Wat more can i do as a fren...?

All these years have past... i'm always changing... learning.. adapting... try to be a better person... a better fren... but so far... how many true frens can i call upon when i need someone to chat with...? ur guess is as good as mine... coz i have no idea... one thing is tat there are not many...

i noe there are still a few ppl constantly visiting my blog... and i thks u all...

but as much as i try to care for a fren... i dun get appreciated...? maybe they think i'm busy body or something... "y dun u mind ur own business and stop asking questions about mi"... maybe tat's wat they are thinking when i wan an update of themselves to mi...

normally i'll shoot a couple of questions at once in a SMS... occasionally... i dun get the full answers... most of the time i'll have to ask again coz they tend to reply onli the last question or one of it... some... dun even wanna reply... maybe they dun feel the need... maybe dun wanna reply... maybe they dun even like u... wat for reply..?

why..? is there any answers to tat...? this kind of questions can cause mi to think on nite in bed and hard to get to slp...

i'm tired... i'm sick(really sick... i got fever 37.7deg, running nose, blocked nose) i really dunno wat else i can do... i'm going to be in tekong most of the time and when i do book out... i hope tat i can go out with frens instead of stuck at home... but its not really happening this week... i dunno why... haiz... i have nothing else to say even though there are plenty of things in my mind... i'll blog about another thing tml... hopefully she reads it or someone can pass the msg to her...