Monday, August 29, 2005

Letter worked... to a certain extend...

Had a talk with the V.P today... blah blah blah... telling mi that he asked my teacher to tone down as this is not the period to carry out her usual Offensive, Abusive and Terrorising methods of teaching... its onli 2 more months to A-level... Got the shocker of the week... she's going to retire only in NOVEMBER... wazzup...!!!! had i not asked... the whole class would have tot tat she's gone after prelim... but nooo.... she's gonna chase us all the way till A-lvl...

the V.P also forced mi to make a decision by this wednesday... if really wanna be excuse for self study... u have to apply for study leave... tat will cover all lessons and u will be excused from coming to school... but ur attendance will be marked absence all the way till end of sch and it will be reflected in ur A-lvl cert... this imply tat my future employer will be asking mi why i absence myself from sch for so many days...

but i defer... ain't employer more interested in ur degree or diploma cert rather than ur a-lvl one... moreover, there will be a note on the cert tat the absence is due to a request by parents... so not so much harm done... but my mother heard tat she will need to go down to give reasons why i wanna take study leave... she dun wan it anymore... so... this choice is all but over...

furthermore... the V.P also say tat if my teacher use anymore abusive languages again... tell tat straight to him and he will give a warning to her... thereby tarnish her record as a teacher even though she's retiring in november... how i wish tat day will come soon... lolz... seriously... i will not hold back if she make any wrong move...

she mentioned be4 tat if us, students, dun wan to be bothered by her anymore... can write letter the her telling her that... so... maybe i will take tat option if i'm being forced to do so...

another option is given by the P... the sch will be giving us a 2 week studying week juz be4 the A-level and our attendance will be maked present even if we dun go sch... by the P add on tat if we need extra self studying time... we can write letter asking to do so with no questions asked... tat's great... but u have to noe tat between the end of prelim and start of the 2 week off... there's 5 weeks of sch left... so... i doubt the P will give us such a long period of extra self study week... at most 1 or 2...

if circumstances force mi... i may write in to miss her lessons... then apply for extra study weeks... tat will be the most desirable case... but the extra studying week will be a muz for mi... guess i still have to bear with her for 2 more mths... haiz..

Friday, August 26, 2005

a turn around in health... for the worse...?

Juz came back from the doctor... was suppose to seek medication for cough/sore throat and flu/block nose/sneezing problem... but as the doctor did a more thorough check... she found tat my lungs may not be working well as the 'flammes',err... those white/yellow things tat's stuck on ur throat... making u uncomfortable..., are blocking my air way,or shld i say wind pipe...

this situation may make my condition worse into asthma if it does not improve... sian½... tat's like another blow since i discover i got flat foot... now it made mi more unfit for NS and future looks bleak... for my sporting days...

wat's up with my body mechnism...? something missing...? something not functioning well...?
if it does not improve i may need to go for x-ray for my lungs... get some reports for the NS... down grade my PES again...? haiz...

Thursday, August 25, 2005

Not quite i anticipated... but effective...

As most of u noe... my previous post was about mi retaliating against unfairness, from my teacher... after writing letter to the principle... i was anticipating a meeting session with him... but it nvr came...

from the looks of today's econ tutorial... it seems tat tat old one had a chat with the principle... cause her temper was down... not so much of shouting going on... no more knocking... it was the best and most peaceful lesson ever...!!! u guys have to thankz mi for tat man... lolz...

actually it may also be due to teacher's day tat's coming round the corner... but who cares... i can start on new topics for my blog liao... haha... no more torture... no more suffering.. time for a better life and better preparation for my coming exam....

Friday, August 19, 2005

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH... I'LL NOT TOLERATE ANYMORE OF THIS ABUSE...!!!

