thoughts rioting in my mind...

As much as i looked calmed on the outside... the thoughts inside my mind are playing havoc... in a week time... it will be juz another day to some... while significant to some others too... u know wat i mean...

roses... fine dining... gifts... couples holding hands... kisses... hugs... love will be in the air... etc...

lonely, i'm....
envy, i certainly will feel a little...
but all these are not abt life and death... so dun worry about mi...

so wat's troubling...? the same old thing i guess... for those following closely to my blog will be a bit clearer than others... while those whom know mi will understand much... some ppl will feel than i'm whinning all over again...

its be juz over a yr le... things hasn't really changed much... it all started from a look... then the feeling... and everything juz flows into mi...(my wordings a bit weird, i feel it too, haha)... then follows by the patience... confessions... and back to the long wait... wat's the wait for...? why the wait..? who am i waiting..?

then one may ask... why mi...? what is there in mi...? who am i to be the one...? then the wait and search continues... The love nvr dies... as long as the heart continues to beat... dun ask mi why, coz tat's how i feel...

always one the backfoot, one day i tried to move ahead... but maybe its too late... coz some events induce fear, while some pushes u on... some leaves things behind that's not easy to put down... anyway... i wishes all couples to be happily together with their love ones... may they be the one for u and be true to u all the way...

Time and time again i feel like changing the blog name... but maybe i'm juz too lazy to do it... or the memories it holds are juz too precious to be deleted... hmm... changing name isn't gonna delete my post ah..? hehe... but recently due to the closure of the program hello, i was seeking another one so as to post pics... then came picasa 2.. which required a google account... and it thus enable a new blogger created account... but it can't bring over all the memories of the existing blog... hence frustration on whether new will be better than old..?

getting out of point le... anyway... dunno whether its good news or not... i think i'm almost sure of getting ahead with the operation on my nose... coz after some checking... i should get subsidied for my operation, at least tat's wat my chief clerk said... so... 28th will be the decision making day then... blood tests and confirmation of ward to be taken... but...! recently... heard that wen jie got excessive bleeding after his operation... so... its a bit scary now la.. although mine is considered a minor operation as to his jaw ops... but anything can happen la... so... pray hard lor..

anyway... tat's all le ba... the cage is confirmed... 7-10pm..! siao ah..? i next day on duty lor..! sure die sia... hahaa... anyone wanna date mi can register now... lolz... kidding la...