my shoulder and something abt frens...

on fri... i went to see the chinese physician/sen sai whom was recommended by another in his trade... here's wat he came into conclusion about my case...

well... he said that my back muscle of my left shoulder was weak... in fact too weak to pull the bone, thus it becomes loose and it now gives the jerking effect... he says even the ops may not be helpful(can't remember his exact words)... he doesn't say how long it will take for mi to recover but ask mi to continue treatment at his clinic... which juz go over there and get some massage or 'tui-ing' on my left shoulder... provided i dun strained my muscle again... i need to continue to do some strengthening exercise to see inprovement... which i still dun see any improvement yet after the trip over... he also say that when i get old i will have a higher chance of dislocating my left shoulder... wah... that's encouraging... lolz... now i dunno which treatment to go for..? the chinese one didn't give mi any promise or exact dates for recovery nor can he write an excuse to my camp MO, while the western requires surgery/risk and takes 6 to 9 mths to heal... and maybe give mi some status...

now what will u do...?

its quite saddening and bored to see a person with a hp and its only use is to play games and music... tat person is mi... i dun get msg-es(except ee teck who once a while send mi) or calls from frens... so envy of others who get accompanied by frens, physcially or thru hp...

when u sms ppl to ask for some help... u expect at least a reply saying whether yes or no, can or cannot, know or dunno... but there's always some ppl who chooses to ignore or dun reply... why is there such person? so what do u expect in return if u request for some help...?

guess no one understands nor cares...
guess i'll be alone and stuck at home for weeks to come...

haha... how come i get to blog so much this past week...? too free lor... at home nothing to do and too much things to say out...