As the title suggest... i will not accept being at the receiving end of anymore abuse from tat devil...! never in my life have i been discriminated, scolded, abused, shouted at...etc... some many times by a single teacher alone...! i'm not punching bag of urs and u have no damn right to treat a student like tat, moreover i not tat bad of a student...

by monday, i will have typed out a letter to the principle stating tat i will quit her damn class no matter wat... my decision is set and not even my parents will change it...

i've been through insults after insults... tolerating everything she threw at me ever since i was in her class, now she have crossed the boundaries, she crossed the damn line of my tolerance...! let mi tell u wat she did today... at first, she started out ok when she came to class... nothing wrong... we were starting on qn 3 of our tutorial8... then she started asking qns... after a few... no one dared to answer, or should i say no one got the answer... standing infront of mi... she demanded an answer from mi... i gave her one...

BUT she got worked up and knocked my folder, ten-year-series and notes to the ground...! WTH...! my answers are not wrong but juz skipped a step yet she yelled at mi...! wat's wrong...? can't she ask for mi to tell her the missing step...? is there a need to knock my things to the floor...? and i tell u ppl... this is not the first time she knock my things to the floor... and she knock at the tables of other students, her our table... the whiteboard... and everything tat's in her sight...!

No.. i didn't blow my top... i waited to see her next action and she damn walked away from the scene of action... no sorry... no picking up of my things and no remorse, shld i add... she continue with the teaching with my things on the floor... i did not pick it up immediately as i was too furious... onli when i needed my notes did i pick up everything one by one...! and i can tell u tat tat will be the last time i'll do such things... thus leading to my final action of writing to the principle...

so wat if its onli a few weeks from prelims... 2 more mths from A-lvl... she's done teaching the syllabus and doing the revision now... do u think i can carry on like nothing have happened..? no damn way... so wat is i dun command respect as a student...? i'm a human and juz tat i shld deserve respect as a human.. but no... i dun think she even regard us as humans... do u think i care much about CA results or common test results...? wat i care more is to prepare myself from the A-lvl rather than scoring well for these tests... take my promo yr for example... i failed my econ for 2 of the common test but i still managed to get B grade overall... y...? cause i scored for my promo paper which pushed up the overall score... if u think tat's juz luck wait and see my A-lvl be4 u place ur judgement...!

over these 2 yrs with her as CT and econ teacher... many classmates of mine suffered... especially the retainees... wat's ur problem...? retainees ain't humans..? y do u treat us will discrimination rather than normal students...? " Jun hong, do u think after 4yrs studying in JC u can do better than others..? ...and Kevin, do u think after 3yrs of studying in JC u can do better...?" every lesson without fail she will called kevin to answer qns, tat's not a problem but the frequency is too high as compared to other students in the class... there's onli Kevin in class izzit...? even when he did his work, he will be accused of 'never do ur work huh...!?'

wat's wrong of taking MC...? no one will take MC for fun and for no reason... if i dun see doctor and solve my problem, u wan mi to wait till A-lvl then get sick again izzit..? even the principle say tat lets put last years late coming a past... this yr we'll start anew... but everything wanna scold ppl for coming late my name will juz pop out... wat's her problem... who nvr late be4... is there a need to marked mi tat for life...?

wat about other student...? they are not retainees... but when they make mistake or answer wrongly... y didn't i see the same treatment as the retainees get...? and her tone is damn different... dun think tat u are a senior and respect economic teacher u can throw ur temper anyway u like... u also make mistake why dun i hear sorry from u...? too big shot...? so wat if u are retiring..? u have no damn right to throw ur weight at as... and i can tell u tat i'm no push over... by hook or by crook this is going to the principle...

sue mi la... let's see in court who's more deserving...

Wednesday, August 17, 2005

Updates...

as previously mentioned... this yr grad nite will be away from the sch... but it will not be at any hotels... coz the P let the cat out of the bag tat it will be held at SUNTEC CITY... lolz... tat's way better than at sch la.... lolz...
hmmm... tat means i need to buy suit to wear liao... sian½... lolz.. this prom nite will also be like a passing us(the j2) over to the alumni and prize presentation... 1 stone kill 3 birds... as the P said...

all the mock tests la.. time practises... self practises are getting into full swing... starting on thursday... econ essay test on international trade kicks things off... friday there's econ DRQ...
next week monday and wed is maths mock paper... gp also coming soon...

