Thoughts: The day after Promo & Friends

quite a boring day, with every seconds and minutes passing meaninglessly... The promo had past but my brain is still thinking about it, whether i can pass or not, whether will i get promoted to yr2, whether i am the right material to be in this education system, whether is it time to finally move on...? i do get scared at times, but wat's done is done. i'm much more able to accept the truth, more than last yr, even though i'm in a better position than the last.

But at the end of the day, at least i get to bring home something dear with mi even 'if' i dun get promoted. That's friendship. If anyone knows mi well, he/she shld know that i treasure my frens and our friendships. Even though my relations with fren got sour at times, i'm more then welcoming back, but its much difficult than holding my arms open. i may not understand their thinking much, but i usually get the feeling that they dun treat our friendship seriously. They dun care how i feel, but what can i do, we dun get to see each other much. Not that i'm very 'big shot' or wat, not tat i wanna ignore them or wat. Its tat if they dun care about my feeling, why shld i even have these ppl as my frens? Luckily, these few ppl are the minority, i still have other frens tat show care and concern, though not as many as i would like. But i truely thank them...
As much as i would like to get promoted and take a shot at the A-lvl, i'm still questioning whether i'm of the calibre to be a JC student. Maybe i shld have gone poly at the start, or even jump at the chance to get away this yr. Maybe i was too weak minded to think tat everything will turn out for the better. Got quite a nice class during the 1st 3mths, though not as nice as my former, they were nice ppl to be with. I thought tat maybe it will be fine for mi to take a second shot at promo. But to my horror, got into a class that's... haiz... little devils and angels... sort of black listed to class. ¼of the class either transfer out or decided to quit jc altogether, left onli 2 gals in class, can u judge the seriousness(class started with 3 gals onli...). One way or another hinder my re-learning process, may have after my promo in some ways, but i'm still the one tat take the promo and no one can be blame... the teachers... haiz... no comments...

Coming back to today, went to Queensway shopping center with my frens... had a good looks at clothes, jackets, shoes and more shoes... Had quite a laugh chatting about how WJ wanna use tape and steal money from the 2nd floor, how we're sort of being followed by a few jjc juniors, how wj became a forgettable man... hoping tat they can find time to relax during the exam period and not stress themselves out...

I'm wishing everyone taking the A-lvl and poly exams the best, same to mi waiting for the promo result...