MY LIFE part3 (upper sec)/周傳雄 - 男人海洋

曲：周傳雄 詞：姚若龍 編：
當我抱著你的時候 窗外風起 黃葉飄落 以為是浪漫 原來只是
有心在飛走 不懂情人心裡想的 愛就瞎了 也迷路了 想摸索什麼
摸到了你 手心的沉默 最癡情的男人像海洋 愛在風暴裡逞強
苦還是風平浪靜的模樣 捲起了依戀那麼長 揮手目送你啟航
到你覺得我給不了的天堂 溫柔的男人像海洋 愛在關鍵時隱藏
而心酸彙集都敞開胸膛 做遠遠看護的月光 不做阻擋你的牆
我的愛是折下自己的翅膀 送給你飛翔

My Life
Was pondering which subject combi to go for after i got my sec 2 yr end result... got an average score of 74.1/100... 5th position in class... i can't remember who top the class...? izzit Su Bing or peter...? for guys the position was like 1st: Peter, then kiat, then Mi... the other to 5 was Vannese(xiao mei mei) and su bing... backed to which combi to take... i was pondering whether to take the pure science combi with my frens or go for arts... which was my love tat time... liked to draw and do things on arts... but in the end went for the double pure science class, which was the so called best class, 3/6.

other than the above mention ppl... chan kuan was also joined 3/6... our batch of 2/5 classmates was the least compared to those from 2/6, 2/7 & 2/8.... the experience of sec 3 was not memorable or interesting... cause i can't remember much of those days... i think i was sitting near my frens... yi yong was like in front of mi... always borrow HW from them to copy... XW was beside mi, then can't remember much liao... we always go to the next classroom for geo lessons/hist... quite an unused place... maybe even haunted... cause its an empty class room... that time our class still on the 4th floor... had to climb up and down... tiring...

the class had a fun time bullying the A.math teacher if i remember clearly... mr. ???? can't remember... but his teacher was not impressive/effective/gd... end up that the subject i failed all the time... i was also struggling with the other sujects... dunno wat's the problem... think cannot adapt to the next subjects... strugglinh with all the subjects... yr end juz managed to scraped thru to sec 4... at 1st it was rumoured tat those bottom position ppl maybe relocated to 4/7 or 4/8... meaning kick out of the pure sci class la... but luckily didn't happen... i failed like 1 or 2 subjects... aver. 50+ marks... 5th place above last... i also didn't have much frens in this new class except those sitting close to mi...

sad... darkest time of my studies tat time.. moreover there was also mis-understanding with a fren... tat person like ignored mi for the yr end part of sec 3 and the beginning of sec4.... luckily i was forgiven and we remained frens again... i dunno y lor... maybe tat person too sensitive... or i said the wrong things again lor...

at the start of sec 4 everyone was rushing to choose their places in class... and we move into the new block, 3rd floor... when my frens and i got in class.. there was not much places to choose from already lor... somemore had to make new rows to settle us in... end up sitting beside tat person i made angry, again... lolz... this time around everyone seems to be getting more socialable... or izzit mi onli...? got to noe the others in class as well...
got one time a gal ask mi if i wanna chat on the phone... i was like ok lor... tat time chat for an hour or so... long chat... can't remember wat we chat about... but i was nice to chat with someone... tat person was the 1st person i ever chat with on the phone lor... rite till now no one has even called mi to chat... a decent chat was all i wan... but no one ever asked... lolz... the others whom i talked through the phone didn't touch about life, relationship or such... nice person tat person was(not saying names to protect identity...)

there was also the OBS 5days camp... i was chosen because i was a CCA leader, vice capt in badminton. think it happened during sec3 or early sec4... was quite a fun yet unpleasent trip... had some nice ppl in the grp(ghandi)... serene, hui kim... can't remember liao.. lolz... though had a fun time there... tanning my skin.. there's this bastard nearly end my family line...! i was paired with serene for climbing obstacles(logs hanging from ceiling).. as this is the kind of obstacles tat need partners' help and the distance betw each logs keeps getting wider... so i climbed up the log so as to try help her up... cause i can climb up and she has problems... then i decided to use my strength to pull her up... i asked whether is it ok for mi to grab her hand and pull her... she said ok... but i dunno whether i was painful or not... then we complete the obstacles due to my strenght...hehe... due the bad part came... tat bastard, he was the belayer... when lowering mi down from heights... he keep jerking and i can see tat he did it on purpose lor... then the groin area was in pain due to the jerking lor... from tat time onwards my hatred on him grew...