3 odd weeks more till prelim... then the A-lvl is like less tha 80 days... haiz...

phy lect now go into revision... but tutorial still doing nuclear phy...
maths starting revision liao...

econ also starting revision... but T still dun wanna say when she leaving... sian... think after she marked our prelim papers or so... she's like starts to scold ppl at every opportunity la... raising her CMI voice... scolding ppl using her new formed words... eg. Half-Idiots(think she read too much harry potter and the half blood prince), dummbies, bloody fool, bloody idiot... etc... even students are writing tat teachers are giving us discouraging comments, when asking to write survey, at such a critical point of time near A-lvl... i dun think she will give any damn to care and continue her own style since she's retiring...

i think after wat the P said today about teachers giving discouraging comments to students... she give hell to us students in retaliation la... like she give a damn about us like tat... she even scolded the VP be4 la... wat else u think she not dare do... for instance... she ask JH, u think after 4 yrs in JC u can do better than the others...? KEVIN..!(she like to shout his name) do u think after studying for 3 yrs here u can do better than the others..?

u ppl comment la... got such teacher tat always bring out the negative of person infront of everyone meh..? come on... give mi ur comments... i wan ur replys...

Saturday, August 13, 2005

National Day week...

The week started off with the sch celebrating national day with the usual boring sports carnival... stand there on the track sing song hear speech... then proceed to the grand stand and my house got the far end again, where our shelter is neglected again... then watch the sports go on... too boring to start and watch... hence most of the time walking around... after being dismissed... went to causeway point planning to catch a movie... but was discouraged by the huge crowd from nearby sch... hence decided to go eat seoul garden which was quite filling... after tat kevin went to buy a headphone( for quiet, secret watching of tv) and i bought a sunglass... tat's monday...

tuesday - wanted to go Carnival@marina... but no one was available to accompany mi go... so sian... so went out to study at mac...

wed - slack at home the whole day.. using the computer... these days can't really commit myself to studying at home... think need to go out then can study... i dun dun mean in sch... sch is the worst place for mi to study... too many bad memories... too bad an environment...

thurs - tat's went to tormenting starts... maths tutorial... 2 breaks... most used it to study for maths test after the break... but i went on to finish my econ DRQ... the math test abit cmi... but still think can pass... then there was another break be4 the horrible econ lesson... somebody was chased out of class again for conspiracy with his father and repeated cheating and lying... tat heats up the damn mood of "T-who-muz-not-be-named"... not tat i'm scared of her or wat... i dun give a damn to call her... my answers to her questions have always been on top of my voice to show her i'm no push overs like the others... pick on me la..!

the 'creater of words' continue her foul mood... picking on yu shi and matt... those ppl who cannot answer her questions will feel here wrath... those who can ans...? they also kanna as well... cause they also stumbled with words when 'you-noe-who' ask them questions... she end up releasing us late for phys lesson for 10min... then she took the break time for extra lesson... picking on ppl again... asking students for answer but doesn't give them the chance to finish their sentence... she juz cut rite in and say tat u r wrong... how can a person ans correctly if he can't even finish wat he was trying to say...? then she release us late... again... for GP... but the time i reach home near 5pm liao... but was suppose to go GP from 4-6... no pt... cause i passed tat paper 1...

friday - day started out on the wrong side again... coz it was econ... mood as shaky as ever... and matt again was at the wrong side of it... scold and nag and scold and nag... tat's wat she's best at... and she released us late for phys again..! and she set extra lesson again..! wat's wrong with her sia...

she kept saying tat we are the worst batch of students and we r her last batch as well... she kept scolding us is for our own sake... she's sick and tired of teaching us... gd la... why make urself sick and tired ...? might as well quit now... save ur own suffering... keep on complaining about us and yet continue to do so... ironic... dun even have a basic respect for us... not like i care anything from her... i bet she dun treat us as human... say if we are her children she will beat us up... no wonder we dun hear tat she have any children... maybe all die from her beating... lolz...

no offence to anyone... if there are similarity, its juz pure coincidence... pls do not sue mi...

