It might tickle ur funny bone..

Hmm... actually its football stuff... taken from pei fen's blog...

for soccer fans... its gonna be hilarious... non-soccer fans... u might find it interesting or funny...

Jose The Special One & Jose The Special One 2 check it out... have a fun or 2...

u might heard it from Class95... its produced by an irish radio station...

And here is the GIANT poster you will receive when you pre-order November's Chopin... 

Jay's new ablum... November's Chopin... juz went to the popular book store at JE MRT to pre-order it... $18.95... not sure if its cheaper else where...

Un-fruitful week...

couldn't get myself to study... but managed to read thru those chapters that are covered this yr... i've allocated each week for each subject... starting with phy... next week is econ... then is the practicing of maths in the last week...

BUT NOT... THE MSN IS GIVING MI PROBLEMS....!!!!! I CAN'T LOG IN WITH MY HAPPY_LFC account...!!!! everything also can't log in... even my vital sign account... so many things against mi... nobody to go to... haiz.... anything SMS mi... coz i doubt the bloody msn messenger will work again any time soon...

Jersey... enlistment...

Going to get my hands on this... hopefully soon...

Also.. juz receive letter from CMPB... My enlistment is on 9th March 2006, 8.30am... haiz... had to go thru PTP for a mth then BMT for 9 weeks... yet my PES is still stucked at PES B and pending for investigation... what can i do if i can't carry on with the training...? if i hurt myself and make my injuries worse, who am i to blame...? CMPB..? i told them my problem already... yet they dun treat it seriously... sending for torture... or is it..?

or should i blame tat bloody specialist...? he was the one that dun give a damn... it true that most ppl have flat foot... but not all suffer pains from it and i'm one of those suffering... its not fair that i get such treatment from these irresponsible doctors... but wat else can i do...? is it useful to inform the officers about my problem upon entering the camp...? will it help...? i dun wish to downgrade and get myself seriously injuried half-way thru a course... haiz....

Astro chart 

“Astro Chart”

Got this from Cruz.

Part of it is true... dunno which is the accurate one... the followings are picked... all from aquarius...

Sun is in 03 Degrees Aquarius.
You get bored with the status quo and are generally open to new things and ideas. An individualist and a free spirit, your friends are quite important to you as long as they do not try to tie you down by making too many emotional demands on you. Your thoughts are offbeat and you're a bit eccentric, but not always very changeable. As a matter of fact, you can be quite stubborn at times. Very fair-minded when dealing with large groups or broad issues, you are not always emotionally sensitive to the needs of individuals. Extremely objective, with good powers of observation, you would be qualified to study technical and complicated subjects, like science, computers or maybe even astrology.

Venus is in 04 Degrees Aquarius.
You are a friendly and outgoing individual, but close relationships are difficult for you to maintain due to your fear that they will cause you to lose your freedom. You attract friends and associates who are exciting, different and sometimes a bit odd. You are popular with others and enjoy working within a group toward group goals.

Jupiter is in 23 Degrees Aquarius.
Your personal growth occurs when you have the freedom to do things in new and interesting ways -- this brings out your natural inventiveness. You are an individualist, but you are also attracted to mass movements that emphasize social betterment and you will devote much time and energy to their efforts. Very fair- minded and objective, you have extraordinary skills at organization and administration.

Getting to know mi more...(part 3)Final series

It's getting a little draggy to most... one might wonder how i get so much time blogging instead of burying myself behind the books... who cares... though i'm not confident of scoring straight As... i'm sure gonna try my best absorbing in the next 3 weeks...

i seems to forget wat i wanted to blog about...

let's start with my wishes...
1) Obviously is finding the partner of my life...(where are you?)
2) hopefully can get a gd enough grade for A-lvl to get into uni...
3) getting a computer in my room...
4) getting my bike repaired... the wheels are spoilt...(old bike)
5) more wishes to come as i get older... lolz...

