Intruders...! caught red handed... Hq, Lam

Ying hui and Stef

Siew Yin and Jeff

Jef, Sharon & Kevin

SK. Jef 

Jun hong, Jef, Arthur Kok, Kevin

Mr Sia, Mr Lee, Jeff 

Justin, Jeff 

Jef, Kevin, Kai 

04S27 Class Photo 

Wei jian, Sk, Jun feng, Jef

Sk, Jef, Kevin, Dan, Matt 

Top 10 favourite/most visited Website

the order does not represent actual ranking...

1) Liverpool Official Website - its the 1st website i visit everytime i log in... LFC is my one and only soccer team i'll support... loyal... not like other ppl tat follows the players themselves...

2) Yahoo! Mail - i check my mail everyday... if i have the chance to log in... this is the 2nd site i visit... i also have the yahoo toolbar to notice me of any new incoming mails...

3) Sky Sports Football , TribalFootball & Soccernet - these are the places i get my daily dose of footballing news...

4) My own blog - next i'll visit my own blog... check for comments at the tagboard onli to be disappointed... coz onli few leave comments... the poll section also dun get much votes... after my blog i'll try to visit others... see if there's any new posts... which to my disappointment again... most juz update once or twice a week... some are even dead...

5) Neopets - yes... i'm still playing neopets... coz i'm kind of bored and there's not much games on my computer...

6) Forums - these are the places i get my downloads from... from hp applications to variety shows...

7) VitalSign - its a online multiplayer 1st person shooting game... i'm playing for free... coz they give 5 free life points daily... so i juz play with the free life points... 1 round per day...

8) Symantec - i try to get my anti-virus software updated daily... protect the computer from possible attacks...

9) Straits Times Interactive & CNA - other than reading the New Paper i buy daily... i'll also visit these 2 sites to get news when i got nothing else to do... lolz...

10) Crazy Cool Cute & Cruz Teng - these 2 blogs are by YES 933 DJs...

running out of websites to visit liao...

Upcoming events...

Notice: I NEED TO BORROW A DIGITAL CAMARA FOR FIRDAY'S GRAD NITE, COULD SOMEONE LEND MI....?

歌曲名称：圣诞结
所属专辑：七
所属歌手：陈奕迅

我住的城巿从不下雪 记忆却堆满冷的感觉
思念的旺季 霓虹扫过喧哗的街 把快乐赶得好远

*落单的恋人最怕过节 只能独自庆祝尽量喝醉
我爱过的人 没有一个留在身边 寂寞它陪我过夜

#Marry Marry Christmas Lonely Lonely Christmas
想祝福不知该给谁 爱被我们打了死结
Lonely Lonely Christmas Marry Marry Christmas
写了卡片能寄给谁 心碎的像街上的纸屑
Repeat * #

电话不接　不要被人　发现我整夜都关在房间
狂欢的笑声　听来像哀悼的音乐
眼眶的泪　温热冻结　望着电视里的无聊节目
瘫在沙发上　变成没知觉的植物
Repeat　# #

谁来陪我过这圣诞节

Its been an un-happening christmas days for mi... stucked at home for the eve and day... with nothing but the computer infront of mi... so boring... Then i realise tat i really lack something... a true fren... i think i mentioned it before... and i'm going to say it again...! indeed i have lots of 'frens' around mi... but who dare say they are my true frens...? i have no one to share my thoughts with... no one to talk with when in need... ppl say tat someday u will find someone... when...? where..? how...? why not now...? its a real painful wait...

time and time again i'm disappointed by the so-called frens for many reasons onli they know...

多想化成隐形的人，掩饰我伤痕
多想化成隐形的人，隐藏我的泪在翻滚

I'll also try to come up with a new thing tat help allow mi to post daily...(almost)... tat's the top 10 things blah blah blah... its once again to let ppl know more about mi...
here's one to start things with...

TOP 10 Do Nots/Will Nots/Am Nots...(排名不分先后)
1) I do not smoke and i will never smoke. I hate smokers and don't want to be a passive smoker. dun understand y ppl continue to smoke evn though they know the harmful effects it will bring to themselves and the ppl around them...

2) I dun gamble... as in buying 4D, TOTO, horse racing, soccer, etc.... however... chinese new year socialising is an exception... coz its once a yr where frens can have fun together...

3) I am not a racist... but some of my frens are...

4) I am not rich, tall, dark or handsome...

