Life's so boring... haiz...

Haiz... brief talk about sch today... rain in morning... no assembly... ms tie lesson... copy someting on macro and microeconnomics... the link betw them... 2 ppl got sent to the back of class and stand... scolding as usual... another person transferring out of class... maybe 2... now left 2 gals again... though the boys are ok... they are not the kind of frens u can talk, chat, go out with and have fun together... at least not in my eyes...

i really missed the days when i was with my classmates of 03s27... they are such great ppl to be with... though they may not always think the way i do, vice versa.... we really had great times together... now they are not even in sch, as they have graduated, for mi to be with them for juz a little while... i'm mostly on my own again... tat's y i really hope to meet u ppl from time to time... cause u are the frens i treasure much...

after the phys extra lesson... i rushed home to change and head off to west mall to meet yw, yl and al to eat sushi... al worked until 3pm... yw was there already... yl was late... walked ard... looking for things... then stone and stand ard waiting for time to pass... when near 3pm... we wait outside sakae sushi... then was given the seat juz at the door... lolz... easy for al to find us... ate quite a lot sushi... cause its buffet... so dun need to care about paying by per plate...

chatted... think it was 1st time eating sushi for some of them... as in at a sushi chain... they also tried the Cha Wan Zhen(steam egg)... which i dun think they liked much... lolz... it was the last item we all ate... then wj called yl to ask whether we doing anything next... but nothing was up next.. so everyone went home while al went back to work... took mrt home with them... at JE mrt, everyone went different ways...

i dunno y there are always bad things happening to mi or my frens... maybe its fated... maybe its a challenge in life to train us to become a better person... but sometimes it maybe too tough even for an adult to handle... how can u expect young adult like us to take it...? i really feel for my frens tat have difficulties in their life... no matter its family to frens to relationships... its always difficult to find a solution to solve everything...

sometimes we have to accept it and carry on with life... its a real mental and physical stress to some... cry if u have to... but life stll have to carry on... u still have ur frens around u... though not all will understand ur problem... but at least some can lent u a listening ear or lent u a shoulder to cry on... i have yet to show much of my emotions to my frens but i dun have frens like u all for mi to tell my prob or even share my secrets with... not tat i dun trust u all but i think its mi tat's holding myself back... lolz...

hope everyone will have a gd life... wat god have given us, we have to live with it... u can run and try to escape, but u still need to face it sooner or later... take care my frens... i dun wish any of my frens to always be in a sad/bad mood...

thinking of A-level... i'm really scared tat i cannot make it... i dun wish to repeat JC2 again... nor do i wanna go no where with my A-lvl results... i hope tat i will wake up my idea and start studying for my future...