How i wish...

How i wish... i could put down all my work temporary and go for a holiday break...

how i wish... i have less worries in my life... family... frens... relationship... work... money...

how i wish... i have a person by my side... supporting mi... encouraging mi... pushing mi...

how i wish... there's someone for mi to lean on... talk to... love...

I really wish that someone can come out with some gatherings... maybe a christmas get together..? how it would be like when everyone count down.... exchange presents... have fun together... stay up all night chit chat... kiss under the mistletoe... err... haha... forget the last one.. lolz...

holiday...? nvr been on one... nvr look likely for one to happen...? i wanna relax... wanna have fun... wanna explore oversea... wanna sun tan... wanna have a body message for my tired body... refresh myself...

"I wanna run away, nvr say goodbye. I wanna know the truth, instead of wondering why. I wanna know the answers, no more lies. I wanna shut the door and open up my mind..."