Monday, August 08, 2005

My injury... my pain... my life...(part2)


my other injuries tat my flatfoot causes... can't understand why flatfoot causes so much problem to my legs... other than the previously mentioned ankle injury...

sole pain - after standing for long period of time.. be it 10... 20mins or even longer... the pain will start to develope at the sole area of my foot... normally ppl's foot will have an arc... but mine it close to being flat... hence flatfoot... as i dun have the arc... the ligaments will be stretched and strained... causing pain in tat arc area... and not juz tat area... my heel also starts to hurt due to long standing hours...

during my december holiday work... standing for more than 6hours non stop brings about great damage... everyday after i went home... i had to rub my foot and ankle with cream to ease the pain... 2 weeks into working... the pain was being too unbearable... hence i decided to end my work 1 week be4 the agreed day... which quite displeased the boss... but who care... i gave another reason of i need to catch up on my work instead of saying tat the pain in my leg was preventing me to carry on working anymore...

knee pain - another problem i discover recently was that i have problem trapping water while swimming and i have difficulty kicking my leg in the pool... the pain was from my knees, which i have strangely forgotten which knee it was... actually i found this problem while i was at OBS during sec3... while swimming in the quarry pool... i felt pain in my knee... luckily i have the life jacket on... if not i could have been at the bottom of the quarry now... the instructor say tat its some knee cartiledge problem or something... i tried asking a polyclinic doc about it but he didn't give any reason for the pain... so i carried on with my life...

until recently... the pain resurface either i stand for too long a period of time or when i am walking a long distant, or walking at a pace... these also somehow strained my shin area... tat i got the sensation tat my shin area's muscle is being locked... feeling tightness, stressing the muscle...

haiz... all these problems... all these injuries... all these pains... how am i going to survive NS...? my frens tell mi to downgrade immediately when i first get into tekong... maybe i'll juz do tat... if not i'm going to have a veri tough time in NS and risk being out of course halfway... but now i'm still wanting for my grading as i'm PES B with pending of medical inspection and report by NS... we'll see how it goes...

my fitness now...? i haven't been training, or going to PE lessons for ard 1½ yrs... obviously my stamina have dropped significantly... u can't expect to do any running now as my flatfoot problems will arise minutes into running... however... i recently tried to get some pull-ups under my belt... from struggling to get 3 to making 5... tat's still a way short of my record of 11-12 pull-ups 2-3yrs ago...

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My injury... my pain... my life...(part1)


this is a pic of an ankle getting sprained... and it happened to mi like at least twice a mth... and it can happen to both of my leg... how come...? cause of my flatfoot... as shown in the picture, when it gets sprained like tat... it hurt the ankle ligaments... for mi... i dun even noe if my ligaments were torn or not... as the injury doesn't even have enuff time to recover since its re-injuried many time over...

why like tat...? i dun even noe... i onli discover this problem during my 1st yr in jc when my foot got sprained tat serious to go visit a doctor whom ask mi to approach the polyclinic to get reference to the specialist at NUH... which the specialist doctor himself doesn't give a damn about it and doesn't provide solutions to my problem...

how do i get myself injuried so often...? well... so pathment and road are uneven... especially field with uneven soil erosion... which my my leg more prone to getting sprained... though its veri painful when getting the sprained... but after walking on with the pain... it will ease a little but i think the damage is done permenantly... seems like the ankle portion is swollen and when u rubbed it, it still hurts...

