So NEAR yet So FAR...

So near yet so far... so many things tat so near... but still not within reach...

Lets take a look at the place i work... u should noe it... the one near Singapore Discovery centre... and wat's near SDC..? NTU...! lolz... its so near my work place... but not within my reach... why..? coz i'm not accepted by them... imagine seeing the ntu campus everyday... but you won't get the chance to study there... haiz...

So near yet so far...

She lives near and works near... but the distance between us seems out of reach... or is there a wall dividing..? or there's nothing to start with at first..? waiting... who's waiting for who...? first move anyone..? any sign or signal or clue would be gladly welcomed...?

So near yet so far...

ORD is so near to my frens... but so far away from mi... haha... some going to ORD in less than 5months time... but i still have more than 20 months to go... i noe u guys suffered more than mi... so u guys deserved to ORD... lolz... wat am i saying..? haha... i still got a long long way to go... when recourse...? when going for CQ course..?

One thing i recently discover is tat my hp can be a GPS as well... haha... sort of like those global positioning system... like when i'm at home... the hp display shows my house location... in lot 1... it shows lot 1... so cool rite..? lolz... but does it come with a price...? is it a M1 onli service..? hope M1 dun be so evil and charge us for this service tat we nvr subscribe...

works keep on piling... helps nvr coming...
physcially exhausting... mentally tiring...

Gathering failed... again... this will be the last time i'm planning a gathering... i think ppl nowadays are juz too busy to meet up... a group of 5 is still possible.. but if u wan to get most of the ppl in class to gather... it will be quite impossible...
to say i didn't inform u anything or say tat u dunno anything is quite unfair to mi lor... if i planned too early... u ppl cannot confirm... then if i tell u all a few days be4... so say didn't get msg... or dun wanna reply at all... how i noe whether u ppl wanna go or not..?
somemore no one helped mi much... volunteer to help mi call but end up i doing most of the calling... not once but twice...

the onli wrong it seems is that i'm trying to organise a gathering... bring trouble to myself onli... rite..?