5) I do not like to be alone, tat's y i care alot about my frens...

6) I do not have any sister, but i do have a few 干妹妹(god xiao mei)...

7) I do not like to be lied to... in fact i hate it...

8) I do not like the feeling of being ignored... tat's wat i feel most of the time...

9) I do not eat most shell-type seafoods... eg. cockles, Mussels, Oysters...
scallops, crabs, lobsters are a different case...

10) I do not have a girlfriend... tat's pretty obvious... lolz...

err... this top 10 thingy seems hard to list out than thought at 1st... think 2-3 days do one then acceptable ba... haha... till the next time...

Merry, Merry Christmas... Lonely, Lonely Christmas... Being home alone is so bored... sms ppl also dun reply... no one planning any get together or wat... haiz... have fun ppl... in place of mi... 

Details of mobile plans...

Here's the breakdown of the possible mobile plans i'm going to subscribe...

----------------------Singtel ----------StarHub ------------M1
----------------------iOne Plus ------PowerValue 100 SunTalk 150
MonthlySubscription $25.20(U.P. $42) ---S$25.20 -------$25.20
out-going ------------100mins --------100 minutes -upto 150mins
-------------------------Free incoming all day
Free sms ------------500 ---------500(student +500more) --500

Data plan -----------Data Lite ------Gee! Value --------SunSurf 10
Subsription ----------$10.50 --------$5.25 -------------$10.50
(Monthly) ------------------------( U.P. : $10.50)
free bundled ---------$15.75 -------$20 -----------------5Mb
data
approx. data usage ---2.97Mb------ 6.25Mb
excess charge ------1.06¢ / 2KB --0.32 cents/kb -----5.3¢ / 10KB

Some things to take notice...
1) some ppl claim that M1 over-charge ppl in their bills... i also agree to some extend as my data plan was overcharge when the counter in my hp obviously didn't state tat i over-used...
2) Starhub has poorer reception..? however... its plan seems the most atrractive...
3) Singtel has great coverage, highest data transfer spd, but lousy data plan...

Poll result...

From the previous poll... i asked 'Who makes a better fren?'... and the result tie for gal fren, gay fren and animals/pets with 3 votes each... dun think everyone is serious about this poll...

For the new poll... i sincerely hope tat u would vote honestly... lolz... sound serious... but i wanna know whether i should make this change...

Should i sign a new mobile plan under my own name and get a new hp no. ...? (this is a multiple choice poll)
1) No.
-This current plan is M1's 1+1... $10 monthly excluding the caller ID and SunSurf 10 i subscribed to... therefore the minimum monthly bill will cost at $25... however... this plan quite sux la... $20 worth of talktime... plus a bare 300 sms to use... quite pitiful... the sunsurf gives ard 5Mb of GPRS usage... another disadvantage is tat this plan is under my father's name... anything such as claiming rewards, prizes and stuffs need my father's approval... so its kind of troublesome...

2) Yes.
- It will give mi the freedom when the plan is under my name... free incoming... at least 500 sms... however the price of the bill will go up to >$25... excluding the subscription of GPRS usage plan... problem is i still dunno which provider to sign up to...
a) M1 has this suntalk 150 for students...
b) Singtel has iOne Plus or Classic...
c) Starhub has PowerValue 100...

each got its pros and cons...

The past week and coming...

I've put a new backgrd picture.. and if u look carefully at the back grd of the pic itself... u can see the new colour of the wall of my room... i painted skyblue with white sponging effects... the re-painting of my house was completed yesterday also... Pls join the Yahoo! group 03s25... those from 03s25 can do it by click at the icon at the right-hand column... thankz...

last sunday... after soccer in the morning... went to orchard to sing k... after spending the whole of the week trying to call as many 2/5 ppl out for gathering... only 3 came... with another coming later after over-slping(as expected)... went to cine meet another fren whose working there... chat for a while, or should i say waited for a while before proceeding to the partyworld... sang from 2+ to 6pm... supposely to have dinner with more ppl... in the end...cancelled the whole thing... i dunno wanna say y as i'm not happy about it... tat's the problem organiser always face...
1) u get less than expected attendance
2) ppl start throwing around responsiblilties
3) when u dun plan something before hand... nothing will operate smoothly...

