Random Thoughts...

How can one be considered as best friend...?
here's a random checklist...
1) be with u thru the ups and downs...
2) support u whenever necessary...
3) share things with u... chit chat... gossip... secrets... someone who u can talk to about sensitive stuffs....
4) spend most of ur free time with, shopping, leisure times...?
5) someone u can called upon and sense ur current emotion...

tat's juz some random and few things i feel tat it's important to be a 'best fren'... recently... i was interview by AO... she asked whether i have any best frens... i couldn't answer tat...

why...? i also dunno... once i tot to be my best fren... is now the past... there was lim hui(1) min... my primary badminton buddy... but tat was like 8 yrs ago le... though we still keep in touch once a while.. i haven seen him like 2+ yrs le...

then there's peter... haha.. maybe its juz mi... i tot tat we were both classmates and in the same CCA... feel tat he's one of the better fren in class... but he hangs out more with wee and others... playing lan and going out... he's still a good fren...

lolz.. no more... i could't say out anyone as best frens... all i can say is tat most of them are good frens... i'm hanging out with less and less ppl and spending less and less time with my frens... not tat i dun wan to...
1)its tat ppl ain't as free as during sch days...
2)they have other frens to be with... some have gf to go out with...
3)they are tired from previous activities...
4)too few ppl they dun wanna go...
5)one person dun wanna go... all dun wan to go...
6)exams... need time to study...

i'm once again tired... sick and tired... maybe i've been like tat for too long a time... some will think... go alone lor... true... for the past few years.. i've been doing stuffs alone... watch movies... buy clothes... go orchard walk alone... stuffs tat's normally accompanied by frens... i did them alone... and its not juz once or twice affairs... y and i leading such a life..?

some ppl thing tat being a storeman is easy life... OOT is easy life... everyday juz slack... no need go chiong shua... i dun deny tat... at times... its really abt slacking all the way... but when we have to do sai gang... its also very busy and hardship... for others... they think tat its nothing as compared to their respective vocation... or even to their 'carefree' civilian lives...

wat do u noe about mi..? wat rights u have to comment about mi..? juz becoz u are fit doesn't mean tat everyone's fit.. do u have flat feet..? even if u do... do u feel the pain i do..? jealousy and sarcastic comments is all tat i got from some 'smarty pants' who thinks tat they noe everything and give insulting comments... wat for i care... no one will remember u ppl no matter wat u write to attract attention... haha...

try having my legs and do the things i do... if not... its meaningless to make false comment about mi...

i'm noticing... she's not online anymore... dunno wat happen... dunno y..? maybe coz of mi... maybe i'm thinking too much... maybe i'm annoying her... sad... dunno wat else to feel... maybe she's too busy or too tired from work... i dunno... i've done most of my part... waiting for response to take the next step... but dun think its happening... hope she's all well...