on grp was like veri not gumming... second day doing kayaking... i also lost my specticles... because the kayak i was on was pushed open suddenly into the sea and my buddy cannot contribute in keeping the kayak balanced... in the end the kayak overturn and i lost my specs... the holder can't keep my specs with mi... my mood was veri downed the whole day... we continue the kayaking and i had to continue to keep the kayak balanced the whole journey... then my knee was scratched my the fibre-glass...

luckily one of the intructors lend mi her spare glasses... so i was not sent back to mainland and remained to continue this obs course... i was nearly killed again during one of the sections... tat was the night expedition... i was struggled b the neck b 2 gals...! we were blind-folded, 2 grps together, wee jie's grp joined us... being blinded, we were led in 2s on a journey... then the 2 gals behind mi, hui kim and jaslin, being scared pulled my shirt.... both were pulling like mad lor... lolz... then i nearly suffocated because of them... lolz... then i was the single person journey in the dark... onli with string as guide we moved on to a gathering place in the woods... darkness surround us... quite a nice experience as it was quite...

then there was the land expedition where i found out tat i cannot swim(trap water) while swimming in the quarry as my knee was in pain, the bones were like rubbing against each other... tat time we also missed our destination as we took the wrong/early turn and came into another site where the land was difficult to pitch tents... started to rain be4 everyone had their tent up... due to the wrong turn also... our journey was greeted by bees and bee hive... quite scary... but no one got hurt or anything... tat's about the OBS camp... tat instructor of mine looked like a past TV actor... he also know tat there was tension in this grp of ours... he had a chat with us be4 our camp was over... a nice experience...

then came came another camp, the ponggol came where those who went to the OBS were asked to help out with the sec 3 camps(we were in sec4)... tat time then found out tat amirah was veri blur lor... she was helping mi belaying then she forget to release the rope to a certain length... then cannot lower the person climbing... had to remind her a couple of times.. dunno y her mind wander off... i also had some off days as i was blur also lor... but no harm was cause... had a fun time helping... but one night when all was sleeping... my ankle was suddenly in pain... then rain followed soon... tat was the 'Feng Shi' i was talking about the other time... the rain detector... then we had no place to slp lor... the grd was flooded with rain water... some slp while standing(tat includes mi) while others have chairs to sit on... the poor thing was the sec3 whom had to stay tat the big tent in the cold... tat's wat the teachers said to us, saying we are in a better state than the sec3s... tat time i suddenly have stomachache lor... then had to ta han the whole morning until i get home... dun wanna use outside toilets... this ponggol camp was the last one it will be held at tat camp site... we were lucky to be there...

while some of us are helping at the camps... then other sec4 went to st. john's island/ other island for their own camp.. they had fun time there lor... so sad we cannot join them...

another incident also worsen m frenship with a person... tat person totally ignore mi and my sms of forgiveness and explainings... haiz... happened at the prelims some more... haiz... didn't care much lor... prelim got 16... wanted to score lower pts to get into SAJC... but in the end got the worse and scored onli 20... but had to thanks my frens wee, YY, peter, ck, kc for helping mi during preparation for the actual O-lvl... we tried to go kiat house after sch to do other sch's o-lvl paper... can't go his hse too often as his mother dun allow... but this grp study really helped mi alot on my A-maths... we always try to rush finish the papers so as to play Dai Dee... lolz... got one time we finish a-maths paper in less tat 50min... tat was like a 2 hr paper lor... chiong so fast juz to play dai dee... lolz... my a-math from always fail then finally get a C6, a pass, in o-lvl... but i failed my chem... sian½... everyone was like emotional about this results... i... juz nothing to feel about... still managed to get the minimum jc entry points...

ANd there was the 4/6 chalet... it was fun yet boring... cause most of the time the class was seperate... the gals took the bigger room... then mi, yy, wee, kiat played Bridge the whole night till early morning when the others go to see sun rise then we get place to slp... the didn't get to see any sun rise as they was pretty slow in getting the others to wake up... then the last night went to see the music fountain... it was all about majong, dai dee, bridge, eating in this chalet...

this is getting really lengthy... there's more to say but i think its time to end... there's also the incident where a fight nearl broke out during PE, i had to step in... and other interesting stuffs like we always rush down during recess so as to buy fried rice.... i was also unable to represent sch for inter-sch badminton due to the sch stupid policy of not allowing upper sec to take part so as to concentrate on studies... totally crap i say... there may be My Life part 4 (JC life)... watch out... the stupid tag-board fast work leh...!!!