Weekly updates...

be4 i get to my updates... here's some important news to bloggers...

Singapore has more blogs per capita than most countries...
Bloggers beware: You, too, can be sued for wat u write.
Defamation action can be taken despite disclaimers. the onus is on bloggers to get their facts right. even readers' responses can be faulted under the law.

lolz... so becareful bloggers... wat u post may get u sued... especially ZH... lolz... and watch wat u tag also... lolz..

updates: my class CT has annouced tat she will be retiring be4 our A-lvl... tat means... nothing is confirm as yet... cause she nvr specified when she's retiring... after she finish teaching her syllabus or after her revision...? most probably is after finishing the syllabus...

hmm... is tat good or not...? guess i'm on my own for my revisions...

err... no more news liao... lolz... maths finishing last chapter... phy still got some way to go.. but think finishing either this mth or next... econ also last chapter liao...

i basically failed all my mid-yr tests... maths 33½... phy failed both paper 1 & 2.. econ haven give back... GP... shld be failing... but they onli taking the common test results... so high chances of passing... the pressure is on but i still not feeling any heat yet... as much as i like to study, i can't get myself together to study... haiz...

i'm feeling more and more distanced from my frens... pri, sec and jc... maybe the guys are in camp... maybe the gals have their bf... maybe they have their own frens to accompany... then wat about my frens...? where are they...? haiz... every week go to sch facing the stress of teachers screaming at u... mocking at u... talking down on u...

wat i'm looking forward to was the weekend when i can go out with my frens and ply and have fun... but tat seems more unlikely as mentioned above... their have to spend their times with their love ones... i got none to spend with... lolz... week in week out i'm been talking the same thing over and over again... wat's the point... many ppl juz bypass this blog, few would be patient enuff to read the stupid things i post... u think they care so much... lolz...

i've been thinking... when i'm out with my frens... are we really out together...? am i juz accompanying them or are they juz accompanying mi for the sake tat u opened ur mouth and asked them out... or is it tat i'm juz the extra person with the grp... who bothers if i'm around or not...? though i maybe a man with few words... it seems hard for ppl to have a gd talk with mi...

wat else can i do...?(juz like tat stupid specialist of mine, kept asking mi wat he expect him to do for mi? he's the specialist and still dare to ask this kind of questions, i'm paying the money to command his to do things...? he's supposed to help mi and not ask mi wat to do. crap sia these ppl) stop going out with them...? no i can't... my life revolves around these frens... with them i feel so lonely.. juz like wat i'm feeling now and every other days...

i'm the kind of person who can go out whenever being called upon... unless i really have something on... but wat can i do... nobody calls... no going out... waited the whole week with nothing planned for the weekend... tat's life... everyday trapped at home facing this computer... haiz...