Wat i like to do?
1) I like to take photos... on sceneries... the skies... the sun... the sea... beautiful moments...
2) i like to watch variety shows... those that make mi laugh my hearts out... Guess³... Shi zi lu kou... etc...
3) cooking... for myself to eat... though it may not taste tat gd...
4) watching cooking shows... yan can cook ...etc... so i can learn to cook more things...
5) watching soccer with frens...
6) playing games/sports with frens...
7) go k box and sing my heart out...
8) going out... anywhere but home... nothing much i can do at home... but can go anywhere without frens... furthest i went is singapore expo along... try the food fair... then there's orchard...
9) nothing beats the time together with frens... i love being with frens... but dun seems to get the same from frens... i love going out... but dun always get the chance to do so... ppl may think i'm crazy... always thinking about going out and neglecting my studies... but i'm an outgoing person... i love to go out and be with frens... but frens of mine always have their own business at hand... haiz... thus making mi the lonely self i am...

Mentally/ psychologically - i strongly believe that you never the actual results until u try... if u dun try and see the end result... u can nvr know wat will happen... i can say that i'm quite strong mentally... not easily beaten by failures... or shld i say there isn't any failure tat has beaten mi yet... on the other hand... u can say that i look on the bright side more than the 'Dark side'... cheerful rather than glum... but i can worrying about things too much at times... forcing mi to stay awake for an hour or so... so until the problem is solved.. i wouldn't be able to slp well...

Appearance - i'm not handsome... not smart... not stylish... not tall... not fit... not slim... not tanned/dark... i'm nobody... i like to wear a cap... seldom see a smile on my face... some think its cool... some think i act cool...

Physcially - i can't say that i'm fit... u can't expect a person that hasn't been having PE for 2 yrs to be fit as a bull rite..? lolz... the most is i go play soccer with the guys... tat's all the exercise i can get... sort of weekly training... which is quite insufficient... moreover.. i'm medically unfit as well... my flat foot is the culprit... i can't do intense exercise such as running... or even standing/walking for prolonged period of time.. if not my legs will hurt for hours... from knees to shin to ankle to foot...
BUT... i still consider myself ok... i still can sprint or run after buses... lolz... coz i'm doing as many walking as i can...

Sports - i can play also any sports... except water sports... coz no chance to try... other than tat... i'm a all-rounder... i think the 1st sport i started would be bicycle... then badminton... then my pri sch frens intro mi to play basketball and soccer... got quite a few frens in b-ball team and soccer... at that time i can't even shoot the basketball and always rush to the basketball court be4 and after sch to play with my frens... then it was soccer... always play at the defence... nvr given chance to play attacking role... until sec sch... where i get more chances..

then it was table tennis.... played with my father when young... those more pro ones can beat mi easily... next would be swimming... intermediate course in pri sch and bronze in sec sch... tat's the cert i earned... then tere was a time when i nearly got drowned... at sentosa resort(think its shangri la hotel now)... jumped into the pool not noe-ing how to swim... onli my father was nearby but i sort of paddle myself back to the side unknowingly... managed to try tennis once at anton's place... i sux at tat...

not forgetting Bowling... started at pri 6... with the score of 60+... slowly getting my average to above 100 in sec sch... now my highest score is 183 or so... need to get a couple of games under my belt be4 i can get my form back... i'm a straight hitter that packs quite an amt of power... also tried my hands on softball, beach volleyball and floorball/hockey... mainly understanding of the game...

Gaming - was at 1st introduced to the world of computer lan gaming by jaren and frens in sec sch... playing counterstrike and worldcraft... but i started with Diablo during pri sch... playing at home... then there's diablo 2... fifa... neopets... Gunbound... and now Vitalsign... and many more... too much game to say it all out... i can say that i would admit defeat easil in gaming...

Getting to know mi more...(part 2)

The not so much eagerly awaited part 2(at least to other ppl) is here... lolz.. along the way... i'll add some "Did you know" section about mi...