u can always lay out the whole planning 1st... then call the ppl... re-adjust details and u have a outing... but when u try to get everyone to meet then decide where to go or do things... yes.. it may work one way or another... but sometimes things may fall apart... it's nvr easy to be an organiser... tat's y i dun like to be one... i have the most contacts with ppl... but sometimes ppl juz dun cooperate or some other reasons... ppl wan to gather but dun one to organise for wat ever reasons... then i'm the one who always step in and try to get things done... now... i'm sick and tired of it... forget it...

juz bought my christmas cards yesterday... a total of 21 cards and 3-5 designs... i usually write to those who have impacted my life or a real nice fren... dun be sad if u dun receive one from mi... it meant the same from those received in the past few yrs... but i dun have everyone's address... so not all will get a card from mi... as usual... it will be a calligraphy written letter... although its tiring to write... its worth it... and this yr shall marked the 6 or 7th yr and the maybe the final time i'm going to write in calligraphy... NS is coming and i dun even noe where my A-lvl result will bring mi... with all those uncertainties... i've decided its time to end this tradition of mine... maybe temporary... maybe forever...

i'm still waiting for funds to buy my grad nite clothes... if u ppl see and nice ones and suit mi while u are shopping... let mi know... haha... but make sure its not expensive... thankz...

In the month of December...

In the next two weeks... i'll be busy looking out for jobs and hopefully(but sadly) start writing my last batch of christmas cards... this time it will be quite heavy loaded as i may write over 20 cards altogether... as it maybe the last time i write, hopefully i can get to thank all those ppl making wat's mi now...

after those... i need money to get a few things done...

firstly its the clothes for grad nite... blazer will not be cheap... also pondering whether to get the whole set of clothes or wear last yr's one... coz it will onli be the 2nd time i wear it, if i do....

then there's the new hair style i've been trying to get... guess i'll cut it short and juz do the styling or style it with the 'long' hair... anyone wanna be my hair stylist...?

hmm.. there won't be other things i can buy if i dun earn money... so i'll hold the horses 1st...

Who Wan Watch Harry Potter..?

I've won a pair of tickets to watch harry potter and the goblet of fire on 30th November, 7.15pm @ Orchard Cineleisure... who wan watch msg mi quick... its a wednesday night...

i won the ticket through M1's wap contest...

Disastrous A-level...

I think I'm gonna faced the 2nd worst disappointment in my life... the 1st being my failure to promote to jc2 smoothly... now... i face the prospect of retaining or unable to go uni or with a A-lvl cert tat brings u nowhere... you can say 'dun be so pessimistic la'... but i always prepare for the worst... i can only blame myself... i shouldn't have even come to JC in the 1st place...knowing that i'm more of a hands-on person rather than booksmart...

the most like paper i'll fail is maths and i already know more than enough tat no miracle will save it from getting a F... unless there's a huge moderation of 20marks and above...

both phy and econ was ok expect the MCQs... where i didn't really practise and most of the time was juz guessing the answer... all the papers i didn't managed to complete on time... lots of lost marks here and there to pile up to a hill... enough said... juz to mention... if i did badly after collecting my results in a few months time... my hp will be switched off... tat's an indication about my result...

wat i'm more interested now has nothing to do with A-lvl nor do i wan anything to do with it... there are quite i few things i'm gonna do and wanna do... lets get to it then...

1) watch harry potter and the goblet of fire(did tat juz now... under the worst condition ever... west mall's air-conditioning was down and the whole mall was stuffy and warm... but it was still a great movie... 5 Popcorns... could've ask for more details from the book but with onli 2½ hr... tat's already a good job by the director...)

2) Buy a PC for my own use... was planning for quite a while now... search for quite some time and finally went to ask for details at Harvey Norman... for my credit card... i can purchase a pc at 0% interest for 30mths... onli to discover that there's still the extended warrenty and it adds up the overall cost... pushing the installment to $70-$100... depending on wat PC i wanna buy... at 1st wanted to buy a PC with build-in TV tuner... so my parents can have the tv at my room(the tv is spoilt now, 8mths old... lousy brand Ichiban) but that model of PC($2399) is unavailable, leaving the $2799 one left... if i get tat one plus 5yr warrenty... my monthly installment will be at $100... tat's rather a huge burden...
another solution will be i keep the tv in my room(btw... i'm living at the former study-room, crampy...) and buy a <$2000 PC... or i can buy another tv with a cheap com... 3 choices... but i onli checked out the harvey norman store at west mall... so... i need to do more researching at other stores be4 making the final decision... so... ppl... help mi on the look out as well... if u spot at interest-free installment selling PC let mi know... thankz...

