat there's a tent for prayers... then went about in the rain looking for a soccer field to play... then they found one at bukit batok sec..? some climbed thru the gates... but later found out tat the big gate was not locked... lolz.. so we following them juz walked in...

the team sheet is: GK: Ee teck... DF(left to right): Jeff(mi), HQ, Freddy, MW.... MF: YJ, dave, JH, RZ... FW: KT and WJ(supporting striker)... we played quite badly in the 1st half... conceding easy goals... i'm at fault most of time as i'm not used to play in field and somemore in a wet condition... second half was much better for us as we sort out our problems... i switched to DC... which i'm more comfortable... but we still concede goals... in the end we scored twice but they scored 3 or more goals than us... 1st time we play... so its a nice experience... but the match was full of tough tackling... and slidings... dangerous and alot of arguments on fouls...

went home... play a little com... then head off to meet the guys for the sg vs myanmar match... was still rainning... the game started... sg wasn't playing well... myanmar scored 2 goals... then sg pulled one back thru an own goal... then head off the extra time... be4 tat a missed penalty and 3 myanmar players were sent off.. so the game restart for extra time with 11 sg players vs 8 myanmar... the young lions went on full steam and band in 3 more goals...

but the whole match was ruin by un-sportsmen-like behaviour from the players of myanmar and the fans at the stadium... they seems to waste a lot of time when they were 2 goals up... easily fouled/brought down... the fans were no better... taunting each other... both opp. fan and players... the taunting got into the heads of the myanmar players and 3 were red carded... there was also things thrown to the grd from the stands... and fighting... haiz... but sg still managed to kept some cool and marched on to the final of Tiger Cup...

tat's all for today.. have a nice day...

disappointing... LFC unable to get 4th straight win

juz now went to wm house to watch LFC vs CFC live...

met wj to eat dinner... then wm came down to join us to chat... but i accidentally kick a bag of durians!!! then my second toe of right leg is hurted... dunno which heartless ppl put a bag of durians at the pathment... then after surveying around... decided to eat mac... eat and chat... then head back to wm's hse to watch match.. juz on time... saw the team sheet and lfc playing 4-5-1...

hmm... the match... lfc played well in the 1st half... some good passing and some decent opportunity to score... but they lacked to sharpness on goal... pongolle dun have wat it takes to carry the goal scoring burden... it took juz one mistake and joe cole scored again for a 0-1 win over liverpool... joe cole's shot was heading straight to dudek... but took a deflection off carr on its way and tat was how the goal was scored...

a clear penalty was waved away by the ref... even mourinho felt tat it shld have been a draw but chelsea got lucky again... but liverpool was handicapp by injury to kewell and baros... haiz.. and now alonso will be out for 5-6weeks... haiz... hope benitez will get some transfer in next week... hoping to see new faces tat will secure a CL spot at the end of the season... Aimar...? Morientas..? Anelka...? etc..? we will see...

Grad nite... KJ and ZH birthday... happy New year...!

30th dec... wm came over to my hse to have an 'extreme makeover'... lolz... juz spray his hair blue onli... but the colour seems too bright after drying up... then we were late... took taxi down... sign our name... they gave a security tag then went to find our seat at the tents... i can say tat the layout is ok la... but the food was buffet... so for those willing to take the long queue... u will get the food... for those who dun wan... they still get ppl to help them get food...

after they were presented with their sch leaving cert... dinner commence... after tat went to hall cum disco... rather stupid place... after a while the peagent thing was on... then back to more dancing... we have some 'mad' ppl dancing crazily... but it was fun though... everyone was trying to have fun... after tat DJ annouced tat the party have to stop... went down to canteen and decide where to head next... then decided on going to near NUS there to have cheese prata...

on the bus there greeted Happy Birthday to KJ... finally turn 18 and eligible to drink alcohol... lolz... after eating... the grp of 18 was further trimmed when after near 40mins of walking to kj hse... the host was kind to let us stay over and play... we were veri noisy and loud at times.. sorry for disturbing kj family... some played cards at kj's room... the others stay at the living room to use com and talk 'cock'... i think hq was to 1st to slp after rz laid dead at the sofa... then after playing cards for a few rounds... eileen wanted to go back home... so dave accompany her i think...

it was in the wee hrs in the morning... 4-5 am... the next to leave was kt and rz... after most of us gathered at the living room to hear the RV boys of their interesting stories and talk cock... then head up to kj's room to take a rest... ended up playing instead of sleeping... at ard 9+am... we all head back home... wm came over to take his bag... and after wash up i went to slp...

4hrs later... woke up so as to go for the steamboat to celebrate kj and zh birthday was late by half an hour but not the latest... i really need so slp lor... sry was late... tried to call zh... but no one pick up the phone... then the rest came... and went to find seat... cause the person say muz all come then can give seat... ended up going to another place steamboat place to eat...

cost $15... eileen paid for kj... kj paid for everyone's drink... thankz... ate... took out tht cake to eat... actually didn't wan to use the cake to play on kj... but someone said tat birthday boy too clean... haiz... after tat when everyone was having ice cream as dessert... wj went to take more food.. lolz... then we head off... went to bowling ally to sit be4 going off to boon lay to count down for the new yr...

max took out $30 worth of vouchers... split to 3 so the gals can take one cab home... wm, wj and kj took the other... mi, max, yw and hq took the last... got the taxi... gave it to the gals 1st... eileen, jean and amanda... then had to walked around to get our taxi changed plan and head to boon lay countdown place instead of je mrt... reached there and jeannette aw was singing... after watching and waiting for the countdown... countdown to the new year and to zh birthday... lolz... went to mac so zh can take a bit of food... then all chiong 7-11 to buy cider 33... lolz... 1st to finish my drink... lolz... but got really hot up...

dun think i will get drank with these drinks... will juz get hot up.... face red and such... no drunk involved... lolz... then head off to zh's place... seems like who's birthday we went to who's hse ton... walked quite a while... then head to his room... then found out tat zh's gf was already there... played poker 21... onli mine was no money involved...

someone let the cat out of the bag... so there's a secret between the 8 of us there... mi, yw, wj, max, kj, kevin, hq & zh... we played like the whole morning... after a few round of banker changing... kj became the permenant one until we all left at 6am... almost 4 hrs of playing... some went to slp late in the game... at the end of the day... there was a big loser... but he managed to half his losses after a 1 on 1 duel of 5 rounds with kj...

kj's a big nice guy... so gals out there u shld treasure him... guys out there shld never bully him... but someday he will have to learn tat the world out there is tough and hard... happy birthday to kj and zh again... may ur wish come true and best wishes to all out there... these past couple of days stayed over nite at frens place... little slp... little work done...

my new year resolution...? err... get a gf... lolz... but most importantly is my coming A-level... be healthy... and hope life will be smooth for mi...