Let's start with My Favourites...
Wat i like to do with my free time - Actually i kind of like cooking... if there's no food... i'll juz find anything from the fridge to cook up a meal... i also like to watch those cooking show... after watching... i may buy the necessary things and try cooking them...
Past times - soccer... gaming... going movie(usually alone), k box... rotting at home...
Food - not much preferences... but love to eat tasty and gd food, but no one wanna go try with mi...
Hobbies - I collect movie ticket snubs... more than 30++ liao... i also used to collect phone cards... and pooh bears and those mac soft toys... now older liao dun collect liao...
football club - Liverpool
celebrities - Twins(hk)... after their Twins Effect 2 movie... started to like them.. bought their 1st chinese album... d/l those variety shows they been on to watch... Gillian is the more pretty one... charlene is the cuter one... but i like gillian more... lolz...
countries - none... the furthest i travelled is Gu Kok of malaysia... looking forward to oversea trips for own pleasure rather than NS purpose...

juz a recap if none of u read the 1st part... I loved badminton since young... wanted to become a policeman... lack smiles... 'violent'... limited social circle... treat friends as an important thing in life...

Part 2 - My life is like a sea... initally... its peaceful... but once in a while... the storm will kick in and wreck everything... wat are the storms...? there was one incident where i started playing games from teletext(from tv)... and came the huge phone bills... amounted in a few hundred dollars... got beat up by my other badly...

Next one would be the retaining during JC1... it was quite the lowest pt in my life... but i still live my life as usual... living through it with a cheerful attitude... rather than being bothered by it... quite a turning pt in life as i drifted further away from some frens... but shld have been more hardworking... there were already signs showing tat failure will soon come sooner or later... during upper sec... my A-math was a totally CMI(cannot make it)... onli after being with my frens to do all those other sec sch prelim papers then i managed to pass my a-math at O-lvl with C6... however... my chem got D7... thereby limited my choices of course during JC... also... my overall O-lvl grade onli got 20... luckily i get 16 for prelim and stayed at JJ during 1st 3mth and 4bonus pts... if not i won't have meet my frens in JJC...

Did You KNow - some my suspect.. i was in TAF club in pri sch... though there's still a spare tyre hanging around my waist... i'm much fitter going into sec sch... managed to get 3 gold during NAFA...

Each period in life i have few best frens... during primary sch days... my best fren was Lim Hui Min... a boy living at the semi-Terrace in BP area... was a classmate in lower pri... went into badminton team together... thus became gd frens... went to his hse often to play his Playstation... and i mean often... lolz... 1 week at least once... a really good fren though dunno whether he felt the same for mi...

Next will be Peter Ho... classmates since sec 1... really nice person.. also went into the CCA NPCC together... play and work together... he's hardworking... our class boys always play games after soccer... be it basketball or soccer... rain or shine... those were happy times tat's hard to recover... we looked after each other during NPCC... until i have to take my leave from NP...

Did You Know - i quit NPCC after sec 2... reasons was that it clashed with my badminton practice... initially thought that NP was onli on sat... but they add training to friday as well... thus affecting my badminton sessions... i had to make a choice and my love for badminton stood stronger than NPCC...

Then came the TAN Brothers... in lower sec... there were this 3 frens... with the same surname... became brothers... play and go out together... Jaren and Evan were the other 2... alway go each others hse and play 3 men soccer... sometime got additional company... go each other house and play com... during CNY... went each others hse to collect ang bao and divide equally among us... lolz... those were the days la... now no more... divided we are... they have there own companies to be with...

mi..? veri hard to find my frens... msg them(those sec sch frens)... their reply always say went there yesterday... dun wan... going out later... blah blah blah... dun wanna go out with mi juz say la... its not like the first time i've been rejected... it has always been the case with u guys... haiz...

did you know - I like music since young... it started out when i juz lie on the floor and listening to the radio from outside of my brother's room... the door was closed, so listening through the gap.. since then... i was ask to join the choir in pri sch... but went to speech and drama by mistake... so end up in badminton instead... since then... my voice went rough... can't hit any high pitch unless using 'fake voice'(jia yin)...