3) i need to find a job... preferbably one tat do not require standing for a long time or at all... coz my last job at hyatt's martini bar really punished mi alot... on my legs of course... i cannot ta-han such torture again... it feels like my ankle will break anytime soon... the pay and work hrs can be low and short respectively... that's the best scenario... to have flexible working hrs...

4) i need to get a new hair do and this time i'm gonna make sure its changed be4 grad nite on 30 dec at sun tec... if u can... recommend mi someone... or u wanna experiment my hair... let mi know... hahaha...

5) i think my room need a make-over... do some painting and re-organise the furnitures...

6) have fun...? some one pls organise parties for christmas and new yr... or organise some gatherings... at least do it after ur exams.... thanks...

7) christmas cards... hesitating whether to write... each yr the reply response is poor... ard 10-20% reply... though tat's not the point of mi write to them in the 1st place... but it really lights up my day when i receive cards from frens...

I'm such a FAILURE in maths... think i'm gonna fail it real bad... paper 1 was ok... but today paper 2 my mind was totally blank in stats... i think i'll have to kill myself... lolz... calculated tat i at most can get 20 marks for paper 2... haven't get back paper1 qn booklet... so cannot judge how much i can score...

like tat how to go university...!!!!??? i rushed to check out the criteria for uni admission... luckily u need at least passes in 2 'A' level subjects... so... i really need to score well for my other 2 subjects... including GP tml... less than 7 days to go... time i running out fast... haiz...

Dun expect to see mi frequently...

i'll be pushing myself to study these few days... anything juz sms mi... i wanna go either sing K or eat gd food this weekend... hope u ppl can grant mi this wish... let mi have some breathing space during this tough times...

these's a new poll going on... personally as a guy, i feel tat its veri hard to mi to find someone to talk to... guy frens are better at talking about sports, games and stuffs... emotional things not for them... or at least most of them...

err.. i think its better that i go back to study... if u wanna offer ur assistance.. sms mi...

周杰伦 十一月的萧邦

Jay's November's Chopin, juz collected it from popular this morning... 10 new tracks plus 2 bonus songs from Initial D, 飘移 和 一路向北。。。还有三首MV，夜曲，发如雪 和 一路向北。

The Album's backcover... 

The Calendar cards that comes with the purchase of the Album November's Chopin. For the year 2006, featuring pictures of Jay... 

Feb, Apr, Sep, Nov calendar cards 

Oct, Dec, Jun Aug's calendar cards... 

It might tickle ur funny bone..

Hmm... actually its football stuff... taken from pei fen's blog...

for soccer fans... its gonna be hilarious... non-soccer fans... u might find it interesting or funny...

Jose The Special One & Jose The Special One 2 check it out... have a fun or 2...

u might heard it from Class95... its produced by an irish radio station...

And here is the GIANT poster you will receive when you pre-order November's Chopin... 

Jay's new ablum... November's Chopin... juz went to the popular book store at JE MRT to pre-order it... $18.95... not sure if its cheaper else where...

Un-fruitful week...

couldn't get myself to study... but managed to read thru those chapters that are covered this yr... i've allocated each week for each subject... starting with phy... next week is econ... then is the practicing of maths in the last week...

BUT NOT... THE MSN IS GIVING MI PROBLEMS....!!!!! I CAN'T LOG IN WITH MY HAPPY_LFC account...!!!! everything also can't log in... even my vital sign account... so many things against mi... nobody to go to... haiz.... anything SMS mi... coz i doubt the bloody msn messenger will work again any time soon...

Jersey... enlistment...

Going to get my hands on this... hopefully soon...

Also.. juz receive letter from CMPB... My enlistment is on 9th March 2006, 8.30am... haiz... had to go thru PTP for a mth then BMT for 9 weeks... yet my PES is still stucked at PES B and pending for investigation... what can i do if i can't carry on with the training...? if i hurt myself and make my injuries worse, who am i to blame...? CMPB..? i told them my problem already... yet they dun treat it seriously... sending for torture... or is it..?

or should i blame tat bloody specialist...? he was the one that dun give a damn... it true that most ppl have flat foot... but not all suffer pains from it and i'm one of those suffering... its not fair that i get such treatment from these irresponsible doctors... but wat else can i do...? is it useful to inform the officers about my problem upon entering the camp...? will it help...? i dun wish to downgrade and get myself seriously injuried half-way thru a course... haiz....

