Me, my frens and my work...

[ I need digi cam for my bunkmates passing out parade... can anyone help mi...?]

As we grow older... there are more and more toubles in life... some can be overcome... some waiting to be solve... while others will remain a problem... how i wish to blog on every details of my life... but there are restrictions everywhere and not all ppl like to see wat u blog... of course u can say i can ignore those things... but can i really..? well to a large extent i will...

this past week... i've been trying to organise 2/5 activities... a gathering of sort.. why...? coz tat time i saw eileen at OCS cook hse... i realised tat we haven been in contact for a long time le... alot of things may have happen, lots of changes tat the class have been thru... i feel tat it's time for us to bond again... but its easier said than done...

everytime when trying to organise things... big or small event... problems will occur... mainly its due to the people involved... i understand its hard to gather everyone for a meet up... coz everyone have their own things to do and not everyone is free on the same day... tat's y i nvr insist than everyone muz make it... juz hope that those able to do it can enjoy themselves during the gathering...

i've asked ard... for suggestions... chalet, boardgames cafe, buffet, sentosa....
chalet is not quite a good option... as the guys are still in NS or going soon... time is not on their side... its either weekend of nothing... as its onli a few days before june starts... the june holiday crowd have already pre-booked most of the available chalet slots ard the island... the initial plan was to have a gathering together to celebrate with jean's birthday... but the slots of chalet is from sun to tues... which makes it quite impossible for most ppl to join us...

then another idea struck mi was tat peter's birthday also coming on july 14... and its a friday... and chalet slots are available then... how..? to book or not to book..? been trying to ask peter... but he nvr reply on that... will everyone be free then..? can we have enuff ppl to make it enjoyable yet not burn a hole in the pocket..?

now the option is to go for a buffet... which buffet we still not confirm yet... coz i dunno anyone have any objects or not... the one i saw on newspaper was joaquim international japanese buffet... and we set it on 11 june... most of the replies i got was 'not sure if can make it'... 'need to wait for a later date to confirm'... at least its not a straight rejections... but i still didn't get replies from some ppl... especially tat kiat... always like tat... dun wan reply mi... anyway.. is there any objection for the joaquim buffet...? $28.90nett...

why 2/5 gathering..? some may ask... its a group where there's still contact with... but minimum... for mi frens are important part of life... we have been classmates for 2 yrs but will be frens for many more yrs... most of the time going out is with my current jc frens... and seems like sec sch frens are a grp tat seems to be forgotten as time passes... u will onli stick to ur own small grp for most of the time... all i can say tat not everyone is forgotten...

well... for my pri sch frens... err... they are a little too far to reached... and i dun have tat capability to take up this task...

as i'm struggling to get used to my work... a mth have actually past... 6 duties a week... overtime almost everyday... all things are not smooth... as i may soon sign extra... y..? and mistake by someone, together with my lapse in responsibility... think my trust for ppl may soon take a new perspective... can we really trust a person to do his job...? carelessness maybe... maybe i'm influenced by the ppl there... which i shouldn't... for my last duty.. i tried to lock everything and i do lock up everything... i prefer doing my required job rather than taking my chances... that's for weekdays... but for weekend.. from the past one i did... i was told tat if the friday personnel did not do his job well... everyone leading to the end of the week will suffer... now i noe tat... and i will not make the same mistake again... hopefully its the last time this will happen to mi...

i dunno wat happen but i teaches mi to take nothing for granted... no matter how reliable tat person may be... u still have to do checks and take ur own responsibility... coz things will nvr be smooth for u all the time... also... the past week have coz recurrence to my old injury and pain to my legs... all these constant walking and loads certainly does not help solve the problem or help my recovery... i hope tat my MMI appointment will come soon and get a solution soon...