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Sunday, August 07, 2005


the guys... zh, pak, kj(blocked by door), jh and wm(kicking the door close while i was trying the take the pic) Posted by Picasa

wm, kj(taking a nap), pak and jh Posted by Picasa

hq taking a quick bite, li ling and amy... Posted by Picasa

Visit to K-box...

met up with a couple of former jc frens to go k-box... a a belated birthday celebration for hq and amy... supposed to meet at 9.45pm at jec... went there saw kj, wm and zh waiting... then the rest slowly turns up... amy.. hq... li ling.. pak.. yew... xindy.. stef.. jh...

started out by playing pool... cause undecided whether to start k-box as the time slot is 7-12 or 12-closing... hmm... however... the pool onli lasted 2 games... as the others went to open the rooms for singing... and the rooms were side by side... with li ling, amy, yw mostly at 1 room... while mi, wm and hq at the other... the others juz drift here and there between the rooms... xindy couldn't make it as there's regulation from her hostel... guess stef accompany her...

really sang my heart out... or shld i say my lungs and throat... the room i was in was like an oldies night... full of songs from the past... 5-10-15 years back... bringing back those memories... the other room was more of a balance of different songs i guess... yw and kj went home early... ad we sang from ard 10pm rite till 3am... each playing $26... but seems well worth the money this time... ended the session with 4 straight LINKIN PARK's songs... and my throat was already CMI...

after tat everyone went back to their own home except pak... lolz.. locked out by his own mom... went to wm's hse for a while until the dawn breaks be4 going home i guess...

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Outside ChinaBlack

Weekly updates...

Mi...? i dun think have anything about myself to update... same old mi... last saturday went out with wj, pak and pw to look for presents... in the end onli got hq's... y onli his...? u ask them la... lolz... went into a shop selling men's top... wj bought 2, and we got 1 for hq... then linger at taka for quite a while... went to kino... see here see there...

then they called hq to go clubbing... when he came... went to eat dinner at Subway... which wasn't tat nice... expect it to be tastier... cause everything is cold even the meat... then end up with stomach upset... lolz... after tat i and pw went to hyatt's mazza9 bar... see the old ppl there...

after tat went clubbing at ZHONG GUO HEI, china black... which i have regretted... though its a first experience, it sux.. cause i'm not tat kind of person to go clubbing... so many ppl squeezing at the center and show ur moves... lesson learnt...

SCHOOL update...
prelim starting at the 1st week of term 4... tat's 2 weeks earlier than u ppl taking it last yr... as the teacher, mr tan say, 2 solid months of revision... 1 during mid aug to mid sept.. the other is oct to nov.... not sure whether its good or bad...

the new 2million dollar building will be ready for use in feb 2006... then the P today do alot of crapping today... during assembly.... took 20min... say got ppl spreading at ' ICR'... which is IRC... tat JJ onli got 20% qualify for UNI.... the P say not truth... as a matter of fact... 90% qualified last yr... who cares... then we r the 4th JC to have IEP, integrated elective program, some elective subject studying...

during 1st lesson after the P's talk.... mr tan, our phy teacher nag at us again... talked to us about how china and india ppl can beat us flat even with their 2nd rated top students... then left himseld with onli 10min for doing tutorial... econs was interrupted halfway by fire drill, lolz...

then the P came to do his talking again... about the irc rumours... and the new synthetic field tat the sch's gonna have... costing half a million dollar... waoh.... say tat the alumni can apply to use the field and maybe have to pay juz a small nomial fee... then he go on about last 2 weeks ago the back of the stage in the hall caught fire... then the sch could use this to get MOE to fund for renovation of the whole hall... which is 23yrs old... lolz.. cheating MOE's money... might as well set fire to the grand stand and LT1 as well... since they are so old...

one more thing be4 i end... since the field will be undergoing revamp... our grad nite this yr will be else where instead of sch... yeah..!!!!! hahaha... from wat the P say... maybe it will be in a 5½ or 6 stars HOTEL... lolz... nice... i think more important thing now is A-lvl... lolz... till next update... seeya...