Friday, February 10, 2006

Misinterpreted or juz a case of mis-understanding...?

find tat i really need to clear up some things... and fast... before anything sinks in and stay permanent... going ns also... also dun think will have much time to blog...

wat ppl assumed abt mi...
1) loner...? frenless...? quiet...?
2) pessimistic
3) complicated..? in thoughts..? or personality...?
4) moody..?
5) kopi-kia..? lolz...
(if these's more tell mi.. so i can clarify... if possible.. lolz..)

1) err... lonely, yes... loner, no... coz i have frens... those tat say hi and bye ones... got a lot, mostly sch-mates... those tat can really strike up a chat are few... ppl's so buzy nowadays... they hard have time for their family and love ones... where got time for frens like mi..? lolz...

i'm quiet... y..? go out with the guys... 90% of the stuffs are NS related... wat can i do..? juz listen to them lor... can't blame mi for quiet wat..?
at sch... they always have things to gossip which i dun noe about... and they dun share lor...
tat's y u always see mi with my headphone on... listening to music... one ear for music, the other for listening to ppl talk... lolz..

2) pessimistic - dictionary explains it as 'expecting the worst in this worst of all possible worlds'
err... am i like tat..? lolz... i view is as expecting the worst... so u won't get too disappointed with the result... i dun jump into conclusion easily... tat's y when i do make a prediction, it means tat i know the situation well enough, as it was i who been through it... so i can make a better judgement of it... but tat doesn't mean i'm a pessimist... however... tat's towards myself only...
there are times when i say things for fun and entertainment value... not really tat serious... so dun take it too hard...

well... u dun usually see mi 'pouring cold water' on others... do u..? most of the time i'm encouraging them or cheering others even though i may not be feeling tat great myself... haha...

3) i'm a complicated person... no one is simple to understand... if everyone is a book tat can be open and read... won't it be dangerous...? lolz... sometimes i'm in deep thoughts... somethings juz day dreaming... i'm constantly thinking of stuffs... beyond time... looking ahead... future is where we are heading and the past is history.... sometimes after reading some blogs/news articles or chatting with frens... i do have some thoughts.. but no one to share with... but usually forget such stuffs after a while, coz its juz a moment of thoughts...

4) well... not tat moody la... during normal time my face usually not much expression... moods can change fast... depending on the situations... i can accustom to situations or react to them... basically not tat bad la...

5) lolz... wearing waist pouch doesn't mean kopi kia lor... its juz i dun have enuff pocket space on mi so i need a pouch to put my keys, hp and stuffs...

err... those who've been with mi long enough will know mi better, if u know mi less than 2 yrs... try to get to know mi more... i know there's more to mi that u ppl dun know...

i predict tat A-lvl will be out is 2 ro 3 weeks time... NS is juz less than a mth away...

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