I really dunno wat more to say... though u may say there's someone reading this post... who...? 2ppl..? 3..? 5...? is that all...? i have so few frens..? wat's wrong with mi...? u ppl dun understand mi...? i'm different...? no one will understand mi totally... or even go near... I'm too introvert... not like i'm not willing to share... who can i share...? who cares...? dun cheat urself that u are willing to hear wat i say... its no use... there's really not much ppl i can rely on these days... not even 1 dare i say...

tell mi la...? wat's the point of blogging..? if ppl really care about u... they will give u a call... send sms... or even msg u in msn... why do they have to resort to reading other ppl's blog to get information about u...? i'm so sick and tired of the loneliness i've been feeling all the time... if there anything u wan mi to post... TELL MI...!

Getting to know mi more...(part 1)

Name: Jeff Tan(dunno my full name ask mi urself... lolz...)

D.O.B: 24/01/86( considered my self quite old liao...)

Address: Jurong East, near IMM...(some still think tat i live in CCK area becoz i came from CCKSS... but tat was the past... i lived in Teck Whye... happy times there... haiz... but moved on to JE after my PSLE... which was quite of sad considering all my frens living near sec sch and i need to travel further to get back home...)

Hmmm.. really dunno how to start... so much to say yet it may bored readers... from the comments of the last long post... its seems tat i may need to make this a 2 part series... lolz... "The Making Of Jeff Tan"... sounds like a documentary...

Part 1...

My ASPIRATION - since young... i've always been looking forward to being a POLICE... maybe it was to much of TV or something... they are always tat righteous and fighting to save other ppl... tat's wat i tot went i was young...

then there came BADMINTON... still the love of my life even though i consider myself retired after all the injuries i had... when i was young... my family played badminton quite alot... booking court at CCK CC on wkends, playing from 8-10pm... tat was my 1st contact of the sport...from then on... i sort of liked the game enough to trial for sch team during pri 3... (btw my 2 elder brothers, father and aunts was those playing in the family... they had influenced me to start playing...) lucky enuff for mi... i was the last person to be selected from the potential pool of players... at tat time... my skills were not developed... juz mere stroking play and serving... now... i noe the game play quite well but really lacked a strong development stage when i was young... if not i would have accomplished my dream of becoming a national badminton player...

but no regrets... i still managed to become sch player from pri to JC... from Captain in pri(becoz they ask capt to take drinks... my mates ask mi go take... hehehe) to vice capt in sec(i was considered the best player in the sch team... though there are other players better than mi tat joined other CCA... and i'm not into the admin stuffs... to the vice capt title was fair enuff for mi...) then there's juz the mere-boarder-line player i was in JC...(due to lacked of proper training in sec, and lousy teacher-in-charge, my standard couldn't be further developed...) then i stop playing abruptly due to injuries... hence i retired myself from this sports... FORM is temporary, CLASS is permenant...

What kind of person am i...? - hmm... lets quote some from the autograph book i used to let ppl write in pri 6 and lower sec...

Jun Hao(pri 6C): You have been a helpful and gd fren to me for these 9mths.
Michael Fong(sec 1/5): we've been frens for juz 3mths. in my impression, u're a hard-workin, strong, and intelligent gentleman. But u're quite rude and hao lian.
Xin Yi(1998): you've been a gd fren and a great help. You're very helpful but once in a whilevery annoying.
Liwen(6C) keep being moronic... stay dratty... smile always er... blah, blah,blah.
Chee kiat(1/5): U have indeed (been) a gd fren of mine, you have always treat me like a person and not animals. Truefully speaking, i been really sad since evan and KC had not treat me as a fren and giving me names which indeed hurt me very deeply... pls try to put a smile on ur face more oftenly...
Peter(1/5): You are a very nice guy, cause u let me play UNO(...), you are strong and very a very, very 'violent' person.(lolz...)
Wanni(6C): You are kind and friendly but a bit fierce(to me, i think so)
KC(1/5): Jeff's character is nice and kind, in this world we can seldom find. Although he is very violent, he's also intelligent.
LHM(6C): (written in chinese but translated by mi) since i know you, i found you very cheerful, but no guy's feng du(not being gentleman enough)
Rashidah(6C): stay cheerful & helpful. although i know ya for a short time, i noticed tat you are friendly.

