Updates... my life...

everytime i wanna write this kind of stuffs... my mind went blank when sitting infront of the computer... sian½...

- sunday played a soccer field match with andre(my camp mate)... as expected... we lost... why expected? coz i expect a tough match to be played as his team are more organised and i assumed they have been playing for quite sometime le... for us? this is only the 2nd of our offical field match... we are still beginner if u wanna put it this way... so its quite hard for us to compete on par with others... yes.. our team have lots of gd individuals, but not all the time we can depend on individuals to win us games... only time and hard work will see us improving...

- harry potter... the movie is out... the book is coming soon... still pondering when i wanna get the book or not... its not cheap though... but i still wanna know the ending... dunno whether there will be an e-book...? hehe...

- quite sometime have past... i've seen improvements... but the answers are still not clear... what to do...? someone pls save mi from this...

- sch has started for quite a while le... today juz attended my 4th lesson out of 5... missed the 1st one due to the KL trip... so far so good... Principles of Accounting is a new subject... so it will take sometime for mi to understand and master... mainly because i haven't been doing much revising... purely juz read thru the lessons to be covered and re-inforce the ideas when the lecturer is teaching... hopefully i can find some time soon to consolidate all the ideas and have a practise on a few questions on my own...

- my shoulder... though it seems ok when u see mi ard... actually there maybe some hidden problem... the joint on my left shoulder is very mobile/loose... it needs some attention... waiting to go for a MRI scan to see what needs to be done... basically there's no pain if its not moved in certain ways... so normally activity are still ok... when u try to 'move' it in that 'certain ways'... then one of the joint will move in front of the other... its quite painful and there's always a clicking sound... so wait and see how lor...

- now my room is messy again... its takes 1-2hrs to tidy up but i cannot maintain the tidiness for more than 3 days... haha sometimes i'm juz too tired and juz put everything at one side and leave it there... moreover now i having night classes and together with camp duties... every weekdays' i normally will be at home for at most twice before 7pm... haven been sleeping for more than 6 hrs daily... even for some weekends... its not wat time i slp, but rather wat time i wake up... my body clock is set to ard 7am or so... so no matter wat time i slp, usually i'll wake up early in the morning...

yes... i'm tired... not juz physically... but also mentally with constant thoughts in my mind... that's wat makes mi think alot all the time...

thinking... thinking... but no actions... no progress... nothing much...

- been thinking abt my life and my frens... lately... my life's been rather... boring...!
go camp, come back home, go study... or go camp, do duty, come back home, shagged... weekdays are burnt juz like that... but u may say still got weekends ma... saturday most of the time i'll be staying at home... not tat i dun like the extra resting time... but those who know mi(doubt there's anyone, hehe) will know that i always like to go out rather than stay at home rot... coz at home if i finish watching my variety show i have nothing to do le... my com got no games, my hardware mags mostly read finish... i dun like to read if the book doesn't interest mi... studying will come in later on... hehe... so basically its boring... sunday's 1st half will be filled with soccer... then will be too tired to do other things le... maybe there's someone's birthday party to attend once a while... so the whole week will be gone juz like tat...

so wat's missing...? i think i'm missing the times with my frens... my sec sch frens( a grp of them, peter they all) have sort of abandoned mi... they are in their own clique now... can't remember when i last saw them or went out with them... mths? yr?
then there's evan they all... its ok if we go out once a while go eat and play.. but there's juz something that's not right or doesn't click... maybe we are of different level... wat level? i also dunno how to explain this thought...
well.... the sec sch gals... i also dun have much contacts... think it will juz be the yearly gatherings that i'll get to go out with them or see them in flesh... moreover there are some... things that i also dun wish to elaborate la... haiz...
the jc guys also have their own frens or they hang out with their own small clique also... which i'm not very much involved...

so where am i standing...? err... guess u can see... seems like i'm going back to nagging again... haha... i dunno how much i have changed but dun seems like alot... haha... still by myself most of the time... hehe... night time studys dun really allow mi to make much new frens ba... most of them are working adults or they are already in the grp of frens... well... we have to see life as it goes lor...

juz wish that once a while(weely) i have frens to call mi out for dinners or go out shoppings and stuffs... enjoying life like my other frens...