Astro chart 

“Astro Chart”

Got this from Cruz.

Part of it is true... dunno which is the accurate one... the followings are picked... all from aquarius...

Sun is in 03 Degrees Aquarius.
You get bored with the status quo and are generally open to new things and ideas. An individualist and a free spirit, your friends are quite important to you as long as they do not try to tie you down by making too many emotional demands on you. Your thoughts are offbeat and you're a bit eccentric, but not always very changeable. As a matter of fact, you can be quite stubborn at times. Very fair-minded when dealing with large groups or broad issues, you are not always emotionally sensitive to the needs of individuals. Extremely objective, with good powers of observation, you would be qualified to study technical and complicated subjects, like science, computers or maybe even astrology.

Venus is in 04 Degrees Aquarius.
You are a friendly and outgoing individual, but close relationships are difficult for you to maintain due to your fear that they will cause you to lose your freedom. You attract friends and associates who are exciting, different and sometimes a bit odd. You are popular with others and enjoy working within a group toward group goals.

Jupiter is in 23 Degrees Aquarius.
Your personal growth occurs when you have the freedom to do things in new and interesting ways -- this brings out your natural inventiveness. You are an individualist, but you are also attracted to mass movements that emphasize social betterment and you will devote much time and energy to their efforts. Very fair- minded and objective, you have extraordinary skills at organization and administration.

Getting to know mi more...(part 3)Final series

It's getting a little draggy to most... one might wonder how i get so much time blogging instead of burying myself behind the books... who cares... though i'm not confident of scoring straight As... i'm sure gonna try my best absorbing in the next 3 weeks...

i seems to forget wat i wanted to blog about...

let's start with my wishes...
1) Obviously is finding the partner of my life...(where are you?)
2) hopefully can get a gd enough grade for A-lvl to get into uni...
3) getting a computer in my room...
4) getting my bike repaired... the wheels are spoilt...(old bike)
5) more wishes to come as i get older... lolz...

Wat i like to do?
1) I like to take photos... on sceneries... the skies... the sun... the sea... beautiful moments...
2) i like to watch variety shows... those that make mi laugh my hearts out... Guess³... Shi zi lu kou... etc...
3) cooking... for myself to eat... though it may not taste tat gd...
4) watching cooking shows... yan can cook ...etc... so i can learn to cook more things...
5) watching soccer with frens...
6) playing games/sports with frens...
7) go k box and sing my heart out...
8) going out... anywhere but home... nothing much i can do at home... but can go anywhere without frens... furthest i went is singapore expo along... try the food fair... then there's orchard...
9) nothing beats the time together with frens... i love being with frens... but dun seems to get the same from frens... i love going out... but dun always get the chance to do so... ppl may think i'm crazy... always thinking about going out and neglecting my studies... but i'm an outgoing person... i love to go out and be with frens... but frens of mine always have their own business at hand... haiz... thus making mi the lonely self i am...

Mentally/ psychologically - i strongly believe that you never the actual results until u try... if u dun try and see the end result... u can nvr know wat will happen... i can say that i'm quite strong mentally... not easily beaten by failures... or shld i say there isn't any failure tat has beaten mi yet... on the other hand... u can say that i look on the bright side more than the 'Dark side'... cheerful rather than glum... but i can worrying about things too much at times... forcing mi to stay awake for an hour or so... so until the problem is solved.. i wouldn't be able to slp well...

Appearance - i'm not handsome... not smart... not stylish... not tall... not fit... not slim... not tanned/dark... i'm nobody... i like to wear a cap... seldom see a smile on my face... some think its cool... some think i act cool...

Physcially - i can't say that i'm fit... u can't expect a person that hasn't been having PE for 2 yrs to be fit as a bull rite..? lolz... the most is i go play soccer with the guys... tat's all the exercise i can get... sort of weekly training... which is quite insufficient... moreover.. i'm medically unfit as well... my flat foot is the culprit... i can't do intense exercise such as running... or even standing/walking for prolonged period of time.. if not my legs will hurt for hours... from knees to shin to ankle to foot...
BUT... i still consider myself ok... i still can sprint or run after buses... lolz... coz i'm doing as many walking as i can...

