Finally... things are settled... 潘瑋柏 - 我讓你走了

我一直坐在咖啡廳的角落 沒有人發現我還在難過
其實早就已經忘了怎麼說 就算再怎麼捨不得 你還是走了
我還不想承認這事實 怎麼會變成這個樣子 沒有了
我真的什麼都沒有了 就像一個廢人 回家的路上我哭了
眼淚再一次崩潰了 無能為力這樣走著 再也不敢驕傲奢求了
我還能夠說些什麼 我還能夠做些什麼 我好希望你會聽見
因為愛你我讓你走了 我讓你走了Baby 我一直坐在咖啡廳的角落
沒有人發現我還在難過 其實早就已經忘了怎麼說 就算再怎麼捨不得
你還是走了 我還不想承認這事實 怎麼會變成這個樣子 沒有了
我真的什麼都沒有了 就像一個廢人 回家的路上我哭了
眼淚再一次崩潰了 無能為力這樣走著 再也不敢驕傲奢求了
我還能夠說些什麼 我還能夠做些什麼 我好希望你會聽見
因為愛你我讓你走了 回家的路上我哭了 眼淚再一次崩潰了
無能為力這樣走著 再也不敢驕傲奢求了 我還能夠說些什麼
我還能夠做些什麼 我好希望你會聽見 因為愛你我讓你走了 我讓你走了Baby

this morning... woke up... do the usual things... switch on computer... browse around... then took out my 'printing' materials and calligraphy stuffs... to some it maybe a little late to write christmas cards... but i also kind of busy lately... been going to town area for the whole of this week... tml also going... if start work on saturday then town will be like my second home liao...
juz took out the things and write the addresses on the envelopes... print stuffs on the cards... haven realli started writing... but muz be quick... cause a few going away... hope they can receive the card be4 the go places...

then need to rush to sch... took 98 to the mkt near sch to photocopy my medical letter for badminton... then waited for the guys, as they went for the image consultant thingy..., then i went to return my locker keys also... but cannot get back the refund deposit of $5 as my fren dunno got return the other key... damn... now also cannot find him and ask... dunno he have prove or not... sian... he shld have given mi the other key be4 he quit sch... after tat went to canteen sit... then pak came and find mi... then started playing soccer near general office... lolz... play passing... play monkey... after tat left sch... threw away the PW file... then kanna caught kicking the soccer ball by the principal when he driving back to sch...

Yw wanted to go bugis buy clothes... so he called mi and hq to go along... wm and pak dunno go where... jean took 157 to change bus home... then we decided against taking 502... dunno y... i juz follow... then waited for the next 198 to change to mrt... then reached JE library outside busstop and see wm and pak waiting for bus... then went to eat LJS... talked abit... how anger can temporary change a person's behaviour... then decided against going bugis... all go home...

after reaching home play for a while need to go raffles again to settle things... dun wish to talk much about it... wasted like 2hrs+ be4 the director talked to mi... he talked alot of things... but it nvr realli affect my determination to quit... dun think i'll go back again... no matter how successful they will be in the future... its their business... i have my own future and i dun wan tat to be involved in...

finally things are settled... sorted... solved... dun understand y some ppl can understand my feelings in minutes, while others may take hours and yet still cannot understand...

三句六字真言: 平 常 时 笑 笑 说 , 吵 架 时 慢 慢 言 , 生 气 时 轻 轻 讲 .
i think tat if u wan to maintain a relationship, u need to be patient... understanding... willing to listen to others even when u are in an angry mood... nothing cannot be solved, unless u are not willing to involve urself in solving it... relationship can be very stressful... be it friendship, or BGR... nothing is easy... if not u will not learn from mistakes and improve on it... when one is angry with u... try to give them some time to cool down... i've experienced half a yr of cooling down period by my frens... maybe even longer... time may heal wounds... but its better to put ur doubts, troubles, things bothering u on the table and discuss... with tat person or with a fren... 3rd person's point of view sometimes can help see things better... its bad for ur health to keep troubles in ur heart and worries in ur mind...