All is not right... all is not the same anymore...

i have nothing much to say anymore... its no longer the good old days anymore... changes after changes... it thus far lead to stuffs we don't wish to see but still became inevitable...

juz came back from my appt for my left shoulder... the specialist says tat there is something wrong with it and he disagree with the MRI scan(which i have no idea how to look at the scan when he was browsing thru it)... he say the earliest ops will be in jan and it will take 6-9 mths to recover... err... i dunno abt it... still need to consult my mom abt it... coz she wanted mi to go see chinese physician... tat's wat i'm scared of coz sometimes they juz 'practice' their skills and u dunno wat to expect... u may end up better or worse or no improvement at all...

changes after changes... but i still end up getting lonelier than ever... its not really the lack of companies... or is it...? the renewal of it has almost come to a stop while some of the old ones are going more havoc... i dun think i'm portraying a good pic now.. so i shall stop...