Sports - i can play also any sports... except water sports... coz no chance to try... other than tat... i'm a all-rounder... i think the 1st sport i started would be bicycle... then badminton... then my pri sch frens intro mi to play basketball and soccer... got quite a few frens in b-ball team and soccer... at that time i can't even shoot the basketball and always rush to the basketball court be4 and after sch to play with my frens... then it was soccer... always play at the defence... nvr given chance to play attacking role... until sec sch... where i get more chances..

then it was table tennis.... played with my father when young... those more pro ones can beat mi easily... next would be swimming... intermediate course in pri sch and bronze in sec sch... tat's the cert i earned... then tere was a time when i nearly got drowned... at sentosa resort(think its shangri la hotel now)... jumped into the pool not noe-ing how to swim... onli my father was nearby but i sort of paddle myself back to the side unknowingly... managed to try tennis once at anton's place... i sux at tat...

not forgetting Bowling... started at pri 6... with the score of 60+... slowly getting my average to above 100 in sec sch... now my highest score is 183 or so... need to get a couple of games under my belt be4 i can get my form back... i'm a straight hitter that packs quite an amt of power... also tried my hands on softball, beach volleyball and floorball/hockey... mainly understanding of the game...

Gaming - was at 1st introduced to the world of computer lan gaming by jaren and frens in sec sch... playing counterstrike and worldcraft... but i started with Diablo during pri sch... playing at home... then there's diablo 2... fifa... neopets... Gunbound... and now Vitalsign... and many more... too much game to say it all out... i can say that i would admit defeat easil in gaming...

Getting to know mi more...(part 2)

The not so much eagerly awaited part 2(at least to other ppl) is here... lolz.. along the way... i'll add some "Did you know" section about mi...

Let's start with My Favourites...
Wat i like to do with my free time - Actually i kind of like cooking... if there's no food... i'll juz find anything from the fridge to cook up a meal... i also like to watch those cooking show... after watching... i may buy the necessary things and try cooking them...
Past times - soccer... gaming... going movie(usually alone), k box... rotting at home...
Food - not much preferences... but love to eat tasty and gd food, but no one wanna go try with mi...
Hobbies - I collect movie ticket snubs... more than 30++ liao... i also used to collect phone cards... and pooh bears and those mac soft toys... now older liao dun collect liao...
football club - Liverpool
celebrities - Twins(hk)... after their Twins Effect 2 movie... started to like them.. bought their 1st chinese album... d/l those variety shows they been on to watch... Gillian is the more pretty one... charlene is the cuter one... but i like gillian more... lolz...
countries - none... the furthest i travelled is Gu Kok of malaysia... looking forward to oversea trips for own pleasure rather than NS purpose...

juz a recap if none of u read the 1st part... I loved badminton since young... wanted to become a policeman... lack smiles... 'violent'... limited social circle... treat friends as an important thing in life...

Part 2 - My life is like a sea... initally... its peaceful... but once in a while... the storm will kick in and wreck everything... wat are the storms...? there was one incident where i started playing games from teletext(from tv)... and came the huge phone bills... amounted in a few hundred dollars... got beat up by my other badly...

Next one would be the retaining during JC1... it was quite the lowest pt in my life... but i still live my life as usual... living through it with a cheerful attitude... rather than being bothered by it... quite a turning pt in life as i drifted further away from some frens... but shld have been more hardworking... there were already signs showing tat failure will soon come sooner or later... during upper sec... my A-math was a totally CMI(cannot make it)... onli after being with my frens to do all those other sec sch prelim papers then i managed to pass my a-math at O-lvl with C6... however... my chem got D7... thereby limited my choices of course during JC... also... my overall O-lvl grade onli got 20... luckily i get 16 for prelim and stayed at JJ during 1st 3mth and 4bonus pts... if not i won't have meet my frens in JJC...

Did You KNow - some my suspect.. i was in TAF club in pri sch... though there's still a spare tyre hanging around my waist... i'm much fitter going into sec sch... managed to get 3 gold during NAFA...

Each period in life i have few best frens... during primary sch days... my best fren was Lim Hui Min... a boy living at the semi-Terrace in BP area... was a classmate in lower pri... went into badminton team together... thus became gd frens... went to his hse often to play his Playstation... and i mean often... lolz... 1 week at least once... a really good fren though dunno whether he felt the same for mi...

