Wat will I... When I am...

wat will i do when i'm happy...? - i'll probably be blogging or hoping to find someone to share my happiness with...

wat will i do when i'm sad...? - I'll probably be in my room... alone... listening to my radio... lying on my bed... with different thoughts racing thru my mind...

wat will i do when i'm bored...? - i'll probably be using the com... doing things aimlessly... stuck on the internet without anymore bookmarks to go to... play CM2006 which is quite boring... trying to get ppl to go out... walk walk with mi... which usually no one will be free...

wat will i do when its payday...? - usually i'll go out with my frens to eat something nice... restaruants or buffet... so far i have eaten crystal jade la mian xiao long bao and fish and co. ... wat's next...?

wat will i do when i'm free...? - thinking of tat person... wat happen...? why it become like tat...? ain't there nothing else i can do...? wat does the future holds..?

wat will i do when i'm rich...? - well if its now... i wish that the money will go into my studying cost... then a new pc for myself... a new hp... the next LFC jersey... the rest is for savings... i wanna open a savings account... i'm starting to save... slowly but surely...

Since young... i dun think i have actually accompany any fren to school... like meeting up at bus stop to go sch... lower primary... i took sch bus... then the bus uncle is too unreasonable... so i decide to go sch myself... or my father give mi a ride there...

my father started out with a old car... red colour... car plate no. was 7337... then the car was gone... think when to scrape le... left with a old motorcycle... then my uncle bought a car... which once in a while my father will share using it... when its not in used by my uncle... then the car was gone again... dunno wat reason.. haha...

pri sch days i still live near sch...teck whye lane and BPPS... juz a bus ride... but quite a walking distance to the bus stop... sec sch... i moved to a new home... in jurong... while my family was doing all the shifting and stuffs... i was at a church camp... weird... i'm not a christian... dunno why during upper sec wanna go church.. i think tat time was my aunt... coz sunday normally nothing to do.. then i usually stay overnite at my aunt's hse... which is very near to tat church... while at the church... my pri 6 fren was a member there... haha...

but after the camp... after i got into sec sch... i stop going... mainly coz i dun have much business there... and i'm a free thinker... so... i dun wan to restrict myself... haha...

back to my topic... i lived in jurong... my sch is in cck... quite far... wake early to go sch... then no frens live near mi also... go sch return home mostly alone... while my other frens like in cck or bp area... they get to hang ard and meet up more... hence i always felt left out...

jc's been better... but still dun get to meet much frens on the way to sch... but going home most of the time and journey there's more company... especially after soccer...

well... the main thing i wanna noe is how i've become the way i am...? does the early days make mi a lonely person...? does the lack of companions cause mi to interact less with people...?
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