Back to my lonely self again then...

wat can i say... nothing... wat are frens really for...?

so many frens, yet i dun feel their presence anymore... not all... but most of them...

guess its me myself and i again...

maybe wat i need are not juz frens... maybe its tat some special one... still waiting... dunno when... dunno how... dunno who...

maybe i'll juz secretly change my hp no. so i free myself... lolz... crazy...

juz gone thru the cmpb medical.... got PES B... with means i'm fit for most operations... but still pending from medical reports and investigation... dun think my 'specialist doc' will be of any help to mi... guess i'll have to suffer in NS then... when i suffer real pains, it may be considered chao gain.... haiz... we'll see...