Next will be Peter Ho... classmates since sec 1... really nice person.. also went into the CCA NPCC together... play and work together... he's hardworking... our class boys always play games after soccer... be it basketball or soccer... rain or shine... those were happy times tat's hard to recover... we looked after each other during NPCC... until i have to take my leave from NP...

Did You Know - i quit NPCC after sec 2... reasons was that it clashed with my badminton practice... initially thought that NP was onli on sat... but they add training to friday as well... thus affecting my badminton sessions... i had to make a choice and my love for badminton stood stronger than NPCC...

Then came the TAN Brothers... in lower sec... there were this 3 frens... with the same surname... became brothers... play and go out together... Jaren and Evan were the other 2... alway go each others hse and play 3 men soccer... sometime got additional company... go each other house and play com... during CNY... went each others hse to collect ang bao and divide equally among us... lolz... those were the days la... now no more... divided we are... they have there own companies to be with...

mi..? veri hard to find my frens... msg them(those sec sch frens)... their reply always say went there yesterday... dun wan... going out later... blah blah blah... dun wanna go out with mi juz say la... its not like the first time i've been rejected... it has always been the case with u guys... haiz...

did you know - I like music since young... it started out when i juz lie on the floor and listening to the radio from outside of my brother's room... the door was closed, so listening through the gap.. since then... i was ask to join the choir in pri sch... but went to speech and drama by mistake... so end up in badminton instead... since then... my voice went rough... can't hit any high pitch unless using 'fake voice'(jia yin)...

I really dunno wat more to say... though u may say there's someone reading this post... who...? 2ppl..? 3..? 5...? is that all...? i have so few frens..? wat's wrong with mi...? u ppl dun understand mi...? i'm different...? no one will understand mi totally... or even go near... I'm too introvert... not like i'm not willing to share... who can i share...? who cares...? dun cheat urself that u are willing to hear wat i say... its no use... there's really not much ppl i can rely on these days... not even 1 dare i say...

tell mi la...? wat's the point of blogging..? if ppl really care about u... they will give u a call... send sms... or even msg u in msn... why do they have to resort to reading other ppl's blog to get information about u...? i'm so sick and tired of the loneliness i've been feeling all the time... if there anything u wan mi to post... TELL MI...!

Getting to know mi more...(part 1)

Name: Jeff Tan(dunno my full name ask mi urself... lolz...)

D.O.B: 24/01/86( considered my self quite old liao...)

Address: Jurong East, near IMM...(some still think tat i live in CCK area becoz i came from CCKSS... but tat was the past... i lived in Teck Whye... happy times there... haiz... but moved on to JE after my PSLE... which was quite of sad considering all my frens living near sec sch and i need to travel further to get back home...)

Hmmm.. really dunno how to start... so much to say yet it may bored readers... from the comments of the last long post... its seems tat i may need to make this a 2 part series... lolz... "The Making Of Jeff Tan"... sounds like a documentary...

Part 1...

My ASPIRATION - since young... i've always been looking forward to being a POLICE... maybe it was to much of TV or something... they are always tat righteous and fighting to save other ppl... tat's wat i tot went i was young...

then there came BADMINTON... still the love of my life even though i consider myself retired after all the injuries i had... when i was young... my family played badminton quite alot... booking court at CCK CC on wkends, playing from 8-10pm... tat was my 1st contact of the sport...from then on... i sort of liked the game enough to trial for sch team during pri 3... (btw my 2 elder brothers, father and aunts was those playing in the family... they had influenced me to start playing...) lucky enuff for mi... i was the last person to be selected from the potential pool of players... at tat time... my skills were not developed... juz mere stroking play and serving... now... i noe the game play quite well but really lacked a strong development stage when i was young... if not i would have accomplished my dream of becoming a national badminton player...

but no regrets... i still managed to become sch player from pri to JC... from Captain in pri(becoz they ask capt to take drinks... my mates ask mi go take... hehehe) to vice capt in sec(i was considered the best player in the sch team... though there are other players better than mi tat joined other CCA... and i'm not into the admin stuffs... to the vice capt title was fair enuff for mi...) then there's juz the mere-boarder-line player i was in JC...(due to lacked of proper training in sec, and lousy teacher-in-charge, my standard couldn't be further developed...) then i stop playing abruptly due to injuries... hence i retired myself from this sports... FORM is temporary, CLASS is permenant...

What kind of person am i...? - hmm... lets quote some from the autograph book i used to let ppl write in pri 6 and lower sec...