tat's all from the autograph book... onli half left comments on mi in the book... other's juz wished mi passed PSLE... Well from the looks of it... it can be concluded tat... I'm 'violent', cheerful but doesn't smile alot, helpful but violent, strong but rude, intelligent but once again violent... mixed impressions... lolz... one thing i can say is i changed quite a lot since then... but that's juz the impression written in the atograph book... i still haven bring out the letters and greeting cards... its the past and i dun deny it...

Now its my turn to talk about myself... i'm quite a complicated person yet simple... complicated in thoughts but simple in actions... i can't really talked about myself in the past... and i dun think anyone will wanna noe as the present is more important...

sometimes i think too much about a problem and end up lying on the bed for 2hrs, couldn't get to slp... there are always alot of thoughts in my head.. trying to analyse wat's best to do and wat's not... u can sometimes find mi in thought and not focusing on things at hand...

i'm a very sensitive person(with a sensitive nose...) minor things can get mi all worked up... but not all things... problems like frens... why dun i have frens like others..? is there something wrong on my part...? questioning myself y i have such few(or doesn't even have) very close frens... maybe its the kind of person i'm tat brought about such situation... i can't help but blame myself...

i'm quite a shy person... doesn't know how to express my own feelings(especially love)... always keeping things to myself... tat's y i'm complicated and doesn't talk alot... not tat i dun wanna communicate with others... maybe others doesn't even wanna know wat i may wanna say... no point telling them... few ppl can really keep secrets... and i dunno how many of them are in my social circle... and tat's y my social circle is tat small... its not like i dun like to know more frens... being who i am... my frens are mainly those in my class... in badminton... frens of my frens... and those playing soccer together...

i'm quite easy going... if u wanna go to a place... and i'm free... i'll be willing to accompany u... but more often i always have problem finding ppl to accompany to go out... they are busy... have to accompany their gf/bf...need to study... i dun blame them... they have their own priorities... i dun... lolz... there's time to play and time to work... but most of the time i play... i treat the times with frens more important thant studying... so u can find mi asking ppl to go out rather than studying at home...

i treasure friendship very heavily... but my 'frens' may not have the same view... y...? maybe i dun have a relationship to treasure more with... as much as i wanna be in a relationship with a gal... its been hard to find... and i dun always make the 1st move(or shld i say i never made any 1st move)... its true tat i like a lot of gals... but them being a gf is another matter... i dun think i have very gd impression on gals... no style, not handsome, tall or rich... juz plain old mi... cool(maybe in a negative way)... doesn't talk much nor do i express myself well...
当局者迷，旁观者清。its better for others to judge mi rather than i said it myself... no one asked me to change for the better... even if did... its hard to change my personality after all these yrs... from a cheerful person in the past to a dull one now... haiz...

If these anything u wan mi to add... pls tell mi... no offence to those i quoted from... thankz for being my frens... really appreciate everything in life that u have bring to mi...

In part 2... u will find out more about the things i like to do... my favourites... and stuffs...

One More Chance (san ge hao ren) 

Matthew squashed daniel... 

Poll reached target...

The voting reach the magic number 8... and it took ard 2 weeks for that... hmm... quite saddening... shld i say... but a promise is still a promise... i'll write about myself when i'm free... maybe tml...

some updates... i scored quite badly for my prelims... GP get 36½/100... maths 29½/100... phys.. fail paper 1 and 3... so overall shld fail... econs... P1 22/30, P3 40½/75.. paper 2 think fail... maybe overall can pass...

bought the grad nite ticket... @ $40... hmm... prepared to pon sch starting this friday to start studying... tat's all...