Jun Hao(pri 6C): You have been a helpful and gd fren to me for these 9mths.
Michael Fong(sec 1/5): we've been frens for juz 3mths. in my impression, u're a hard-workin, strong, and intelligent gentleman. But u're quite rude and hao lian.
Xin Yi(1998): you've been a gd fren and a great help. You're very helpful but once in a whilevery annoying.
Liwen(6C) keep being moronic... stay dratty... smile always er... blah, blah,blah.
Chee kiat(1/5): U have indeed (been) a gd fren of mine, you have always treat me like a person and not animals. Truefully speaking, i been really sad since evan and KC had not treat me as a fren and giving me names which indeed hurt me very deeply... pls try to put a smile on ur face more oftenly...
Peter(1/5): You are a very nice guy, cause u let me play UNO(...), you are strong and very a very, very 'violent' person.(lolz...)
Wanni(6C): You are kind and friendly but a bit fierce(to me, i think so)
KC(1/5): Jeff's character is nice and kind, in this world we can seldom find. Although he is very violent, he's also intelligent.
LHM(6C): (written in chinese but translated by mi) since i know you, i found you very cheerful, but no guy's feng du(not being gentleman enough)
Rashidah(6C): stay cheerful & helpful. although i know ya for a short time, i noticed tat you are friendly.

tat's all from the autograph book... onli half left comments on mi in the book... other's juz wished mi passed PSLE... Well from the looks of it... it can be concluded tat... I'm 'violent', cheerful but doesn't smile alot, helpful but violent, strong but rude, intelligent but once again violent... mixed impressions... lolz... one thing i can say is i changed quite a lot since then... but that's juz the impression written in the atograph book... i still haven bring out the letters and greeting cards... its the past and i dun deny it...

Now its my turn to talk about myself... i'm quite a complicated person yet simple... complicated in thoughts but simple in actions... i can't really talked about myself in the past... and i dun think anyone will wanna noe as the present is more important...

sometimes i think too much about a problem and end up lying on the bed for 2hrs, couldn't get to slp... there are always alot of thoughts in my head.. trying to analyse wat's best to do and wat's not... u can sometimes find mi in thought and not focusing on things at hand...

i'm a very sensitive person(with a sensitive nose...) minor things can get mi all worked up... but not all things... problems like frens... why dun i have frens like others..? is there something wrong on my part...? questioning myself y i have such few(or doesn't even have) very close frens... maybe its the kind of person i'm tat brought about such situation... i can't help but blame myself...

i'm quite a shy person... doesn't know how to express my own feelings(especially love)... always keeping things to myself... tat's y i'm complicated and doesn't talk alot... not tat i dun wanna communicate with others... maybe others doesn't even wanna know wat i may wanna say... no point telling them... few ppl can really keep secrets... and i dunno how many of them are in my social circle... and tat's y my social circle is tat small... its not like i dun like to know more frens... being who i am... my frens are mainly those in my class... in badminton... frens of my frens... and those playing soccer together...

i'm quite easy going... if u wanna go to a place... and i'm free... i'll be willing to accompany u... but more often i always have problem finding ppl to accompany to go out... they are busy... have to accompany their gf/bf...need to study... i dun blame them... they have their own priorities... i dun... lolz... there's time to play and time to work... but most of the time i play... i treat the times with frens more important thant studying... so u can find mi asking ppl to go out rather than studying at home...

i treasure friendship very heavily... but my 'frens' may not have the same view... y...? maybe i dun have a relationship to treasure more with... as much as i wanna be in a relationship with a gal... its been hard to find... and i dun always make the 1st move(or shld i say i never made any 1st move)... its true tat i like a lot of gals... but them being a gf is another matter... i dun think i have very gd impression on gals... no style, not handsome, tall or rich... juz plain old mi... cool(maybe in a negative way)... doesn't talk much nor do i express myself well...
当局者迷，旁观者清。its better for others to judge mi rather than i said it myself... no one asked me to change for the better... even if did... its hard to change my personality after all these yrs... from a cheerful person in the past to a dull one now... haiz...

If these anything u wan mi to add... pls tell mi... no offence to those i quoted from... thankz for being my frens... really appreciate everything in life that u have bring to mi...

In part 2... u will find out more about the things i like to do... my favourites... and stuffs...

One More Chance (san ge hao ren) 

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